After a recent trip to Detroit & New York, I really felt like something shifted in me and I started to (finally) understand the difference between healthy creative productivity...and the unhealthy kind of neverending hustling the system programs us to do. So I wanted to share what I learned! Also for some reason editing this was hard. I think it's because the video kind of forced me to look at a bunch of stuff while editing that's still unhealed. ** Here's the video I mention abou...
In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I share about a recent experience I had working with a witch - and my understanding of what that means for somebody like me who practices Vipassana meditation on the regular and plans to keep doing that until I die (and beyond). The Fall of Atlantis makes its way into my monologue, as it often does, since I fell it’s a sort of backdrop for this life. On the mundane level, I also share about what’s up with Seeds as we keep working to tr...
I thought it would be fun to share a rundown of (almost) all of the past lives I’ve been able to recall so far - and what they’re trying to teach me about my mission in this one. PARTS of this WERE fun, but it also ended up being WAY harder to do this than I anticipated - both to record, and even more so to edit. I had a ton of challenging, gnarly stuff coming up and the emotional pain was intense. Almost all of it was about different facets of the way the feminine energy in ev...
In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I talk about recent layers of wounding that have come up as I had an interaction with my estranged mother, who was the Enabler to my Narcissistic father (I was the scapegoat kid). My narc dad was such a focal point for the family that it wasn’t until after he died that I was able to see the contributions my mom made to the dysfunction and abuse in our family. I hope that sharing this may help other people in similar situations - maybe yo...
Happy 2025 y'all. In this episode, I talk about what my recent experience with what was, for me, an enormous theft that left me worrying about how I'd pay my basic expenses - and having to ask for help through Seeds as a result - is teaching me about healing what I hope is the core of the wounding I took on while growing up as the scapegoat kid in a narcissistic family structure. I reflect on my own spiral course of progress over the past 5 years or so as we're kicking off 2015. I als...
It's been a hard couple of months...but I'm hoping it gets better soon. This is Episode 4 of Season 2 of Spiritual Crypto, my low fi podcast, which I kinda treat like a therapy session. It's candid and unfiltered, and I share the sometimes complex emotions I'm moving through, what's going on in my life, thoughts about things like the Rise of the Feminine, astrology, Ascension to 5D, and the interaction of DeFi tools with these energies, particularly as they manifest through Se...
This is embarrassing and I almost didn't post this because I "sound annoying" and "look so gross" but I kinda think feeling that means I need to post it... Plus it feels like having more love in my life/healing more will take care of this shift that will make me stop thinking I sound annoying/actually sounding annoying (and will make me have fun and maybe even be funny sometimes again like I used to feel like I could be) so am working toward that too. In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto...
In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I talk about what it's really like being a female tech founder trying to actually do good things in the world with cryptocurrency, & how that's meant both the world of cryptocurrency (misogynistic AF) & the world of social good (skeptical of crypto because of bad almost entirely male actors) have shunned us. It was the hardest day I've had in some time, and I was crying a while. Talking through why. ** Join our course (it suppor...
This is my human summary, and below the ** is the AI summary, which I left in unedited because it's weird/interesting. In this episode I talk freely about my recent realizations re: eating whatever I want, and as much of it as I want, is key to healing the feminine in this body. Detailing disordered eating recovery, and what I wish I knew before I spent 3 years on the ketogenic diet (including my experience with hormone disruption, which I discovered when I did an egg freezing proced...
Here I talk about my arrival in Portland, OR, I share thoughts re: what and how I manifested my homes from 2021 to now, and I discuss spending the next 6 months in Portland to develop myself - and Seeds - into the artistic vision living at the next stop on our spiral course of progress. 💗 Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance ...
Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it supports Seeds so we can help folks in need, & because it includes SEEDS, it's effectively free): https://www.seedsgives.com/course-registration Schedule a 1-on-1 session: https:...
Talking through what's been going on in my own life and in my work with Seeds, and how it seems to point to a starker difference between the higher vibrational path and the lower one. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it...
On Martha's Vineyard reflecting on the coding bootcamp I'm now taking because I had so much trouble with misog-y engineers, so realized I just need to learn how to improve the Seeds product myself....generally in an in-between stage, and trying to honor that instead of being so bummed that I haven't yet reached the destination, that humanity hasn't yet reached the destination. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @t...
The night before International Women's Day and a good week into Women's History month I talk about what I'm seeing re: what's lost because of a lack of healthy feminine energy. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it sup...
Reflecting on my life right now as I'm traveling in Europe/don't really know what I'm doing, what's been going on with Seeds through 2022 (and beyond), the next cryptocurrency bull cycle, what's coming up for me to heal through Vipassana...and (hopefully) finally finding some energy that feels like home. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/b...
Remembering what I was moving through during my 8th and 9th Vipassana courses. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it supports Seeds so we can help folks in need, & because it includes SEEDS, it's effectively free): ht...
In this episode I share more details about my experience of looking at my own past lives, and how it's helping me to heal and grow. If you'd like to learn more about cryptocurrency generally, trading crypto, and/or how to transcend capitalism via giving + SEEDS, you're welcome to visit www.seedsgives.com. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly...
If you're interested in attending a free Vipassana course at one of the 200+ centers worldwide: www.dhamma.org If you're like to learn more about Seeds: www.seedsgives.com Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it supports S...
Musings on what feminine energy even is, the paucity of it so far in this world, the Mother Wound, and the shifts that are to come. Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it supports Seeds so we can help folks in need, & ...
Reflecting on how stories are told (and how it skews heavy masc) after moving through a boring example of the spiral course of progress in my own life. Also, clown film!! Support the show The free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.org My YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi! Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundance Help someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/help Join our course (it supports Se...