Zen Zest

explore the depths of human connection and self discovery with your homie samuel adrian!!! join me as I navigate the intersections of spirituality, sexuality, religion, relationships, and all the crazy thoughts that go through my head. listen to my random thoughts, follow my families journey of dealing with schizophrenia, and gain insight from thought -provoking interviews with friends & local artists :)

this 15 year old will give you hope for humanity (ft.dioseph)

hello everyone, this is dioseph.he has such a beautiful soul.I had a pleasure of mentoring him. he inspired me and i'm sure he will inspire you.

05-08
22:43

loving my / your shadow

Some reflection on October 14 , 2024

04-14
11:47

I talk way too much and have adhd ft. evelyn

Hi welcome, enjoy this night convo with my close friend evelyn....this convo was just us yapping, or more like me yapping LOLwe bounce off so many topics so goodluck. special effects by - donald fox Pregnancy/KidsMasculine & Feminine Gender Labels & Dating Queer Relationships Sadhguru on Homosexuality Judgment Porn/ Sex/ Sexuality Manifestation & Sex Interracial relationships Wanting to be white growing upThe beauty of native languages The internet consciousnessWho are you without instagram ? Relationship with social mediaInfluencers that do no influencing  How are you different than anyone else ?Being weird is coolTrends coming from BIPOC , Queer BIPOC Art isn’t Original anymore , Over Saturated 

04-14
23:31

some thoughts while running

hello welcome to season 2 !! now we are closer up to date to the me NOW. all videos in season 1 were so long ago lol. I love running because I THINK. A LOT. so heres some thoughts that came up on a run .

10-07
09:29

a q&a that took me a year to post

wow this one is a stretch lol , over a year and this video is posted. its crazy editing this and posting now because I feel i would give DIFFERENT answers to some of the questions but I kinda love how long ago this was. THIS IS THE LAST EPISODE FOR SEASON 1

09-30
31:57

Unpacking our Childhood w/ Eli and Daniel Torres

Hello its been a long time since my last video! A lot has been going on in my life and was really debating to post but I gained strength and motivation. I hope you enjoy I love you for listening !!!

09-16
29:00

reflecting this past winter on a mountain

I talk about what god looks like for me ? self love and what it looks like in politics reflection of past winter so this was filmed in march lol. i told myself id do this podcast on my time for me so enjoy this hella months later. I love you always. THANK you for all that listen. ID LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS IN MY DM OR TEXT ME.

06-07
18:36

Navigating Schizophrenia w/ My Family Part 1

wow. this is it yall… sharing this went through a lot of thought and hesitation as its one of the hardest things my family went through. note that things are so much better now and we have been going through it for the past 9 years so we have definitely have more strength to talk about it now. we share knowing that it will not only help us but it will help educate others on mental illness. we has a family never sat down and talked about this experience so thats why i started this podcast in the first place. I started this for us, for me. so enjoy. I love you omar

03-26
39:50

Unpacking our Childhood w/ Cecilia Torres

hello. enjoy this venerable series where I unpack my family trauma with my siblings. I have permission from all my family to make this <3 this episode is with my little sister cecilia.

03-26
36:15

2024 ins and OUTS

enjoyyyy much love

01-29
20:44

Connecting With My Mom and Her Motherhood

hello , this episode my mom and i went to a special place i love in the mountains and i interviewed her about her motherhood. i love her so much and i cant wait for you guys to love her too. shes truly amazing and i cant wait to look back on this video when im older and cry hahahah

01-06
15:34

stargazing at the park with my dog

hahah enjoy this lil random pod ! i talk about the story of how i got kainoa, the stars, letting go of the past, what i think god looks like etc...

12-24
09:50

This was supposed to be an intro video

hello instead of introducing myself i kinda just went off lol this video is shortened cuz im still learning how to edit these mofos lol enjoy just random thoughts for this 1st episode haha we talk about : me , trama, religion, spirituality , schizophrenia , my mom, tiktok, friendships, lmao idek tbh

12-11
19:47

a cathartic conversation with my mom

mind you these are regular conversations I have with my mom hahaha i wanted to share this one from months back. we talk about… spirituality through hair parenting training your subconscious mind etc…

04-16
25:53

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