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This isn’t the episode I planned—but it’s the one I needed.I’ve been quiet the past couple of weeks, not because I didn’t have anything to say, but because old demons came knocking again. While creating space for others to heal, I realized there were parts of my own story still asking to be witnessed.This episode is a reflection on what happens when the healing work we pour into others starts stirring the places in us we thought were settled. It’s about what happens when you’re the one people come to—and you start to feel the weight of what you thought you already overcame.I share this not as an expert, but as someone who’s in it with you. Because sometimes, the trauma follows you home. Sometimes, being a healer means reopening what’s still tender. And sometimes, the most faithful thing you can do is pause and let God search your heart again.Psalm 139:23–24:“Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.”Proverbs 4:23:“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.”

What do you do when healing doesn’t feel like healing? When the tears still come, the memories still sting, and peace still feels out of reach? In this episode of Radical Release, we talk about the slower, less-glamorous side of recovery—when the journey takes longer than expected and doesn’t look like the freedom you imagined.You’ll be reminded that your progress isn’t invalid just because it’s quiet. Healing often starts beneath the surface—where the roots grow deep before the bloom. Through biblical truth, soul-deep reflection, and affirming practices, you’ll be guided to stop judging your healing by speed and start honoring the strength it’s producing.This one is for every listener who’s tempted to quit because it doesn’t “look” like it’s working.Stay the course. You’re not behind. You’re becoming.Take your spiritual gift assessment here! 📖 Key Scripture:Romans 8:25 – “But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.”📝 Reflection Questions:What expectations did I have about healing that didn’t come true?How have I grown in ways I haven’t acknowledged?What would it look like to embrace this stage of healing as purposeful?📓 Journal Prompt:“God, I release my need for healing to be fast, pretty, or obvious. Show me what You’re doing beneath the surface. Teach me to honor this slow becoming.”🕊️ Affirmation:My healing is not a race. It is a journey. Even if I can’t see it, God is still working. I trust the pace of grace.#RadicalRelease #ChristianHealing #FaithAndTrauma #SlowHealing #SpiritualGrowth #Refocus #HealingJourney #TrustGodsTiming #MentalHealthAndFaith #PodcastForWomen #FaithPodcast #SoulCare

In this episode of Radical Release, we confront the hard truth that sometimes healing doesn’t look how we imagined it. Whether you’ve returned to an old habit, lost your momentum, or hit a wall emotionally, you’re not alone, and you’re not starting over.We’ll explore how to refocus after a setback, discern the deeper lessons, and release shame that tries to convince you that you’ve failed. Healing is not linear, and realignment is always possible with grace.You’ll learn:Why relapse or regression doesn’t erase your growthHow to anchor yourself in your why when progress slows downWhat scripture says about restoration after a fallKey Verse:Psalm 51:12 – “Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.”Reflection Questions:What set you back recently? Can you identify what triggered it?What does “starting again” look like when you remove shame from the process?Where is God inviting you to realign, not restart?Journal Prompt:“God, help me release the fear that I’ve ruined my healing. Remind me that you never left, and I don’t have to begin again—just come back to you.”Affirmation:My healing is still valid. I realign with grace. I continue forward with God.

You’ve been praised for how strong you are… but have you ever wondered why you’re always functioning in survival mode?This episode of Radical Release is a healing invitation to reframe what peace means in your life. For many of us, chaos has become so familiar, we don’t know how to trust stillness. Whether it shows up as busyness, hyper-independence, or emotional overcommitment—chaos has trained you to hustle, not to heal.But Isaiah 26:3 reminds us:“You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.”If calm has ever felt suspicious…If you’ve struggled to receive rest without guilt…This episode is for you.Where in my life have I normalized chaos and called it strength?What parts of my hyper-independence are rooted in fear of being disappointed, rejected, or forgotten?How would my life look if I made decisions from peace instead of constantly chasing it?“God, I surrender my addiction to chaos. I no longer want to be energized by survival. Teach me how to receive peace as a way of life. Help me trust stillness. Help me welcome calm without fear. And help me unlearn the need to prove my strength through exhaustion.”Peace is my birthright, not my reward.I release the addiction to chaos.I am safe, even when I slow down.God is with me in the stillness—and I will not sabotage the softness He’s sending me.✨ Reflection Questions:📓 Journal Prompt:💬 Affirmation:

