The Unbearable Lightness Of Being

I recorded myself in three distinct times of my life and funny that each part is in a different language unintentionally.

I just need to talk and let these thoughts come out of my mind

Sounds of birds, 5:30 in the morning

I obviously don't know what am I exactly doing here. I've got some ideas in my mind to share what comes through my mind honestly and clearly. Btw is honesty still going on?