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The Yours Truly Podcast is the place where host Christian Baxter goes to think out loud and practice some “conversation craft” with fellow sojourners on the journey of meaning making amidst a world struggling to make sense of everything.
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Conversation Craft — Ep. 129: The Meyers
Faith, family, and conversation as a craft.
Miles and Rebecca Meyers (of Our View from the Plains) share their journey—from early grief and a rocky start to marriage, to rediscovering a call to ministry and building a household shaped by prayer, table, and church. They talk candidly about repentance, identity, and how to move from one-time “conversion moments” to a way of life rooted in practice and ritual.
Find the Meyers: @OurViewFromThePlains (YouTube)
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Notes (from the conversation): their channel mission and “table → sacraments” frame; their family story and “where do we go from here?”; cultivation over one-off conversion; the “Friday concert / Saturday conference / Sunday liturgy” hierarchy; and “Sundays are holy.”
🎯 Core Episode Tags
• Miles and Rebecca Meyers
• Our View from the Plains
• Conversation Craft podcast
• Yours Truly Podcast
• Christian Baxter
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• Christian parenting
• Marriage and faith
• Homeschooling and theology
• Family discipleship
• Passing down the faith
• Christian family legacy
• Raising kids in faith
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✝️ Theological / Ecclesial Tags
• Eucharist vs communion
• Sacramental Protestantism
• Sunday is holy
• Call and response liturgy
• Christian tradition and submission
• Conversion vs cultivation
• Practicing the faith
• Legacy of the church fathers
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🌐 Digital / Corner Tags
• This Little Corner of the Internet
• Symbolic World community
• Estuary conference
• Digital vs embodied church
• Online Christian community
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📈 Broad SEO Reach Tags
• Faith and culture podcast
• Christian YouTube channels
• Christianity in modern America
• Protestant sacramental theology
• Christian family stories
Neil Daedalus joins me to trace a journey from Jordan Peterson’s Genesis lectures and Sam Harris debates, through Jung, grief, and a searing encounter at Mass, to entering the Catholic Church. We get into Babylon 5’s “Rangers” as a living metaphor for TLC, why Gen Z’s arena feels more political than personal, video games as training-grounds for agency, resentment/journaling as shadow work, and why grace (not optimization) breaks the frame. Along the way: PVK, Midwest Estuary, Jordan Hall, Mary Harrington, and the uneasy dance between individuation and personhood.
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People & works mentioned
Jordan Peterson (Genesis lectures), Sam Harris (“What Is Truth?”), Joe Rogan, John Vervaeke, Paul VanderKlay (PVK), Jordan Hall, Mary Harrington, Rigel Thurston, Hector Avalos (The Bad Jesus), Babylon 5 (J. Michael Straczynski), ACTS/RCIA, Novus Ordo & TLM.
Guest: Henry @Unfocusedfaiththoughts — a first rando telling of his story: nominal Christian home, rare congenital birth condition, a grandmother’s steady love, youth-group altar-call anxiety, getting black-pilled by comic-book culture wars, COVID isolation, college + ecclesial anxiety, and finding Peterson/PVK, House of Woo, and the spirit of play that rebuilt agency. We talk LEGO as imaginal practice, being the “responsible sibling,” teaching high school, and why randos still matter.
Why this matters: Not every conversion comes with fireworks. Henry’s is about fidelity, friendship, and slow agency online.
People & channels mentioned
• Paul VanderKlay (PVK)
• House of Woo
• Jordan Peterson (Genesis lectures)
• Neil “Daedalus”
• Ethan Kahi
• Grim Griz
• Matt C / Kyrie / God’s Dog (context: comics + corner)
• Andrew Peterson (song mention context)
Themes
Nominal to faithful; suffering to meaning; culture war fatigue - humane conversation; play lot agency; baptismal identity greater than altar-call theatrics.
