Trying To Figure It Out

I'm back with podcast-adjacent Beau this week and we have moved into my kitchen for an Erewhon mukbang. We try all my Erewhon favorites, as well as some new items that neither of us have ever had before. From Emma Chamberlain's smoothie to the sushi sandwich, you'll get our rankings of all the products. This is a fun one and I hope you enjoy! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Out now on all podcast platforms. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow Additional Support: Jillian Himmelwright and Kayla Cunningham

Addie McCracken joins Trying To Figure It Out this week for her very first public interview. Opening up like never before, Addie shares some of the challenges she faced in high school and what went through her head when she found out she was pregnant with Rustyn at 19 years old. Brady and Rustyn join us as well and Rustyn is as chatty and adorable as ever. You'll learn all about Addie and Brady's parenting style and how Rustyn became so talkative at such a young age. Addie shares how social media has changed her family's life for the better and we get a sneak peek at Addie and Brady's upcoming wedding plans! I loved getting to meet the whole family – Addie, Brady, and Rustyn bring so much joy with them and I know you'll feel that through this episode too. Enjoy! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Research: Jillian Himmelwright

This week's episode is a Disneyland vlog! Check it out on the Trying To Figure It Out with Ally Petitti YouTube channel. Tune in for all my insider tips, can't-miss rides, and where you have to eat. Enjoy! Watch here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSUmrSWFfbo Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock

Kristi Howard, the Queen of Getting Banned, joins me this week on Trying To Figure It Out for an incredible conversation. Kristi gets real about her anxiety and explains how she's working on saying “yes” to more social outings, even though she might rather stay at home in bed. Kristi also opens up like never before about the loss of her older sister to addiction. Kristi shares what it was like watching her sister succumb to the disease all because of one decision she made at 14 years old. We have a very raw and candid conversation about addiction and I am so grateful to Kristi for being so open with me. This episode discusses adult subject matter, including descriptions of drug abuse and addiction, and is intended for adult consumption only. Listener discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is struggling, free, confidential support is available 24/7 through SAMHSA at 800.662.4357 and online at samhsa.gov. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Research: Jillian Himmelwright

Real-life Gossip Girl Kristi Cook joins TTFIO this week. It's been six months since Kristi revealed that she is the woman behind the ultra-popular celebrity news account Spill Sesh. For the past five years, Kristi has been running Spill Sesh on YouTube and bringing fans all the celebrity gossip they could need. After we hash out all our thoughts on the Met Gala, Kristi shares what went into her decision to start her account anonymously and how her content has changed since she revealed her identity. We talk about how to deal with internet hate and the pressure that comes with posting online. As usual, we wrap up with Al P's Three and Kristi has some true bops to add to the playlist. Enjoy! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Out now on all podcast platforms. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Follow Kristi/Spill Sesh on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@SpillSesh Follow Kristi/Spill Sesh on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@spillsesh_yt?lang=en Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Anshul Shankhdhar Research: Jillian Himmelwright

This week on Trying To Figure It Out we are diving into all things polyamory. Poly therapist and expert Dr. Manijeh Badiee is here to answer all your questions and share her own experiences in polyamorous relationships. Dr. Badiee lays out all the basics of what polyamory is, and then explains what configurations polyamory can take and what you need to consider before entering a poly relationship. How do you deal with feelings of jealousy? What's the difference between non-monogamy, polyamory, and an open relationship? What boundaries or rules should you set in a poly relationship? Dr. Badiee shares what has worked for her and her two life partners over the years and also brings her wisdom as a therapist working with poly individuals and couples. There is so much to learn. Have you always been curious about polyamory? This episode is for you. Enjoy! Additional resources: Dr. Badiee's website: https://www.polytherapist.com/ RADAR worksheet: https://www.multiamory.com/radar Polyamory Devotional: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/122758252-a-polyamory-devotional Polysecure and Polywise: https://www.jessicafern.com/books Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Research: Jillian Himmelwright

Get ready to make some comfort food because I'm taking you into my kitchen for this week's solo episode. I walk you through how to make my grandma's famous eggplant parm while I get real with you about how I've been doing lately. My childhood home is for sale, which has unleashed so many realizations for me about getting older and growing up. Does anyone really know what they're doing in their mid-twenties? To put the cherry on top, my twenty-sixth birthday is coming up and I don't feel like celebrating at all. All that more this week on Trying To Figure It Out. Enjoy your eggplant parm! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Additional Support: Jillian Himmelwright