You’ve been giving, showing up, holding it all together. But somewhere along the way, you stopped noticing how empty you were becoming. This episode of Radical Release is a sacred invitation to shift your focus—to stop fixating on what’s draining you and instead start choosing what restores you.With scriptures from Philippians 4, Isaiah 58, and Matthew 11, this episode walks you through the divine discipline of receiving without guilt. You’ll learn how to identify what truly pours into you—joy, rest, softness, presence—and how to make space for it as a form of obedience, not indulgence.If you’ve been living on spiritual fumes, this is your reminder: rest is holy. Peace is a strategy. You are allowed to be filled.What are 3 things that truly pour life back into me—spiritually, emotionally, or physically?How often do I intentionally make space for them?What is one draining habit or pattern I can say “no” to this week in exchange for restoration?"God, help me release the guilt of needing joy, rest, love, and softness. Teach me to see rest not as avoidance, but as alignment. Help me protect what pours into me so I can walk in wholeness and not just survival."I am allowed to rest.I am allowed to be restored.I am worthy of what pours into me.I choose life-giving focus, and I release what drains me in Jesus’ name.✨ Reflection Prompts:📓 Journal Prompt:💬 Affirmation:

You weren’t created to carry the emotional weight of everyone’s story, opinion, or timeline. But somehow, your soul got stretched thin—watching more than you were ever meant to absorb. This episode marks the first step in the Refocus phase of Radical Release Season 6.We explore how spiritual exhaustion often starts with visual overload and emotional fixation. What you see becomes what you absorb, and what you absorb begins to shape how you feel, react, and even pray.Grounded in Psalm 119:37, this episode helps you identify the things stealing your peace and draining your attention—and invites you back into sacred stillness, one shift at a time.📝 Reflection Prompt:Name 3 things you gave too much attention to this week.Ask: “Did this nourish or deplete me?”✍🏾 Journal Entry:“God, turn my eyes away from what drains me. I want to see what gives life. Show me where my gaze has been out of alignment, and bring it back to You.”💬 Affirmation:“My focus is sacred. I release what drains me. I fix my eyes on what restores me. I give my gaze back to God.”📖 Key Scripture: Psalm 119:37 – “Turn my eyes away from worthless things; preserve my life according to your word.”Make sure to check out our Graceful Retreat Resources.

You survived because you had to.You fought, you endured, you carried — all in the name of making it through.But survival was never meant to be your permanent address.Today, you are being called higher.Not into more battles... but into peace.Not into more striving... but into grace.Not into more proving... but into rest.In this Radical Release™ episode, we honor the version of you that made it possible for you to be here.We bless her — without shame, without blame, without apology.And we invite you to step gently, boldly, and unapologetically into the rest your soul was always destined to know.You’ll learn:Why survival was wisdom, not weaknessHow grace, peace, and rest are divinely connectedHow to create a Soft Life Plan — a personal covenant to choose peace over pressureHow to release guilt and truly live from a place of wholenessThis isn’t just an episode — it’s a homecoming.It's a laying down of old armor.It's a rising into the still waters God has prepared for you.Rest is your portion.Peace is your promise.Grace is your covering.✨ Free Resource: Download your "Resting in Grace: A Journey Back to Peace" Reflection Journal and Soft Life Plan [link here].

Are you still performing a version of yourself that trauma forced you to become?In this episode, we explore what it really means to let go of the identity you built in survival mode—and step fully into the one God originally designed. Whether you’ve been the strong one, the fixer, the overachiever, or the emotionally numb protector, this word is for you. God is calling you into authenticity, not performance.We dive deep into:How trauma creates identities that once served us but now limit usWhat it looks like to release roles rooted in painThe powerful question Jesus asked in John 5:6: “Do you want to be made well?”Why healing isn’t just a process—it’s a decisionAnd how to respond to God’s invitation to live as your whole, healed selfScriptures referenced:John 5:6 – “Do you want to be made well?”This episode will help you radically release the role, reconnect with your real identity, and walk boldly into your healing and purpose.👇🏽 Download the free Reflection Guide and journal through your healing: [Click Link]Subscribe for more episodes on healing, identity, and spiritual restoration.

You’ve done everything right. You prayed. You served. You stayed kind.And still, the pain came.In this opening episode of Radical Release, we tackle the sacred, unspoken question many believers are afraid to say out loud:Why do bad things happen to good people?What do you do when the trauma doesn’t match your theology?When your faith feels shaken, but your spirit still wants answers?We’ll talk about:How grief, betrayal, and suffering impacted even the most faithful in ScriptureWhy questioning God is not rebellion—it’s relationshipWhat to do with the weight of pain that hasn’t been explained or resolvedYou are not alone in your ache. And you are not abandoned in your asking.This episode holds space for your sorrow and your faith to coexist.Let’s walk through it together—with honesty, with grace, and with God. Includes a gentle reflection + journal prompt to guide your healing.📝 Journal Prompt (from Bound Reflection):God, I don’t understand this pain—but I want to invite You into it. Show me that You’re near. Help me carry what feels too heavy alone.