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In this conversation, Christian welcomes Courtney Trotter—a Beeson Seminary MDiv, language nerd (Greek/Hebrew), youth-ministry veteran, and now an Orthodox catechumen—to talk about growing up Southern Baptist on the Gulf Coast, discovering creed and calendar, and why “church that doesn’t feel like church” quietly hollowed out our formation. We trace Courtney’s path from Beeson through youth ministry, the shock of DEI language inside a church context, and the slow, estuarial work of hospitality-driven evangelism in North Carolina’s Triangle. Along the way: Jordan Peterson, Verveke’s 4Ps, “Big Eva,” the trend-train of worship, and how catechesis + liturgy give people a faith they can sing at a deathbed.
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⏱️ Chapters
00:00 – Intro: Courtney Trotter & coming out of the lurk
05:30 – Growing up Southern Baptist with Brazilian–Jewish roots
12:45 – Called to ministry & early love for the Bible
20:10 – Beeson Seminary, languages, and interdenominational formation
28:20 – Youth ministry in a liturgical Baptist church
36:00 – Jordan Peterson pipeline → Verveke’s 4Ps → youth discipleship
44:50 – Moving to Durham: culture shock in the Research Triangle
55:10 – DEI framework clashes with baptism call in youth group
1:05:40 – From startup church culture to estuarial table ministry
1:17:00 – Why “church that doesn’t feel like church” fails seekers
1:28:20 – Deathbed hymnody & the case for stable liturgy
1:40:00 – AI in church planting, techno-theocracy, and sacramental ontology
People and Organizations mentioned:
Jordan Peterson; John Vervaeke (4Ps of knowing); Tim Keller/Gordon-Conwell; ARC / Acts29 / TGC; Alister McGrath; Tom Holland (anti-Christianity thesis); DEI / “safe space”; Real Presence; Revised Common Lectionary; Orthodox catechumenate.
#Orthodoxy #Evangelicalism #Liturgy #YouthMinistry #JordanPeterson #Verveke #BigEva #DEI #Catechesis #BeesonSeminary
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Aaron Renn from @TheAaronRennShow joins Christian Baxter to chart a post-Keller, post-Driscoll landscape. We dissect Renn’s Negative World thesis, his call to “use your voice, not the exit,” why Redeemed Zoomer’s “Silicon-Valley-tier ambition” ruffles feathers, and how America’s reflex to exit rather than reform shapes churches, cities, and schools.
Key topics:
• Why the Young-Restless-Reformed moment cooled off
• Mainline “Operation Reconquista” vs. endless schisms
• Masculinity, the Manosphere, and evangelical blind spots
• Act 60 school consolidation, civic health, & rural revitalization
• Jordan Peterson “eating the church’s lunch” and what pastors can learn
Chapters
00:00 Intro & Renn bio
05:12 Young-Restless-Reformed post-mortem
17:45 Voice vs Exit—Hirschman’s frame
32:10 Redeemed Zoomer & Reconquista playbook
44:55 Masculinity, servant-leadership reconsidered
56:40 Jordan Peterson, AI trust & digital frontiers
1:08:15 Rural schools, Act 60 & civic renewal
1:19:00 Hope index for 2050
1:25:40 Rapid-fire close & resources
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Mentioned: Tim Keller, Mark Driscoll, Redeemed Zoomer, Jordan Peterson, Paul VanderKlay, Bethel McGrew, Albert Hirschman.
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Breakwater Festival Culemborg, The Netherlands: November 7-9 2025
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Cassidy VanderKamp returns to Yours Truly to preview the 4th Breakwater Festival (Nov 7-9 | Kattenburg, NL)—the estuary-style gathering born in Paul VanderKlay’s “This Little Corner.”