Mind your manners! This week on TTFIO we are talking all about etiquette. Sara Jane Ho is a Harvard Business School grad, a Netflix star, a manners expert, and an etiquette institute founder. She joins me to talk all about how she is redefining etiquette in the modern world. It's not all about sticking your pinky out when you hold a glass or being able to balance a book on top of your head; Sara Jane shares how etiquette can be a playbook for helping you navigate social situations with ease. You'll get tips on what to do on a first date, how to approach an argument with your partner, how to make friends in a new city, and whether you should look someone in the eyes when you're making a toast. Check out Sara Jane Ho's new book, Mind Your Manners: How to Be Your Best Self in Any Situation. Available now! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Research: Jillian Himmelwright

Celebrity facial plastic surgeon Dr. Jason Diamond joins me this week on TTFIO to talk all about botox, facelifts, facial sculpting, and more. Dr. Diamond has worked with celebrities like the Kardashians, Chrissy Teigen, and Katy Perry to help them look and feel their best. Today he is here to talk all about how he grew into one of the most highly sought-after plastic surgeons and the care that he provides. I ask him all your burning questions about facial plastic surgery: What procedures do celebrities ask for? What exactly is Ozempic face? Should celebrities disclose when they've had work done? All that and more! You'll definitely want to tune in. Check out Dr. Diamond's skincare line, Metacine, which is inspired by Dr. Diamond's practices and procedures: https://drdiamondsmetacine.com/ Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett and Tristan Pelletier Research: Jillian Himmelwright

TTFIO is BACK. In this solo episode I start off with some life updates; you'll hear all about my trip to the Super Bowl and my newest hobby that has also helped me save so much money. Next I get real with you and dive into my people-pleasing tendencies. I've been a people pleaser my whole life and today I talk about how it's continued to affect my friendships and social anxiety in my twenties. I'm just trying to figure it out! The episode ends with a deep dive into the trunk of my car…it's a place where things go and are never seen again. Until today! There's a lot of weird sh*t in there, so tune in and see what we find. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Jeremy Bassett

Brian Austin Green of Beverly Hills, 90210 joins me on Trying To Figure It Out this week. He tells the story of how he got started in the television industry at nine years old and what it was like to be on one of the most successful shows by age seventeen. Brian opens up about his marriage to Megan Fox and how much more difficult it became once fame and paparazzi got involved. Brian and Megan have three kids together and he shares how they've navigated co-parenting and dating new people post-divorce. The past few years have been difficult for Brian, and he talks about the health condition that was wreaking havoc on his body. Be sure to tune in! You can listen to more from Brian on his podcast, Oldish. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research and support: Jillian Himmelwright and Kayla Cunningham Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

Paul Johansson of One Tree Hill joins me this week on Trying To Figure It Out. We discuss how Paul went from playing professional basketball to joining the cast of One Tree Hill and which character he originally wanted to audition for. Paul played the infamous villain of One Tree Hill, Dan Scott, and he talks about the toll that the character took on his mental health. You'll learn some of Paul's stage secrets about how he approached Dan's character and some of the motivations behind Dan's actions. We talk about *that episode* and Paul reveals how difficult it was for him to kill off one of his best friends on the show, Craig Sheffer. Paul shares how leaving the show helped manage his depression and alcoholism, and he discusses all of the things he's been up to now that his mental health is in a better place. If you're a One Tree Hill fan, you'll love this episode and the previous episode with Craig Sheffer (May 23, 2023). Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research and Support: Jillian Himmelwright and Kayla Cunningham Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

CEO and child protection advocate Sarah Gardner joins me this week to talk all about safety online. Sarah leads the Heat Initiative, a company built to pressure Apple to remove child sexual abuse material from all of its platforms. This is definitely an intense episode, but Sarah explains the issue in a very accessible way and I learned so much from her. We discuss exactly what child sexual abuse material entails and how many children it affects, as well as the exact moment Sarah knew she needed to do something about this problem. Sarah explains how both children's safety and users' privacy can be maintained through the detection of imagery in iCloud and we talk about why it has been so difficult to convince Apple to implement this feature. We end with a conversation about the ethics of family vloggers and what it means to share your kids online for the whole world to see. Content warning: Today's episode focuses on issues around child sexual abuse. If you are comfortable and able to listen, you will learn so much from Sarah this episode. However, if this topic isn't for you, feel free to skip this one. The Heat Initiative: https://heatinitiative.org/ Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research: Jillian Himmelwright Additional Support: Kayla Cunningham Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

Internationally-renowned DJ Samantha Michelle joins Trying To Figure It Out this week from New York City. Music has always been my passion, so I am so excited to bring you today's episode. Samantha tells the story of how she wound up on aux one night at a club and which song she played that eventually led to the start of her music career. Samantha has since opened for Duran Duran, Mark Ronson, and Miley Cyrus, and she shares what it's like performing with such legends. We discuss common assumptions about DJing and talk about drug use in the space, sexism that Samantha's experienced while working, and what she'll tell you if you request Wu-Tang Clan when she's playing a disco set. This is an inspiring conversation about stepping into your creativity, finding your voice, and feeling empowered to lead the life that you want to live. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow Research: Jillian Himmelwright Additional Support: Kayla Cunningham