We don’t always talk about the silence. The ache. The seasons where prayers go unanswered and we’re left wondering if God ever showed up at all.In this first episode of Radical Release, I’m naming something many of us have carried in secret: the spiritual confusion that trauma brings.If you’ve ever asked, “God, where were You when it all fell apart?”—this episode is for you.Together, we’ll unpack:Why questioning God isn’t a sign of weak faith—it’s a sign of intimacyHow to look for divine presence in the quiet, overlooked placesWhat it means to grieve not only the pain—but the protection that never cameThis is a space for honesty, not answers.And as always: no trauma comparisons, no spiritual performance—just real healing.🕊️ Reflection prompt included at the end.🎙️ Listen, breathe, and begin your Radical Release.Download FREE 7-Day devotional

I hear you Pisces, we are finding ourselves in an inward renewal. Emotions and revelations have surfaced, stoking our innate urge for solitude and contemplation. This is a pivotal moment to clear out the debris of the past year as we regenerate spiritually and creatively for the cycle ahead. By spending intentional time alone, we can recalibrate our inner compass to access submerged wisdom and talents. When we resurface from a revitalizing hibernation, we emerge a more spiritually renewed version of ourselves. Our season of introspection revolutionizes how we receive each world. So settle into the quiet depths, trust this process of incubation that softens and transforms us from within, soon to return in your power. *Always remember... If you are experiencing thoughts of suicide, a mental health or substance use crisis, or any other kind of emotional distress, there is compassionate support available through the 988 Lifeline.

"Is intuition something you’re born with, or can it be developed like a skill? And how do you know if you’re actually hearing your intuition—or just overthinking everything? 🤯""In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into what intuition really is, how it works, and whether it’s something only ‘gifted’ people have—or if anyone can strengthen it."💡 What You’ll Learn in This Episode:✅ The difference between intuition, instinct, and overthinking✅ Why some people naturally have stronger intuition—and why it gets blocked✅ How to train and strengthen your intuitive abilities✅ How to know if it’s a real intuitive download or just fear and anxiety🔥 Do you trust your intuition, or do you struggle to tell the difference? Drop a comment or DM me—I want to hear your experience!🎧 Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and YouTube!#Intuition #SpiritualAwakening #InnerKnowing #TrustYourGut #Clairvoyance #SpiritualGrowth #Mindfulness #HigherSelf #PsychicAbilities #EnergyHealing #ShadowWork #HealingJourney #SpiritualPodcast

Have you ever felt like life is testing you? Just when you’re about to level up, things get harder, delays show up, and old patterns resurface. That’s not bad luck—that’s a spiritual test.""In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into the 3 major spiritual tests that show up when you’re evolving—and how to pass them so you don’t stay stuck in the same cycle forever."💡 What You’ll Learn in This Episode:✅ The Test of Patience – When everything slows down, and you feel stuck.✅ The Test of Discomfort – When life forces you outside your comfort zone.✅ The Test of Repetition – When the same lesson keeps showing up.✅ How to recognize spiritual tests and move through them faster.✨ If you feel like you’re being tested right now, this episode is for you.🔥 Have you ever faced one of these tests? Which one are you dealing with right now? Drop a comment or DM me—I want to hear your experience!🎧 Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and YouTube!#SpiritualAwakening #SpiritualGrowth #SoulLessons #KarmicLessons #MindsetShift #EnergyHealing #ShadowWork #HigherSelf #PersonalGrowth #Consciousness #LifeLessons #HealingJourney #SpiritualPodcast

"Are you truly healing, or are you just keeping yourself busy with spiritual distractions? In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into the illusion of healing—how we often confuse self-care, shadow work, and rituals with real transformation. True healing isn't about constantly 'doing' something; it’s about integrating, processing, and actually evolving."💡 What You’ll Learn in This Episode:✅ The difference between healing and spiritual distraction✅ Why some people get stuck in seeking instead of embodying growth✅ Signs that you’re actually healing at a deep level✅ How to shift from collecting knowledge to true transformation🔥 Are you guilty of spiritual bypassing without realizing it? Let’s talk about it! Comment below or DM me on Instagram.🎧 Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and YouTube!#SpiritualHealing #ShadowWork #SpiritualGrowth #InnerHealing #EnergyHealing #Mindfulness #SelfAwareness #EmotionalHealing #SpiritualAwakening #PersonalGrowth #HealingJourney #Consciousness #Therapy #HealingPodcast

What’s the difference between channeling and prophesying? Both involve receiving messages from beyond the physical realm, but are they coming from the same source?In this episode, we take a deep dive into:🔹 Channeling vs. Prophesying – What they are and how they differ🔹 The source of the message – Are you tuning in, or are you being spoken to?🔹 Biblical wisdom vs. metaphysical insight – Where do they overlap? Where do they diverge?🔹 Discernment – How to tell if a message is truly from God, or just a well-packaged illusionNot everything “spiritual” is divine, and not every voice that speaks is from the Light. If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re receiving higher guidance or just picking up spiritual interference, this episode will give you the tools to discern the difference.Subscribe, share, and let’s get into it—because in a world full of voices, knowing who’s speaking makes all the difference.

