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Bill MAZUR is a 25-year law enforcement veteran and retired in 2017 at the rank of Deputy Chief of Police. Bill holds a Bachelor’s Degree in Criminal Justice from Stockton University and a Master’s Degree in Human Resources Training and Development in the Police Graduate Studies Program from Seton Hall University.Bill is a graduate of the FBI National Academy, Session #256, and served as a Master Instructor with the FBI National Academy Associates, in their Comprehensive Officer Resiliency Training Program. He also acts as a Liaison for the NJ State Resilience Program for law Enforcement and actively serves on the Health and Wellness Committee of The NJ State Association of Chiefs of Police.Bill has worked in the behavioral healthcare field exclusively, as a Public Safety Liaison, to provide specialized treatment guidance for public safety personnel, first responders and their families who may find themselves in a personal crisis because of a mental health issue or substance use disorder.Find Bill Mazurhttp://www.helping1stresponders.com/https://www.acadiahealthcare.comFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBetterHelp Discount Code SufferingBella Dama CigarsSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Blake Rosell grew up in South Jersey near the Atlantic City area in a little shore town called Margate attending high school at Saint Augustine Prep in Richland , NJ were he played basketball and baseball.Basketball came out on top as his dominate sport and Blake received a scholarship to play basketball at DeSales University in Center Valley, PA for the Bulldogs finally transferring and finishing out his college basketball career right in his own backyard at Stockton University for the Ospreys graduating with a BA degree in Communication Studies. Blake worked in finance in Philadelphia Center City for a short period of time right after college and then ended up teaching and coaching boys basketball at Wildwood Catholic Academy North Wildwood, NJ for 2 1/2 years and then St. Joseph Academy in Hammonton, NJ for 2 years .Currently, Blake does his own radio show / podcast out of south Jersey completing his 3rd year behind the microphone on air. It is based out of south Jersey interviewing guests from all different industries. Actors, comedians, politicians, Netflix movie casts, business owners, Athletes, etc. Blake has all different walks of life on the show as they tell their story on how they got into their field of business. Blake’s show is called “The Big Man’s Report Live” with your host Blake Rossell. It is aired on WOND South Jersey’s Leader in NewsTalk Radio, 92.3 FM - 1400 AM . The show is also streamed on YouTube and Blake’s Instagram page. Find BlakeInstagramYouTubeFacebookWOND RadioFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBetterHelp Discount Code SufferingBella Dama CigarsSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Tom Flynn has been around lawn enforcement since January 1997 starting as a civilian dispatcher. Tom was promoted to sergeant in 2005 and then to Lieutenant in 2015. His most enjoyable assignment was being a member of the swat team from 2002 to 2004. Most of Tom‘s experience was in uniform but for 7 1/2 years Tom worked as the agencies accreditation manager developing and writing policy and procedure. all of these accomplishments, pale in comparison to being a father to his 3 Children. Being exposed to critical incidents was what he signed up for, but they left a lasting scar on his soul.  As the horrors of the Job began to compound, Tom’s home life began to fell apart. On March 28, 2019, Tom's spouse called 911 during a verbal argument listening to his three children crying out saying daddy please don’t go still haunts him to this day. His life was turned upside down. After having the temporary restraining order dropped in April 2019, four days later, Tom was arrested in the driveway was home for assault with weapons and possession of high-capacity magazines from inherited firearms from his father. Tom was incarcerated in the Essex county jail, and then transported to Bergen county for his own protection. After spending 12 days in lock up and on house arrest, Tom was facing 20 years in prison under the graves act. Tom has been in a fight to reclaim his life after hitting rock-bottom. His suffering has been a springboard to motivate and help others in similar situations. Tom still fights the alienation of his three beloved children.Find Tom FlynnInstagramF.A.C.E Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Matt Stanislao just wanted to be a cop. His father warned him, and after serving 27 years himself, he knew exactly what the problems Matt would face, which had nothing to do with the public or criminals. After two wrongful terminations rooted in discrimination for being gay, Matt fought back and won. However, he’s not the same officer or the same person. In his near 3 year separation from the police department, he was accepted into Columbia University to earn a Masters in advanced clinical social work. After graduating and passing the Boards, he is now also a licensed social worker and chairs the Bergen County Board of a Mental Health. His workshops and film shorts reduce the stigma of asking for help and shows officers that psychotherapy isn’t just for those with mental illness, arguably more for those that are suffering in silence. Advancedmediaproductionsllc.comThese are my recent film shorts I use in my workshops. https://youtu.be/32ColLYsF4Qhttps://youtu.be/cHFYNGJpD0chttps://youtu.be/0HBekto4yuMFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Tom Smith began in the NYPD in 1990 and after the Academy was assigned to the 30 Pct in West Harlem. One of the busiest Pct in the NYPD at the time.  