Why it matters: Cassidy calls the original online estuary meet-ups “life-changing” and now hopes to “grow at the speed of relationships,” scaling conversations from Discord to embodied community. We unpack:
• How Breakwater flips internet culture into flesh-and-blood hospitality
• The new “naturally grungy” factory venue & speaker lineup (Joseph Foley, Nathan Jacobs, Jelle Houtman)
• Crowdfunding model (tickets at cost, extras like a speaker-dinner & retreat housing)
• Lessons from estuary hubs in NL, Germany & the UK—and why sustainability still matters
• Moving from deconstruction to deeper faith, and why neutral “meaning spaces” help seekers reconnect to church life
Chapters
00:00 Intro & Cassidy’s estuary origin story
05:40 “Life-changing” online Randos
08:10 Growing at the speed of relationships
17:30 Truth-seeking vs. “capital-T truth” showdowns
24:30 What Europe’s estuary leaders need next
36:00 Why Breakwater 2025 picked a ‘naturally grungy’ venue
44:15 Speaker roster & cross-pollination theme
50:00 Crowdfunding perks & how to attend
56:30 Closing encouragement & contact info
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Mentioned: Paul VanderKlay, John van Donk, Taylor Swift, Jordan Peterson, Joseph Foley, Nathan Jacobs, Jelle Houtman, Christopher Hitchens.
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Grey Hamilton—college tennis coach, husband, father, and rando from This Little Corner—joins me to share the long, winding story of how he moved from divorced-family disillusionment and elite achievement into Christian discipleship, awakening through Jordan Peterson and the TLC community.
Raised without deep roots in church, Grey pursued excellence in tennis from childhood, eventually playing Division I at Ole Miss and entering the professional circuit. But his journey is far more than a sports story—it’s one of father wounds, cultural dislocation, relational idols, psychedelic descent, and personal resurrection.
We walk through:
• Grey’s early family fractures and his mom’s post-hippie secular progressivism
• His friendship with a steadfast Christian teammate
• A college romance with a rooted Southern Christian family
• The Peterson pipeline and awakening through “12 Rules for Life”
• His mushroom trip and the experience of unmoored identity and divine reorientation
• His struggle to integrate faith with vocation
• And the present tension: discerning where and how to plant roots for his family after losing his job at Baylor
We end with a deep dialogue about generational presence, community, sacred memory, and the weight of choosing place over platform in an era where meaning has been traded for mobility.
🕰️ Timestamps
00:00 Intro – Grey Hamilton, rando from TLC
02:30 Growing up in Pinehurst, NC – sports, divorce, and secular drift
14:00 Tennis becomes life – success, loneliness, and escapism
26:15 College & culture shock – from Columbia to Ole Miss
36:20 Meeting Rob – a real Christian friend amid a team of atheists
44:10 Awakening begins – Peterson, humility, and curiosity
51:00 Dating Savannah – gospel witness through family and relationship
58:00 Losing idols – breakup, injury, and collapse
1:07:15 The mushroom trip – seeing beyond attachment and self
1:17:30 From secular NPC to sacramental seeker
1:25:00 What Paul VanderKlay, Peugeot, and TLC unlocked
1:33:00 Working at Baylor – the promise and the disillusionment
1:42:15 Job loss and the wilderness – how to discern what’s next
1:51:30 Should we stay or go? Generational trauma, place, and permanence
2:01:00 What makes a good life? Local roots and eternal vision
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🎙️ Guests Mentioned / Referenced
• Paul VanderKlay
• Jordan Peterson
• Jonathan Pageau
• John Vervaeke
• Rob Henderson
• Kale Zelden
• Dallas Willard
• CS Lewis
• John Mark Comer
• Ian McGilchrist
• Jordan Hall
• Ross Bird
• Ryan Peterson (Grey’s old coach)
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In this episode of Yours Truly, I sit down with Nick—better known as Free Rilian—for a longform conversation about growing up in small-town Illinois, navigating revival culture, and trying to find God in the middle of depression, disappointment, and spiritual confusion.
Nick shares his deeply personal story—from early days in a charismatic church and the soul-numbing pressures of purity culture, to chasing identity through performance, ministry, and eventually the promise of healing at Bethl’s School of Supernatural Ministry. Along the way, we talk about Jordan Peterson, fatherhood, the haunting beauty of old family land, and the surprising grace of Anglican liturgy.
This isn’t a hot take. It’s a testimony. Honest, funny, raw, and full of the ache for something real.
Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro & Who is Free Rilian?