“Trust the process.” Sounds great until you’re in the middle of a spiritual breakdown, wondering if the Universe accidentally put your name on the wrong soul contract. If you’ve ever felt like divine timing is just another way of saying “hurry up and suffer”, this episode is for you.We’re breaking down:🔹 Why trusting the process feels like a cosmic joke sometimes🔹 The difference between delay and divine timing (yes, there’s a difference)🔹 How to tell if you’re being redirected or just resisting growth🔹 What the Bible, metaphysics, and your higher self say about surrendering to the unknownIf you’re stuck, frustrated, or one “trust the process” away from throwing a crystal across the room—grab your tea, take a deep breath, and let’s talk. Because, like it or not, this process is leading you somewhere.🔮✨ Subscribe, share, and leave a review—because we’re all just trying to survive Earth School together.

Let’s be real—life on Earth right now feels like a never-ending plot twist. Between global challenges, personal struggles, and everything in between, it’s easy to feel untethered. If you’ve been wondering how to find peace when the world feels like it’s on fire (sometimes literally), this episode is for you. We’re taking a no-nonsense yet soulful approach to staying grounded and focused amidst the chaos. Whether it’s navigating overwhelming news cycles, unpredictable life events, or just trying to keep it together, this episode will give you practical tools and spiritual insights to help you thrive—not just survive. Here’s what we’ll dive into: ✨ Anchor in the Present: Learn how to pause and center yourself with the 5-4-3-2-1 grounding method and affirmations that bring calm to the storm.✨ Set Micro Goals: Break down the chaos into manageable steps that create momentum and help you regain control without burnout.✨ Find Your Spiritual Lifelines: Discover the power of non-negotiable soul practices, whether it’s gratitude, meditation, or dancing through the stress, to keep your spirit nourished when the world feels heavy. With humor, heart, and a touch of the divine, this episode tackles the current state of the planet head-on. We’ll talk about how to stay resilient, maintain hope, and keep showing up for yourself (and the world) even when it feels overwhelming. Life may be throwing shade, but your light is brighter than ever. Perfect for anyone looking for clarity, calm, and an uplifting reminder that even in the hardest times, you are stronger than you think. Tune in, breathe, and let’s find our center together. 🌍✨

In this episode, we examine the profound consequences of divine disobedience through the compelling story of Moses at Meribah. When God commanded him to speak to the rock, Moses struck it instead – a moment of disobedience that prevented him from entering the Promised Land. We will also talk about the importance of obedience and how its impacts are for way more people than just you. What We'll Explore: • The critical moment that changed Moses' destiny and what it teaches us about following God's specific instructions • Understanding how our spiritual gifts come with sacred responsibilities • The truth about divine calling: fear doesn't nullify God's purpose for your gifts• my own personal reflections and real-life examples of walking in obedience versus choosing our own path. For Those: • Seeking clarity in their spiritual journey • Struggling with their calling • Learning to discern and follow God's voice • Ready to move from fear to faithful action #WalkInObedience #PropheticPurpose #FaithJourney 🙏 Note: This episode may be the gentle nudge you need to step into the calling you've been hesitant to embrace.

Welcome to Mercury retrograde season—and how it tends to dig up old romantic relationships like a clumsy archeologist on a caffeine high! Ever had that moment when your ex slides into your DMs during this cosmic calamity, and you think, “Oh great, just what I needed: a blast from the past and a side of emotional confusion” of understanding romantic signals from yesteryear while Mercury plays its little tricks. So, whether you're looking for closure, clarity, or just a reason to roll your eyes at the universe, tune in and discover how to navigate the Mercury Retro playground and help you determine if you should pick up that phone call.

In this empowering episode, we dive into the art of keeping faith and clarity when life feels like a chaotic hurricane. Have you ever felt overwhelmed, tossed around by the winds of uncertainty, and desperately searching for a guiding light? We'll explore how to find your true north amidst the storm, reminding you that the stars are still shining even in the wildest tempests. We’ll provide practical tips on cultivating resilience, including mindfulness techniques and grounding exercises to help you stay centered when everything feels askew. We'll also discuss the importance of community but, more importantly, the connection with yourself to help you rediscover your guiding stars when the skies darken. Whether you’re facing a significant life change or just feeling a bit adrift, this episode is a heartfelt reminder that faith, hope, and a little bit of self-compass can steer you through even the stormiest of times.