While at the 3-0 he was assigned to Anti Crime Unit (Plainclothes) and handled all the gun runs, in progress calls, and Robbery patterns. 1996-1999 Tom was transferred to the Bronx Narcotics Unit.  Involved in numerous large scale Narcotics cases, one of which involved the DEA which resulted in the seizure on 125 kilos of cocaine from Venezuela 1999-2000 Tom was assigned to the Bronx Gang Unit where we conducted an investigation that resulted in the Federal arrest of “OG Mac”, the leader of the East Coast Bloods2000-2003. Tom then went to the 52 pct Robbery Squad and the 41 Detective Squad. 2003-2020 Tom was finally Assigned to the FBI Joint Terrorism Task Force. Involved in numerous International and Domestic Terrorism cases. Briefed the highest levels of government. Traveled to 18 countries leading investigations, including a three month deployment to Afghanistan running a kidnapping case of a New York Times Reporter. We successfully got him home 2020 Retired after 30 yrs as a Second Grade DetectiveMedal of ValorHonorable MentionExceptional Merit3 Commendations4 Meritorious Police Duty4 Excellent Police Duty2X Cop of the MonthPBA Cop of the MonthDetective Crime Clinic AwardInvolved in a Shooting in 1993 CoHost GOLD SHIELDSthegoldshieldshow.comYouTube.com/@GOLDSHIELDS@thegoldshieldshow (Instagram)TOM SMITH ((LinkedIn)TomSmith638 (Facebook)DetTomSmith@goldshields (TikTok)Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Stanley (Tony) Woods was born and raised in Newark, New Jersey. He is a proud graduate of Seton Hall Prep High School and the University of Pittsburgh with a B. A. in Communications. Tony had a successful NFL career from 1987 to 1996. Stanley (Tony) Woods is a member of the Seton Hall Prep Hall of Fame, the Newark Hall of Fame and the New Jersey State Hall of Fame. Tony’s Career highlights  10 Year NFL Playing Career:Linebacker/Defensive End - played in 145 NFL games and started 125 of those games.1987 NFL 1st Round Draft Pick: Seattle Seahawks (18th pick overall)1987 – 1992 Seattle Seahawks, (6 years)1993 Los Angeles Rams, (1 year)1994-1996 Washington Redskins, (3 years) College Career: 1986 Football Captain1986 1st Team All American DE, University of PittsburghPresently the 3rd all-time Sack leader at Pitt High School Career:1983 1st Team All State DE, Seton Hall Prep, West Orange, NJ1983 1st Team All American DE, Seton Hall Prep, West Orange, NJ1983 High School Player of the Year, Seton Hall Prep, West Orange, New JerseyFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

James Gardner lives in New Jersey with his wife of forty years, Kelly.Together they have three daughters and five grandchildren. James had a lengthy career in corporate finance, accounting and auditing before retiring in 2019. In 2020, James began substitute teaching at a local elementary school. In the same year he and Kelly launched their podcast, Your History Your Story.A history enthusiast since childhood, James  loves encouraging people to share stories about themselves and members from their own family trees that will inspire others to do the same.A survivor of prostate cancer, James feels led to share his experience and to encourage other men facing that disease.Find JamesYouTubeFacebookMailing ListLinktreeFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

John Sullivan was born January 1, 1960 and was raised on the tough streets of Yorkville on the East Side of NYC.  His father was killed when he was 2 years old his Mother left his sister and John to be raised by his Grandmother.  Raising a young child was tough in that neighborhood and John’s Grandmother did her best until the streets got the best of him.John found himself getting into trouble frequently and eventually ended up in some of the toughest prisons on the east coast.  His reputation in the neighborhood followed John for many years in the 70’s and 80’s until he was able to turn his life around and find strength in helping others stay clean and out of trouble.Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Gene Hauburger grew up, and raised his family, in Orangeburg NY located in Rockland County. He married his wife, Noreen O’Shea, in 1993. Gene worked as a Supreme Court Officer for 31 years and retired in 2014. He has two daughters, Amanda and Kelly and a son, Jimmy, who was tragically lost to suicide at the age of 17 after being bullied and cyber bullied. After Jimmy’s passing in 2015, family and friends organized the Jimmy Hauburger Memorial Foundation (Jimmyhauburgermemorialfoundation.org)whose mission is:To support programs that increase awareness of teen issues such as Bullying, emotional distress and teen suicide. It is our hope that the foundation saves lives, and by sharing Jimmy’s story, we know that it already has. In 2020 Gene moved to Lake George in the Adirondacks, with his wife following in 2022, for a slower and more peaceful way of life.In Lynn Cluess Manzione’s career, she has explored multiple genres to bring attention to social issues through storytelling. As a photographer she has spent over thirty-five years capturing moments, events, careers, and the works of non-profit organizations across the globe.As an author her work has included two books; A Wondrous Journey- A small book with big lessons, and, When The World Shut Down- A community time capsule of the 2020 pandemic. Lynn most recently wrote and produced the documentary, Addressed To You From Jimmy, to bring the topic of bullying and suicide to the public's much needed attention. Addressed To You From Jimmy has been a feature presentation at The New York State Psychological Association Conference 2021, and The American Counseling Association Conference 2022.It is currently showing at various film festivals.Jimmy Hauburger Memorial FoundationFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Mark Hettinger Jr (Firefighter, EMT, Fire, Inspector, Arson Investigator, Firearms Instructor, ECT.) is a highly decorated first responder with over 20+ years of experience with numerous Awards, comondations and citations for his work and life-saving efforts. When not saving or protecting lives, he's teaching other people how to, as an educator.Born the oldest of three boys, and coming to terms with his own sexuality at a very young age struggled his way through his coming of age and his fashion due to his identity. identifies as a gay male.Mark is also an advocate for the LGBTQ+ community serving on the Bergen County LGBTQ advisory committee for the county executive as well as chairman  of GLSEN NNJ among other organizations and agencies.Ashley Marie, who has been a first responder for the past 13 years, has faced many battles to discover who she truly is. She spent the first 20+ years denying who she was and struggled with anxiety, depression, and suicidal ideations. Boxing up all of these emotions led her to full-blown addiction. Ashley, who identifies as a Trans Woman, was born a male and struggled with her gender identity for years. In 2016 she hit rock bottom and became determined to turn her life around. Ashley is now an advocate for both the LGBTQ+ and Recovery communities. What binds these two remarkable individuals together, they are brother and sister.  Family Bonds are strong even amongst unusual circumstances. Find MarkInstagramFind AshleyFacebookFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Dennis Benigno is the founder and CEO of Street Cop Training and began formal police instruction in 2012.  His law enforcement career began in 2001 at 19 years of age as an NJ Corrections Officer. In 2004, Benigno became a police officer with the US Park Police Dept. in Washington, DC, and in 2005 moved over to the position of a police officer in one of NJ’s largest municipalities.  He has received multiple awards including but not limited to Lifesaving, Meritorious Service, Mayor’s Award for Excellence in Public Service, Several Letters of Recognition, Leadership awards, and Certificates of Appreciation from several law enforcement organizations.  As a police officer, Benigno has affected over 1,500 arrests and has conducted well over 10,000 motor vehicle stops.  He now leads one of the fastest-growing LEO education companies in the country.Dennis is recognized as not only an instructor but as a thought leader and influencer in modern-day policing.  His outspoken vision of changing law enforcement for the better has struck the hearts of over 500,000 followers on social media platforms alone.  He has now partnered with several non-profits and works to provide no-cost support to several families and members of the law enforcement community.Find Street Cop TrainingWebsiteInstagramFacebookTikTokStreet Cop Training PodcastYouTubeInstagramFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Chance meetings are never by chance.  Lavana Wilson and Tashiann Yasmine are two strong and spirited women who empower their community in all the positive ways possible.  Together they create to change the face of empowerment in the face of adversity through love and life’s purpose.Lavana (Slayer V) Wilson is a Mom, YouTube Podcaster, creative director, lifestyle blogger, influencer, community activist, motivational speaker, life coach and fashion expert whom was born and raised in the city of Paterson, NJ. Although growing up in an impoverished environment, Lavana states that the love and care provided by both her parents and her faith in God has enabled her to overcome all obstacles. Present day, Lavana shares that by leading in LOVE and using the power of her voice to entertain, educate, and elevate the masses (one city at a time) she will be fulfilling her life’s mission to create “Generational Wealth and World Peace”. Tashiann Yasmine is a Paterson, NJ raised (Jamaican descendant) visionary creative. She’s a multitalented artist whom refers to herself