TTFIO is back this week with badass businesswoman Lily Geiger. Lily is the founder of Figlia, a non-alcoholic aperitivo brand born from Lily's personal experience with alcoholism within her family. Lily's father passed away from alcoholism when she was twenty and we discuss what it was like growing up in that environment. Her life had so many extra challenges because of what her father was going through, but she also expresses deep empathy for his struggle. With so much change and pressure, deciding how you want to engage with alcohol in your twenties can be difficult. Lily and I talk about transitioning from college drinking culture to adulthood and how we now choose how much to drink. Whether you're sober or not, Figlia is a delicious option that you should absolutely check out! With far less investment-backing than her competitors, Lily has brought the brand to over 500 locations and has landed features in publications such as Vogue, Forbes, and CBS. Shop Figlia: https://drinkfiglia.com/ Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research: Jillian Himmelwright Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

This week on TTFIO, Bravo star Jordan Emanuel joins me to talk about how she wound up on Summer House and her experience on the show. We get a BTS look behind the Bravo show and hear how meaningful it was for Jordan to join the all-Black cast. Jordan was Playboy's 2019 Playmate of the Year and we discuss how she found sexual liberation through modeling. Jordan has continued to feel empowered in her body through celibacy and we chat about what celibate dating has looked like for her. From her mental health journey to her relationship with her parents to whether she wants to have kids of her own one day, we really cover it all in this episode. Be sure to tune in! You can also watch Jordan on Winter House, airing now on Tuesday nights. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research: Jillian Himmelwright Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

Happy Season 3 Premiere and happy Halloween! Here to celebrate with me is none other than Beau Stone, our favorite podcast-adjacent guest. On today's episode we are back painting pumpkins while catching up on some big life updates; I tell the spooky story of what made me move out of my house in less than a day and Beau shares some of his escapades from his Euro trip this summer. I'm so excited for you all to see what's in store this season. There's so much to figure out. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research: Jillian Himmelwright Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Jared Payzant

Figuring it Out with Keni Silva: Divorce as an Opportunity Keni Silva joins TTFIO this week to talk all about divorce as an opportunity. After an international modeling career, Keni married her (now ex) husband at the age of 23 and they built a picture-perfect life together. But Keni realized she still wasn't happy despite checking off all the boxes that she had thought she wanted. In today's episode, Keni shares how she decided to change her life and get divorced after thirteen years of marriage. She talks about the ups and downs she went through with her mental health during that time and how she eventually got to the other side. Now she sees divorce as an opportunity and wants to share what she's learned with other women. As a child of divorce, I love having conversations with women who have gone through it themselves; Keni explains how she's navigating the whole process with her two children and I loved hearing from her perspective. Enjoy! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Research: Jillian Himmelwright Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

Our favorite recurring guest is back on TTFIO this week for his first appearance of Season 2. Beau Stone joins me to give us all of his life updates; he talks about his recent move and how he's been finding a better work-life balance. He spills all the details on his trip to Las Vegas from pool parties to Nobu to casinos to shopping to strip clubs. We talk about the missing submersible that's been on everyone's mind this past week and share our thoughts on The Weeknd's new show, The Idol. We test how well we know each other and then wrap up with Al P's Three as always. Enjoy! Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow

Summer is here! And on this week's solo episode, I'm talking about all the difficulties that can come with the sun. Social media becomes even more challenging to navigate and it feels like there are endless opportunities to compare ourselves to what other people are doing, how they look, and how much fun they're having. I am here to tell you that these are just three months out of the year and you are ALREADY beautiful exactly the way you are. Every body is a summer body and you are perfectly ready for the beach, a thirst trap, the pool, or wherever you find yourself this summer. Today I share my own challenges with disordered eating and some of the ups and downs I've gone through with my body image. For anyone who has dealt with similar struggles, I hope this can make you feel less alone; we're all just trying to figure it out. You deserve to shine in the sun this summer in whatever outfit you want to wear. You are beautiful and this summer is yours to claim. Content warning: Today's episode discusses body image, body dysmorphia, disordered eating, binge eating disorder, and other topics that may be triggering. Please skip this episode if these topics aren't helpful to you. We'll be back next week. Also available as a video podcast on YouTube. Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@allypetitti?lang=en Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/allypetitti/ Al P's Three: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/27My1AtDVYwrb7kM0Ilqm2?si=2a70434127aa4519&nd=1 Host: Ally Petitti Producer/Editor: Eliza Laycock Camera/Audio: Ilja Maran and Nathan Sacharow