03:20 – Growing up in revival-town Illinois
06:45 – Pentecostal roots, prophetic women, and family salvation stories
13:50 – The quiet wound of an absent father in church
19:00 – Porn, shame, and the moralistic trap
29:00 – “What if she breaks up with me?” – High school heartbreak and the descent
34:00 – “God, I want to do this your way” – prayer and a slow climb back
36:00 – Worship as David’s harp in the dark
40:00 – Years at Bethl: chasing healing in the charismatic machine
48:00 – Discovering Peterson, truth-telling, and deconstruction
54:00 – Making the leap in a St. Louis restaurant
58:00 – Working as a janitor, listening to every Peterson lecture
1:03:00 – Sacraments, symbols, and the real presence of God
1:08:00 – Why Nick became Anglican
1:14:00 – Apostles Creed & Chill
1:18:00 – Local life, home, family, and the death of small towns
1:27:00 – On Midwest estuary and the TLC subculture
1:32:00 – Holding onto land, family legacy, and resisting fragmentation
1:40:00 – What we lose when everything becomes fair
1:50:00 – From synths to sacraments: reclaiming tradition
1:58:00 – Final reflections
Mentioned:
– Jordan Peterson
– Jonathan Pageau
– Paul VanderKlay
– Matt C
– Bethel Redding / BSSM
– Apostles Creed Bar & Chill
– Midwestuary 2025
https://www.midwestuary.com/
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🎙 Episode 118 — Always Somewhere Else: Chronic Displacement, Faith, and Coming Home
🎧 DESCRIPTION
In this deeply personal episode, Christian and Meg Baxter reflect on the emotional toll of chronic travel, the impact of arrested development, and the long road home—to marriage, family, and faith. Prompted by a quote from a Chris Williamson interview with members of the band Underøath, they explore how Christian's past in touring worship bands and recent years as a travel nurse have shaped their relationship and spiritual life.
From NICU trauma to marriage fatigue, from fan culture in Christian music to the quiet pain of disconnection, this conversation is as raw as it is redemptive. It’s a love story shaped by absence and return, confession and rebuilding—a testimony of grace that can only come from living it all the way through.
Whether you're wrestling with your own version of "chronic displacement," or trying to abide more fully where you are, we invite you into this honest space.
⏱️ Episode Themes
The Quote That Hit Us – Chronic displacement, fight-or-flight, and life on the road
Touring, Marriage, and Arrested Development – How early ministry shaped us
The Cost of Absence – Travel nursing, disconnection, and placelessness
Coming Full Circle – Returning to the NICU where our daughter was born
Postpartum and the Fog of Shame – Meg’s honest reflection on bonding and grief
Confession and Collapse – When truth shattered everything and became the path to healing
Learning to Come Home – Reintegration, small talk, and invisible labor
Faith After Failure – Why Christian still believes after betrayal, burnout, and brokenness
Peace in the Valley – Meg on unshakable peace and the presence of God in darkness
The Practice of the Better – Ending with poetry, presence, and a vision for wholeness
👥 PEOPLE MENTIONED
– Chris Williamson (Modern Wisdom) @ChrisWillx
– Underøath (Spencer Chamberlain & Aaron Gillespie) @underoathmusic
– Jordan Peterson @JordanBPeterson
– Esther Perel
– Michael Tate (DC Talk / Newsboys)
– Jonathan Pageau @JonathanPageau
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Midwestery 2025 and the “Fellowship of the Spirit”
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🧑💻 Guest:
Kale Zelden
Catholic educator, writer, and cultural commentator
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A conversation on "The Meaning of Things" myth, and the search for an embodied, symbolic faith.
📺Jordan Peterson and the Gospel: Where Evangelicals Are Headed Next
What happens when archetypes meet the altar? In this longform conversation with Eric Benjamin @meaningofthings we trace how Jordan Peterson's symbolic lens is influencing evangelical theology, confession, and spiritual formation. From the rise of internet spirituality to in-the-trenches church leadership, we explore the hunger for meaning reshaping the evangelical imagination — and why the gospel must remain more than myth, but not less than one.
