sharing my recent thoughts, terrible condition, being emo; wondering what happened on me.
somewhat busy days, didn’t rest enough, didn’t able to finish my to-dos. but it is okay, trying not to be harsh on myself. i got reminded that time and energy are required to get used to changes. i cannot blame myself for that. time to be flexible and let me rest.
went dancing, kayaking, beach cleaning, pilates lesson and ice skating! had fun but was tired too. had some mood swings and didn't able to finish what i wanted. (｀∧´)
sending away my friend, starting a new job…i just hope everyone’s fresh start is a good beginning. as long as it’s for a better future and it’s what we like; just one note for myself, don’t forget what you truly want and remember to strive for it.
because i think i am not good enough because i am not brave enough to fall because i am not working hard enough - these few days gave me these answers to the question, but it's okay, i will get better!
two gloomy and rainy days, not the best day, but i am not that depressed because i finally started moving! cleared up some of my to-dos, not all, but it's okay! stop overthinking just keep it going! listen till the end for the question to think about tomorrow( ･᷄ὢ･᷅ )
just two not-so-special days, but with some reflections. guess i am ready to move on and improve myself. time to break up with perfectionism, i want to be free. start to plan out my to-do list and the action plan.
had so much fun! love the outfit I wore to disney. ate the food i wanted to. took tons of photos but started to wonder, is that alright, i don’t want to become a burden to my friends. anyways, am thankful to have these amazing friends.
a day with friends! went to a recent hot cafe in muiwo and wandered around. spent some time on the beach looking at the sea, playing in a park, and went dance class. ending my day with some encouragement for myself, you're good enough, don't compare with others.
a day of enjoying, tried to start working on my plan, but it turns out to be a day of just eating, haha! also ending today with the song supermarket flowers; no big reason, just because this song came into my mind today.
i’m just sooooooo happy to see my growth. i’m so glad to have shooting. words cannot describe the happiness i have when i am doing something i like. may the world allow me to continue doing what i love?
i’m back! (i hope i can be persistent this time) still struggling in life, but i want to be motivated. will try my best to organise my direction and come up with an action plan in the coming days. so sick of being a mess.
finished with inventing anna, struggling with my birthday plans. but continued with posting my march challenge. also, keep it up with my morning(daily) devotion.
just another ordinary day, addicted to inventing anna, ate some excellent homemade food, had an exciting class about nutrition, started my march challenge - posting shweta’s life stories daily. shared my recent favourite poem to end the podcast today!
feeling so small in such a crazy world, i guess i can only continue to look for the tiny happy moments to make me feel satisfied. everyone, there are still moments that we can be grateful for.
skipped this podcast for almost a week, trying to get back to this habit. talked about my week and everything happening. i wish one day i could be someone who heals people's minds during this situation. i was sleepy and not in good condition, sorry about that. used english because it's more comfortable for me when I'm feeling down.
waking up late because it is super cold! eating my comfort food today to survive through this cold weather. lots to do in this coming week hope i will get through it. it should be ‘go-to’ not ’to go’, what was i thinking (´･_･`)
freezing sunday! enjoying the weather because it reminds me of the carefree life in the uk, absolutely missing those days. went out to enjoy the cold and spend my lovely sunday afternoon(⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)
happy saturday! feeling sooooo cold today and it’s the best weather for doing nothing at home(｡･ω･｡) back to this podcast to improve the way i speak, i hope i keep it up
A short poem about to-do lists(寫 to-do list - 含蓄) echos my recent thoughts. There are lots that I want to do, but I cannot do everything. At the same time, I don't really know what I actually want to do. I should try everything, but can I really try everything?