SūRYaKaī svāTī - Awakening within the Illusion

This is an empowering One... sit back and Get Real ✨🤍🙏🏽🤍✨ May2021

With You, For You, choosing You✨

Just a little Love for You ✨❤️✨

🐺In Honor to the Coyote Pack we saw the first night we chilled 🐺✨🙏🏽✨

Fainting leads to healing another piece of me... people showing up, is it matrix games or divine alignment... I’m finally feeling coherent again. And why I feel All is illusion until we anchor our Eye&Be•ing into THAT PLACE. Zero Point. 💞Also, SacredWholeness on IG, I highly recommend seeing if you resonate with what she’s bringing forward. ✨🤍🧬🤍✨

(No editing=rough in the 1st half) I tone sounds & then suddenly the Heart just releases &, Love&Innocence Pour OUT, playful innocence vibrating, creating a Light Show of Colors swirling in my 3rd Eye. “Remember Your Playfulness” this one sang to Me!!⚡️Sometimes we are hard on ourself for forgetting how far we’ve come.. we took a side turn into some past lesson we forgot, & we were quickly reminded.. then we feel shame, disbelief that we forgot our lesson.... we can’t beat ourself up.. We Must Remember Our Innocence Our Playfulness, Our True Nature = Hold On to That!! Do Not Forget It when the World and the Mind tries to make you believe you are unworthy during the time you couldn’t remember your connection to All There Is. We Are Flow, Experience, Celebrating, Song& Dance, Movement, Feelings, Creating Beauty, and LOVE. I Love You 🤍💗❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍

After an intense session of crying all day and with a cracking voice, This is how I brought myself back from despair and moved through it. By the end I felt better 🔆 I spoke out loud all the negative self talk so I could hear the shadow loud & clear to practice coherence & differentiation from Me and The crap my mind says.. 4 people reached out to me today all saying the same thing, “I want to commit suicide” THE COLLECTIVE ENERGY NOW IS GOING THROUGH ANOTHER PURGE.... WE GOT THIS! MY ADVICE, CREATE something, makes organic sounds, Sing, Paint, Make Music, put your bare feet on the ground, pray, hug trees, spend time with animals... TURN THE MUSIC UP REAL LOUD, whatever you do, don’t listen to the mind’s delirium.... we are under attack. I’m sharing this song, too inspire you to sing and make sounds, no matter what you sound like or feel like, just tone.... OUR VOICE IS A MAGICAL POWER TO SHIFT OUR ENTIRE FREQUENCY AND STATE. We Are God We Are Sovereign, We Are Free. I LOVE YOU ❤️

Working in a Bar, feeding demons. Seeing through the veil while still participating in the illusion. Not taking things personal. Preparing the Self, for the next step in ascension. Endless Loops. Awareness. Feeling the Heart, making Every attempt to stay Sovereign, & keeping healthy distance from All the Things that can break our Heart before anchoring into Zero. Meditation can be Tough. Trauma needs to be realized and healed. Stay In Love, it’s the Only Truth.

I cried on&off from sunset until 1am. And the only reason why is because “I know it was taken from me” and whatever “it” is... I’m going to remember and find. ❤️

Mars approaching Rahu in Taurus - Stock market is about to get volatile, Super High, Super Low back to Super High- gains will be made by next summer but those “gains” will be illusive, not really tangible and turned in to physicality. Venus now in Aquarius- opening relationship & finding love life to be open minded to now... motivations & finding pleasure around revolutionizing social injustices and coming together as an organized collective happening now with Venus in Aqua. Sun in Aqua, time to meditate or be seen in the Public for Aquarius natives. And a few other predictions. TAURUS natives, watch those tempers but you could also get noticed at your job or get promoted now (don’t say that in recording)!! Mars is transitting through Taurus now with Rahu. Mercury is direct as of yesterday, time to get back to the normal grind. Predictions for Moon or Rising/Ascendents in Cancer, Leo, Gems, Taurus, Pisces, Aqua & Scorps. ✨🙏🏽✨

My “Awakener” has a twin, & it totally could’ve messed me up today if I wasn’t aware of All The Things the matrix tricks us with. Crazy to witness when people flicker. Human experience is strange here. But I’m just, here, still. Loving through every fiber of my Be•ing. 💙

Just a little more about this drum, music, sound and awakening with Vibration, Tones & Instruments.

A little playtime And a shout out to ShaktiMayumi 💜❤️💜 (sound good be distorted a little, recorded using my Bose Speaker)

Just today’s poem

It wants your Heart, it deceives the body through the mind, which can then shatter the Heart, Don’t Let It. I almost lost. I almost went numb again. Do Not Let Go of Your Innocent Be•ing. Keep LOVING, Keep Loving. Keep Your Devotion to Source in tact. It’s the Only Thing. One Love ✌🏽✨🤍✨

When we are embodying More Light, “It” goes after those closest to our Heart. It implants thoughts, memories, body pain... “It” knows our weaknesses, All with the Purpose to Stop the Flow of Love, All to Divide Us. It wants to Divide& Conquer. 6feet, & cover your mouth is VERY symbolic. Keep 12D Shielding! Don’t Stop Loving EVER! Only The Heart is True, feel into It and Be That. 💚💚💚🔊

These are very personal love Poems... it’s going to get sweet, then vulnerable, then sassy... then so many questions... lol. I surrender to the feeling, why fight it... like my girl says, “Just Enjoy It....” so I shall. Share some of this yumyum with me? 😁

Do Not Allow the Funk to divide You, fracture your Heart, or Keep You from Continuing to Radiate Your Love into the Field. The Mind Will do tricky things; and the Feels can be deceiving. Stay Sovereign 💜 Stay True ❤️ Stay Clear

Awakener’s gift. The need to feel safe to Awaken the Heart. Why Sound Helps. Trauma Loops. Mental Loops. Enslavement. Frequency of Chart& Chakras. Breaking Free. Fight or Flight. Control. & Going to Source for Everything

I beginning to dig through my “Notes” since I have 1,234 of them... I need to read through them to see what I got. Maybe I’ll make sense of them all one day... or maybe they are simply for You to just Enjoy Here. 💛