We wrestle with the question: Is the future of evangelicalism symbolic, sacramental, or something deeper still?
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⏱️ Timestamps
00:00 – Intro + The Symbolic World Summit and Evangelical Crosscurrents
Christian reflects on the emerging overlap between Peterson’s ideas and evangelical influencers like Ruslan and “What Do You Meme.”
12:30 – Confession, Collapse, and Archetypal Awakening
A personal story of failure, sacrifice, and how ancient symbols can become painfully real.
24:10 – Are Stories Just Symbols? Evangelical Bible Reading Reconsidered
Eric and Christian examine the difference between moral lessons and spiritually participatory narratives.
34:55 – Jordan Peterson, Ladder Theology, and the Limits of Self-Help Christianity
A critique of archetypal religion that tries to climb to God rather than receiving grace from Him.
46:40 – From Worship Teams to Embodied Faith: Can the Church Recover Participation?
Why worship isn’t just music — and how structure and liturgy create space for real presence.
58:15 – The Role of Communion in Non-Sacramental Churches
What does it mean when even low-church pastors admit “our communion sucks”?
1:10:20 – Discipleship, Gardens, and the Fractals of Worship
From prayer journals to baking bread, how small, embodied acts shape a whole theology.
1:22:40 – Can Peterson Ever Walk Through the Door?
Peterson holds the door open for seekers — but can he ever fully step through?
1:33:15 – Hell, Healing, and Rebuilding Self-Respect After Sin
Christian shares how telling the truth didn’t fix everything — but started the path back.
1:42:30 – The Archetype and the Flesh: Why Jesus Must Be More Than a Pattern
The gospel isn’t just a model to imitate — it’s a person to follow, trust, and be saved by.
🧠 Guests & Mentions:
Eric Benjamin @meaningofthings
Paul VanderKlay
Jonathan Pageau
Jordan Peterson
Tim Mackie (BibleProject)
Michael Heiser
John Vervaeke
Ruslan
What Do You Meme
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Ever felt the pull of something ancient in the middle of modern life? In this episode, Cory shares his journey from a Baptist upbringing into the deep tradition of Catholicism. We talk about how the Eucharist became a turning point for him, why liturgy isn’t just ceremony, and what it means to recover sacred rhythms in a world that rarely slows down.
Key Topics Covered:
Understanding Liturgy: How liturgical practices shape our worship experiences.
The Eucharist Explained: Why the Eucharist holds a central role in Catholic worship and its impact on faith.
Tradition vs. Modernity: Balancing age-old practices with contemporary spiritual needs in today’s world.
Community in Faith: The importance of connecting with others and fostering a sense of belonging in diverse Christian denominations.
Whether you're a lifelong Christian, exploring your faith, or curious about the dialogue between different traditions, this conversation offers valuable insights into how we can navigate our faith journeys together.
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#CoryKobel #Christianity #Liturgy #Eucharist #FaithJourney #Catholicism #Tradition #Community #ModernFaith
In this late-night studio hangout, Payton joins me in person for an unscripted conversation about Gen Z disillusionment, the spiritual hunger behind the return to tradition, and the fading influence of the post-WWII liberal consensus.
We trace our shared history through early encounters with Jordan Peterson, meme culture, and ideological rabbit holes—from RCIA and Seventh-Day Adventist door-knockers to Bronze Age Pervert and Redeemed Zoomer. Together we wrestle with hard questions:
– Is Jordan Peterson’s ambiguity enough in an age craving clarity?
– Why is nihilism so normal among Gen Z men?
– Can order and power be reclaimed without collapsing into authoritarianism?
– What role do symbols, memes, and institutions play in the spiritual landscape ahead?
Plus, we get personal about the search for truth, the hunger for embodied tradition, and the weird reality of doing this in the “TLC” digital corner.
Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro + Studio Banter
02:20 – Art, Culture Wars & Meeting Jordan Hall
05:45 – Reaction Content & Payton's Catholic Journey
10:00 – Thoughts on TLC & Digital Ecumenism
13:00 – Who Are the New Sensemakers?
