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r/ steriods Depression & Steriods Two years ago I was really fit, dare I say jacked & shredded and I've been natty my whole life (my family is Polynesian so I have great genetics for this sort of thing), but for the last year or so I've been suffering from clinical depression. I'm in my early twenties, but within the year I managed to end a long time relationship with my girl, lose my sales job, and just spiral out of control. It feels like I walk around with a weighted blanket all day and I came to the conclusion it's probably a drop in my **testosterone**. I think this because when I was a **gym rat** I felt like a million bucks and was super confident. My question is, has anyone taken steroids and seen a boost in their mental side? Like in terms of confidence and energy? I have been looking online and think I want to do an 8-week cycle of Test Cyp with Clomid at the end to regulate everything. Any advice would be awesome, thanks. I added a photo of what I used to look like about a year ago, I'm hoping that by taking the test I can get that fit and confident again.

Published on Apr 5, 2019 A short fan film we did with no budget. Literally no budget. Nothing was raised, no kick-starters. nothing. We used everything we had at the time and worked with what we could. Don't expect this to be a mind blowing $25 million budget movie. It was just me, my family and few mates that put this together. The two most iconic killers face off and battle to the death! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Medieval knight with a Japanese sword, nipple gate, canelo Álvarez , System of a Down comeback————hoodie(story credit: anonymous ) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Muchacho1994 (Dipper goes to Taco Bell) SpiritVoices( Halloween Party) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Credit: D. Fulkerson/ music by myuu --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Writer unknown for the most part, more details in the creepypasta wiki --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

The Lavender Town Syndrome (also known as "Lavender Town Tone" or "Lavender Town Suicides") was a peak in suicides and illness of children between the ages of 7-12 shortly after the release of Pokémon Red and Green in Japan, back in February 27th, 1996. Rumors say that these suicides and illness only occurred after the children playing the game reached Lavender Town, whose theme music had extremely high frequencies, that studies showed that only children and young teens can hear, since their ears are more sensitive. Due to the Lavender Tone, at least two-hundred children supposedly committed suicide, and many more developed illnesses and afflictions. The children who committed suicide usually did so by hanging or jumping from heights. Those who did not acted irrationally complained of severe headaches after listening to Lavender Town's theme. Although Lavender Town now sounds differently depending on the game, this mass hysteria was caused by the first Pokémon game released. After the Lavender Tone incident, the programmers had fixed Lavender Town's theme music to be at a lower frequency, and since children were no longer affected by it. One video appeared in 2010 using ”special software" to analyze the audio of Lavender Town's music. When played, the software created images of the Unown near the end of the audio. This raised a controversy, since the Unown didn't appear until the Generation 2 games: Silver, Gold, and Crystal. The Unown translate to "LEAVE NOW". There is also the said Beta Version of Lavender Town. It is said that the Beta Version of Pocket Monsters was released to some kids to test the games. This is the video of the Beta Version of Lavender Town: --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Writer unknown, Disintegrating - Myuu -Published on Oct 8, 2012 iTunes ● http://bit.ly/UztGGd :: Bandcamp ● http://bit.ly/1AwYJFS MP3 Download ► http://thedarkpiano.com/mp3/Myuu-Disi... Support me on Patreon http://patreon.com/myuuji Sad Piano music. Emotional and melancholic song. If you listen closely, you can hear the noise of rain. Music for writing, studying and thinking. It's also in Downfall (game from The Cat Lady creator) royalty-free music | Support with Donations → http://goo.gl/tZy5p --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Shooting the shit with our buds @A @M --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Original story: https://www.wattpad.com/story/15053205-once-upon-a-time-in-norway-varg-vikernes-and --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

(Original story)https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/Anansi%27s_Goatman_Story --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Day of the Dumpster( 28 Aug. 1993 )James and I watched the first episode(not counting the lost episode pilot) of the famous childhood nostalgia machine that is the power rangers to see if we could get a preview of what the show would eventually become so join us in watching the first episode of this cultural juggernaut/ Following the accidental release of long-imprisoned evil space-sorceress Rita Repulsa, a benevolent sage known as Zordon drafts a group of five teenagers to help protect the planet as Dino-powered warriors of goodness. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Test for sound issue --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhangovercosmic/message

amazing movie from 1982 A research team in Antarctica is hunted by a shape-shifting alien that assumes the appearance of its victims. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

(Movie Companion). 2/5 A solid slasher film from 1988 good movie to get you in the mood for halloeen/ Ten years after his original massacre, the invalid Michael Myers awakens on Halloween Eve and returns to Haddonfield to kill his seven-year-old niece. Can Dr. Loomis stop him? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

No sleep blackout, modelos, and tales from the gas station part 3 https://www.amazon.com/dp/1083097288?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf https://www.amazon.com/dp/1083097288?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

The Clifton New Jersey gates of hell, tales from the gas station part 2 , and the N.Y. subway deaths. Get your own copy of “tales from the gas station” by jack Townsend. Book one: https://www.amazon.com/dp/173282780X?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf Book two: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1083097288?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Get your copy of “tales from the gas station” book one: https://www.amazon.com/dp/173282780X?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf book two: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1083097288?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Local lore, lovers of petite woman, paranormal --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support

Couple of thick boys talking *^%# --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thyhorrorcosmic/support