Smoke and Speculate

It’s more of a therapy session LOL. Hi. It’s been awhile.

I spent over an hour editing this episode to perfection…unfortunately the edited podcast is not saved. Today, my goal is to create content and publish it. I am going to fulfill that. I do not have the patience, time or energy to try and edit this all over again. Sorry for the silence in-between my coughing, drinking, etc. UGH just thinking of this is making me have second thoughts about me posting this but this is my diary and this is suppose to be my sanctuary were I can just let go and know that I am good enough just the way I am. As long as I’m happy with me and get what I need to from creating these episodes, that’s all that matters. Anyways, thank you for being here. All love, abundance and healing here. Peace <3

I thought I accidentally deleted this episode!!! So it’s old to me, but new to the crew. Vibe with us <3

This was fun for me. Thanks for being here.

Idk, I felt better after making this tho

TRIGGER WARNING . Scary topics. Nuclear war. End of the world? I recorded this right after I listened to a live news report of Russian soldiers shooting at Ukraines nuclear power plant and it catching on fire. Trying to process my intense, anxious & helpless feelings about a possible nuclear war. Praying for world peace ☮️

Nice to catch up

I don’t remember exactly what I said on here but I remember being vulnerable AF. Listen at your own risk

Listen at your own risk. Idk what was said.

On this episode I smoke dabs & talk about my magical mushroom trip. It was amazing! 😍🍄

Smoke sesh

This episode is a train wreck given the fact that I haven’t gotten stoned in 9 months 😅 featuring my baby daddy

Update - what’s been going on with me. Why I’ve been MIA

I said what I said and I don’t remember

My experience with shrooms

I said what I said

Honestly I don’t remember what I said here and I don’t feel like listening to it to find out.

I hope this made sense, but maybe I’m just high

Yeah I said it. This is what quarantine has come to. Enjoy!

Welcome inside my head