15:40 – Bronze Age Pervert, Redeemed Zoomer & Gen Z Ferocity
20:00 – Tech, AI, & the Death of Cool Church™
24:00 – Are Roagan & Russell Brand Just Grifting Christianity?
28:00 – Vibe Shift & Return to Order
32:00 – Nihilism as the Norm? Gen Z's Crisis
36:00 – Peterson's Gospel Problem: Abstract vs Absolute
42:00 – Power, Violence & the Two-Headed Eagle
47:00 – Post-WWII Consensus Breakdown
51:00 – Symbolism, Swastikas & Jonathan Pageau
56:00 – Wrap-up + MidwestEstuary 2025 Preview
Mentions:
Jordan Peterson, Jonathan Pageau, Redeemed Zoomer, Bronze Age Pervert, Justin Brierley, Jordan Hall, Chris Williamson, Russell Brand, Joe Rogan, Paul VanderKlay, Nate Hile, Kanye West
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📍 About this episode:
In this impromptu and deeply personal roundtable, I’m joined by Ethan Caughey, Skankenstein (Matt), and Luke Freeman for a rich conversation on Ross Byrd’s “Parish Manifesto”, the soul of evangelicalism, and what it means to recover roots, sacredness, and tradition in an age of digital disembodiment.
We talk about:
- Parish churches vs. megachurches
- The tension between broadcast and participation
- How modern worship aesthetics form (and deform) us
- Sacred spaces, candles, cross, and communion by name
- What the Church looks like if the internet disappeared tomorrow
This is a wide-ranging conversation about the future of the Church, spiritual formation, and reclaiming the slow, human pace of parish life.
🧠 Topics Covered:
Ross Byrd’s Parish Manifesto
Evangelical identity & embodiment
Gnosticism, orthodoxy, and modern liturgy
Broadcast vs participation in worship
The roots/fruit metaphor and church tech
What the emergent church got right—and wrong
Seminary, tradition, and the work of the people
👥 Guests:
@ethan.caughey @lukefreeperson
Matt / Skankenstein
📌 Mentioned:
Ross Byrd, Chad the Alcoholic, Jonathan Pageau, John Vervaeke, Jordan Peterson, Robert Webber, Mike Cosper, Ian McGilchrist, Paul Kingsnorth, Wendell Berry, Neil DeGraide, and Redeemed Zoomer.
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**Episode Description:**
In this episode of "Yours Truly," host Christian Baxter sits down with Derek Fiedler, a dynamic voice in the realm of digital storytelling and community building. Together, they explore the exciting transformation of creators who have begun their journeys on platforms like YouTube and have evolved into influential authors, speakers, and filmmakers. Derek shares his insights on how these interconnected stories are shaping the way we understand ourselves and our communities.
🎧 **What You'll Learn:**
- The rapid growth of creative communities and their significance in today’s digital landscape.
- How various creators are crafting meaningful narratives that resonate with audiences.
- The importance of fostering creativity and storytelling within our families and professional lives.
Derek discusses his journey, the projects he's involved in, including his collaboration with Symbolic World, where he delves into themes of language and symbolism in film and literature. Listeners will gain a deeper appreciation for the art of storytelling and how it can be used to cultivate purpose and connection.
**Resources Mentioned:**
- [Midwestuary 2025 Conference](https://derekjfiedler.substack.com/p/arrival-exodus-book?triedRedirect=true)
- [Derek on YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/@DerekJFiedler)
- [Derek on X](https://x.com/derekjfiedler)
- [Symbolic World Projects](https://www.thesymbolicworld.com/team/derek-j-fiedler)
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when I'm doing that... you lose the utility of what it means to be conservative or liberal and how these things are functioning together."
"...there's all kinds of ways to be, but there's only one truth. And you will never know what those ways to be are and how they could be beautiful in the world if it's not attached to the truth."
- Neil DeGraide @dirtpoorrobins
In this episode, Christian Baxter sits down with musician and filmmaker Neil DeGraide of Dirt Poor Robins for a rich and reflective conversation on creativity, truth, and the cultural imagination. From the front porch to the public square, Neil unpacks why the adventure you're called to might not look like the world's version of success—and why that’s exactly the point.
