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Welcome to my podcast where I talk about my life. This is really more of a personal audio diary I made out of curiosity and to exert some vulnerability. I talk really slow especially when I think introspectively so please listen at a faster speed. I view my life as a story and I think this podcast is an interesting endeavor into personal storytelling. I hope something can be learned from my ramblings and at the very least you get something out of each episode. Thanks for reading this and please enjoy the ian croft show!
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Unofficial Ending to the podcast, with some more closure. A cute little epilogue, I got the words messed up, I was flustered. I fell in love with this process and cant escape it, I need to post this for myself. I still love the ending, but I need some more closure then what I gave. The Rainstorm was intense, and was truly a beautiful setting to end stuff out on.
My last day at my home in the city I have lived in for 8 years. Saying goodbye to all my neighbors, family members, and friends was incredibly tough. This was my park and I don’t know what I will do with its absence. I was heavily inspired by “North Pole” by Injury Reserve, that song is very important to me today.
Just catching up with my life, lots of stress and anger. Lots of interesting moments happened over the past two weeks. Really feeling more sentimental than ever as the month progresses. Listened to lots of music but there is something special about this one Jordana song, “I Guess This is Life” it calms me down and makes me comfortable.
I was really angry and filled with rage and I wanted to take a moment to talk about it. Talking it out loud and trying to explain my feelings was really beneficial and helped me calm down. I am very thankful for my supportive friends and family.
Not the greatest week, my mind was racing with thoughts and ideas all week. My mind never took a break, but I got to play baseball with some of my friends, that was magical. Found this new song “Secrets (Your Fire)” by Magdalena Bay and I played that all week long.
Pretty slow and boring week, but I took the time to ramble on about the stress ball I have become attacthed to. I listened to a bunch of “MJ” by Junior Varsity this week, I love that melody.
Had a good week except for that one Sunday night. Felt really nice spending a lot more time with my friends again. Hopefully I will find some more productive uses of my time and push and challenge myself more. I have had “Sierra Nights” by Kevin Abstract on repeat all week, I love this song a little too much.
Rough morning and weekend in general, but I was determined to make an episode. I am sad works over, but my last day was kind of beautiful. That skateboarding injury was pretty painful, but we are recovering now. I listened to lots of “IDEAL” by MICHELLE this week.
A story of my last day enjoying work with my great coworkers. There was a moment in here where I display an extreme amount of confidence and it really paid off, because I was rewarded with lots of happiness. I followed Matt’s advice of living life more and it was beneficial. After work right as I was about to cry I listened to “In A Good Way” by Faye Webster, I feel like this song really described my emotions that day.
Quick recording I did before my penultimate Friday, I miss my coworkers lots. I listened to a lot of “Friendship” by Kevin Abstract this week, it just made me feel good.
Reflecting on one of my favorite coworkers leaving work. It was a difficult day and one I cant stop replaying in my head. This week i listened to the new clairo album lots, but specifically “Joanie” the song dedicated to her dog.
A true moment of vulnerability and sadness.
Unfocused rambling as I criticize and get mad at myself for undesirable actions. Dinner with my friend ended up very well. I listened to “Degas Park” by Kevin Abstract a lot this week, it was a much needed boost of energy.
Had an amazing time last week, but this week was rough. I liked this song “Tell Me It’s Alright” by Christian Alexander, I had to sing it to myself frequently to calm myself down.
Third episode recorded only hours after the second where I reflect on the joys of life after a meaningful day. I listened to “Fireworks” by Jimi Somewhere while i watched some in the distance, it was a nice moment.
Second episode where i examine the nature at a nearby creek and reflect on what my life is like at the moment.
First episode where i talk about my life and what this podcast is.
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