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The Crucible Project is a 501c3 nonprofit ministry that offers Christian retreats for men and women. Our mission is to ignite Christ-like change through experiences of radical honesty and grace.
Our podcasts feature interviews with people who have experienced the power of The Crucible Project. They share their stories of transformation and offer insights and advice that can help you on starting your journey of faith.
If you are looking for a podcast that will challenge, inspire, and help you grow, then the Crucible Project Podcast is for you.
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Jay Mountjoy sits down with Eric Himes—founder of Inspired Culture, seasoned corporate leader, and longtime Crucible brother—to unpack Eric’s journey of emotional healing, faith, and authentic servant leadership. Eric shares how his Crucible weekend sparked deep personal transformation and reshaped the way he leads, ultimately inspiring his framework for building healthy, authentic, and mission-driven organizational culture. This conversation offers a powerful look at leadership, personal gro...
Mark Dunning, community leader in Green Bay, WI, shares his Crucible journey with host Andy Spell. After searching to find his self-worth through validation from others, Mark's retreat helped him discover where his true worth comes from. He shares the power of community, authenticity, and the impact one weekend can have in a man's life. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transf...
In this special Veteran's Day episode of The Crucible Podcast, host Jay Mountjoy sits down with Ben “Beez,” an active-duty military man whose journey from restless military kid to man of faith reveals the power of transformation. From the challenges of growing up in a military family and struggling with belonging, to hitting rock bottom and rediscovering purpose through baptism, Ben opens up about how God used his pain to forge resilience and leadership. His story culminates in the release of...
Host Andy Spell talks with Curtis Summers about how the Crucible Weekend shattered his old ways of hiding and opened the door to authentic manhood. Curtis shares how facing truth, vulnerability, and failure became the turning points for real transformation. His story challenges men to stop performing, step into the fire, and discover who they really are through the power of the Crucible experience. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiri...
In this Real Christian Manhood series episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers dive into what real integrity looks like for Christian men—beyond honesty or morality. They unpack how keeping clear agreements, aligning thoughts, emotions, and actions, and living authentically in every area of life builds true integrity and trust. The conversation challenges men to own their choices, live congruently, and take the next step toward wholeness through Crucible retreats, coaching, or brotherhood. Here ar...
This episode features a message from Pastor Jim Burgen, Pastor at Flatirons Church in Colorado, unpacking the themes, emotion, and truth beneath the words. Explore how the dialogue exposes identity, tension, and transformation—revealing what’s often hidden beneath performance and image. Through honest reflection and real conversation, this episode challenges listeners to move beyond comfort, confront what’s real, and step into deeper authenticity—the very heart of the Crucible journey. Here a...
In this episode of Real Christian Manhood, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers tackle the growing issue of burnout in Christian leadership, calling men to move from ownership to stewardship and from productivity to presence. They remind leaders that their value isn’t in what they do but in who they are in Christ. With honesty and practical wisdom, they explore how saying yes to too many good things drains the soul, how community restores emotional health, and how shifting focus from control to God’s o...
Host Andy Spell interviews Jonathan Moynihan, lead pastor of Mosaic Christian Church, about his journey of self-discovery and transformation. Jonathan opens up about confronting the power of anger, breaking free from performance-driven ministry, and learning to embrace emotional health as a foundation for authentic church leadership. He shares how his Crucible weekend reshaped his masculinity, deepened his hidden life with Christ, and gave him tools for grace and healing. Their conversation h...
Host Jay Mountjoy sits down with Kellen Cowan, leader of Band of Brothers in Oklahoma, to explore what truly transforms men. Kellen shares how the Crucible Project helped him continue his own journey of personal growth and emotional healing, and why men can’t afford to settle for surface-level connection. Together they unpack the hunger men carry for authentic brotherhood, the freedom that comes with emotional clarity, and the powerful breakthroughs that happen when men step into real communi...
In this moving episode, Garrett Buchanen shares how the end of his marriage, an unexpected ADHD diagnosis, and the Crucible journey exposed the truth that he was “living a life of quiet desperation, not singing his song.” He describes how embracing vulnerability, facing fear, and stepping into authentic community has helped him discover his purpose, passion, and power. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mento...
Host Joy Dunning sits down with longtime Crucible leader Bill Snyder to explore how “eldership” can transform the second half of life—from retirement angst and identity shifts to intentional service, letting go, and deeper compassion. Bill shares his journey from early Crucible weekends to mentoring and launching an Elder Retreat, offering practical wisdom on soul work, holding tension without binary thinking, and blessing the generations behind us. It’s a hopeful, candid guide for boomers, m...
Host Andy Spell talks with Drew Boa, author of Outgrow Porn and founder of Husband Material. Drew shares his personal journey of addiction recovery and unpacks the ways purity culture, toxic shame, and unprocessed pain fuel compulsive behaviors. Together, they explore the power of vulnerability, the role of community support, and how understanding neuro pathways and sexual fantasies can open the door to real healing. Gain fresh hope and practical tools for breaking free from pornography—learn...
Longtime nonprofit ministry leader and Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten is interviewed by Leadership Series Host Tim Rush about his leadership journey brought him through a Crucible weekend which strengthened his leadership authenticity. Roy challenges leaders to go have the courageous conversations they are resistant to have. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life trans...
Dr. Dan Bouchelle, President and CEO of Mission Resource Network, shares with host Joy Dunning about his Crucible experience and the impact it had on him as a leader of other leaders. MRN is a leadership development and training organization that partners with churches and global workers to ensure sustained and impactful mission work globally. Dr. Bouchelle shares how MRN’s partnership with Crucible has been instrumental in this mission, offering global leaders a rare opportunity for self-awa...
Note: This episode features the difficult topic of sex trafficking and abuse. Please listen with care and know that resources are available at thecrucibleproject.org. You can also reach out to us at communications@thecrucibleproject.org for more personalized resources. Host Andy Spell sits down with Mike Chapman as they delve into the challenging yet crucial topics of trauma, abuse, and healing. Mike, a certified recovery life coach, shares his personal journey of overcoming childhood s...
Sheri Tredway shares her journey through grief following the loss of her grandson, Titus. Sheri reflects on the deep emotional healing she found through the Crucible community’s unwavering support, emphasizing the importance of communication, emotional safety, and authentic relationships. This episode reveals how connection and shared language can offer profound comfort during life’s most painful moments. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grac...
Host Joy Dunning speaks with Michael Byrd about his transformative journey through men's work, vulnerability, and healing. Michael shares how his adoption shaped his identity and how The Crucible Project empowered him to confront personal wounds, strengthen relationships, and create a powerful program - Crucible on the Inside for incarcerated men. They also discuss the Crucible Urban community that is "Distinctly Crucible, Uniquely Urban." Michael's story invites listeners to consider the dee...
In this Real Christian Manhood series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers unpack what real manhood looks like by examining the true character of Jesus. Far from the passive image often portrayed, Jesus modeled boldness, emotional strength, boundaries, and compassion—traits essential for men today. Listeners will be challenged to lead with authenticity, live on mission, and grow into men who are both strong and safe, through the example of Christ and the work of Crucible. Here are some of the top...
In this Leadership Series episode, Brian Smith shares his journey as a reluctant leader, revealing how failure, emotional intelligence, and personal growth shaped his leadership. He emphasizes the importance of modeling behavior, doing the inner work, and embracing discomfort to become the leader others need. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men'...
In this Real Christian Manhood series episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers explore the difference between authentic leadership and imitation. They challenge listeners to reject mimicry, embrace their unique identity, and lead from a place of integrity, clarity, and mission. The conversation is a call to lead with purpose—not performance. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life t...
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