Together they explore:
The tension between progress and tradition
Why our best cultural critiques start in the home and community
The dangers of a purely merit-based system
How artists and "nobodies" alike shape the spirit of an age
And why grounding your life in truth—not just ideology—is essential
Stick around to hear thoughts on the ARC conference, Oliver Anthony, and why Neil believes the soul grows when it doesn't get everything it wants.
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✝️ Yours Truly is a podcast for those learning to think out loud. We wrestle with truth, beauty, and belief—without skipping the mystery in between.
In this episode of the Yours Truly Podcast, host Christian Baxter engages in a thought-provoking conversation with Substack writer James Taylor Foreman. Together, they explore the intersections of language, technology, and storytelling, examining how the evolution from oral traditions to digital media shapes our understanding of reality and creativity.
Join us as we delve into topics such as the impact of written language on cultural narratives, the rise of AI in the storytelling landscape, and the potential for personal expression in an era of hyper-connectivity. With insights on the return of intuitive communication and the significance of community in creative pursuits, this episode is a must-listen for anyone interested in the future of storytelling and its implications for personal and collective meaning.
Tune in for a rich dialogue that challenges conventional thoughts on creativity, technology, and the essence of our shared human experience. Don’t forget to subscribe, like, and share your thoughts in the comments below!
00:00 - Intro to the Episode and Guest Introduction
10:30 - Exploring the Concept of "Hyper Landscapes" in Culture
21:00 - The Impact of Written Language on Indigenous Cultures
31:30 - Comparing Language with the Movie "Arrival"
42:00 - The Effects of the Printing Press on Theology and Worship
52:30 - The Shift from Written to Oral Storytelling in Modern Media
1:03:00 - The Role of AI in Storytelling and Creative Expression
1:13:30 - Discussing the Future of Content Creation and Self-Publishing
1:24:00 - Navigating Copyright and Creative Freedom in a Digital Age
1:35:00 - Closing Thoughts and Future Projects from James Taylor Foreman
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**Episode Description:**
Welcome to this episode of The Yours Truly Podcast, where host Christian Baxter invites a diverse panel of guests to explore the intricate relationship between art, faith, and culture. In this engaging discussion, we delve into the effects of recent societal "vibe shifts" on artistic expression and the challenges artists face when navigating personal truth amidst external pressures.
Join us as we reflect on the evolving landscape of contemporary culture, from the influence of political figures to the resurgence of nostalgia in our collective consciousness. Our guests share personal insights and experiences, emphasizing the importance of authenticity and beauty in creative work as a response to today's complexities.
Whether you're an artist, a person of faith, or simply curious about the intersection of culture and creativity, this episode offers valuable perspectives on how embracing truth and beauty can inspire meaningful art. Don't forget to like, subscribe, and share your thoughts in the comments!
**Timestamps:**
00:00 - Introduction
Host Christian Baxter introduces the podcast theme and guests.
02:30 - Cultural Decorum and Modern Politics
Discussing societal standards and their impact on politics today.
10:00 - Nostalgia for Past Political Figures
Reflections on longing for figures like Romney amidst current trends.
18:15 - Defining the Current "Vibe Shift"
Analyzing the meaning and implications of today's cultural vibe shift.
30:00 - Personal Truth in Artistic Expression
Balancing faith and creativity for authentic artistic expression.
42:45 - The Role of Art in Society
Art's reflection of culture and artists' societal responsibilities discussed.
55:20 - Encouraging Artistic Growth in Conservative Spaces
Encouraging engagement with art and beauty from right-leaning viewpoints.
1:04:30 - AI and the Perception of Art
Discussing AI's effects on creativity and art's definition.
1:17:00 - Exploring Faith and Artistic Integrity
Integrating personal beliefs with creative expression in art discussed.
1:29:45 - Final Thoughts and Inspiration
Concluding reflections on belief and staying true in artistry.
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