bojack horseman.

i need you to tell me that i am a good person

(plus apocalypse by cigarettes after sex to make it less depressing)

(plus music to not make it that depressing)

i don't know how

episode 6 season 4

episode 6 season 5

episode 6 season 5

episode 6 season 5

see sarah lynn, we're not doomed. in the great grand scheme of things, we're just tiny specks that will on day be forgotten. so it doesn't matter what we did in the past, or how we'll be remembered, the only thing that matters is right now. this moment. this one spectacular moment we are sharing togheter. right sarah lynn? sarah lynn?

usually when people ask how im doing the real answer is: im doing shitty.  but i can't say i'm doing shitty because i don't even have a good reason to be doing shitty. so if i say "i'm doing shitty", then they say "why? what's wrong?", and i have to be like "i don't know... all of it". so instead, when people ask me how i'm doing i usually say "i am doing so great".

you can't keep doing this, you can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it ok. you need to be better. you are all the things that are wrong with you. it's not the alcohol, or the drugs, or any of the shitty things that happened to you in your career, or when you were a kid, it's you.

is it terrifying? no. i don't think so. it’s the way it is, you know? everything must come to an end. the drip finally stops. see you on the other side. oh bojack, no, there is no other side. this is it.

the weak breeze whispers nothing the water screams sublime his feet shift, teeter-totter deep breath, stand back, it’s time toes untouch the overpass soon he’s water bound eyes locked shut but peek to see the view from halfway down a little wind, a summer sun a river rich and regal a flood of fond endorphins brings a calm that knows no equal you’re flying now you see things much more clear than from the ground it’s all okay, it would be we’re you not now halfway down trash to break from gravity what now could slow the drop all i’d give for toes to touch the safety back at top but this is it, the deed is done silence drowns the sound before i leaped i should’ve seen the view from halfway down i really should’ve thought about the view from halfway down i wish i could’ve known about the view from halfway down