as one of God's employees. Her niche is the ability, in art form, to display forward-thinking creativity across all social media platforms whilst her passion is to inspire and encourage all people to be their true, authentic selves and to seek out their true LIFE PURPOSE. Tashiann’s company "Girl Strike" stands as a staple through the teachings of hand beading. She shares that each custom made piece worn is a reminder to celebrate individuality through fashion and culture.Find Lavana and TashiannLavanaWebsite: WWW.SLAYERV.COMYouTube: Slayer V Podcast / Slayer V TVIG: @slayerv_FB: Laana WilsonTiktok: @slayervTashiannIG: @tashyasmineYouTube:  Tashiann YasmineFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Bobby Crudele comes from a family that has deep roots in Jersey City and Belleville and as a kid moved to North Arlington. After living in Jersey City for a decade as an adult, Bobby met his wife Kara and eventually bought a house in North Arlington where he currently resides and raises his 3 children. Bobby has served honorably as a Sergeant in the North Arlington Police department and will finish his career with distinction this year.   His deep love of sports rose out of I growing up on the playground, spending most of his entire youth playing some sport every day continuing into adulthood.   It didn’t matter if it's Football, Basketball, or Softball, if there was an adult league Bobby played and did it like it was his job all because his love for the games. At some point that love turned into a passion to coach. Bobby started coaching baseball in Belleville in the 1990s, followed by some basketball in the early 2000s. But over the past 15 years Bobby became the president of boys recreation and travel basketball and the VP of The junior Vikings football program as well as a defensive backs coach , running backs coach and later defensive coordinator for the senior level team. Currently he holds the position of president of the junior Vikings football program. Bobby has collaborated with some of the best coaches in North Jersey HS football and attended multiple coaching clinics. Bobby’s motto has always been, “ I may not be the most knowledgeable coach out there but I’ll never be out worked” that attitude has defined his coaching style and served his players well.Find Bobby CrudeleInstagramFacebookTwitterFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Part 2Mike Arena began his law enforcement career in 2011 at 19 years of age starting out as a Special Law Enforcement Officer with the Point Pleasant Beach Police Department. He was then hired by The New Jersey Department of Corrections and became a Corrections Officer and worked in multiple prisons throughout the state. After a few years of working in corrections, Mike became a police officer with Prince George’s County Police Department located in Maryland. In 2017, he transferred back to New Jersey where he worked as a Police Officer with the Stockton University Police Department. During that time, Mike was elected to Join the Atlantic County New Jersey Regional S.W.A.T Team. After seeking advancement, Mike made his final transfer over to the Ventnor City Police Department. While serving the citizens of Ventnor City, Mike was unfortunately involved in a fatal officer-involved shooting. Over his 10-year career, Mike has received multiple awards and commendations including The New Jersey Meritorious Service Valor Award, Life Saving award, and several letters of recognition and of appreciation from several law enforcement organizations. After being involved in numerous critical incidents over his 10 plus year career, Mike has now made it his mission to help officers struggling with Trauma/PTSD get the help they need and deserve. Find Mike ArenaFacebookInstagramOfficer Support InitiativeFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Part 1Mike Arena began his law enforcement career in 2011 at 19 years of age starting out as a Special Law Enforcement Officer with the Point Pleasant Beach Police Department. He was then hired by The New Jersey Department of Corrections and became a Corrections Officer and worked in multiple prisons throughout the state. After a few years of working in corrections, Mike became a police officer with Prince George’s County Police Department located in Maryland. In 2017, he transferred back to New Jersey where he worked as a Police Officer with the Stockton University Police Department. During that time, Mike was elected to Join the Atlantic County New Jersey Regional S.W.A.T Team. After seeking advancement, Mike made his final transfer over to the Ventnor City Police Department. While serving the citizens of Ventnor City, Mike was unfortunately involved in a fatal officer-involved shooting. Over his 10-year career, Mike has received multiple awards and commendations including The New Jersey Meritorious Service Valor Award, Life Saving award, and several letters of recognition and of appreciation from several law enforcement organizations. After being involved in numerous critical incidents over his 10 plus year career, Mike has now made it his mission to help officers struggling with Trauma/PTSD get the help they need and deserve. Find Mike ArenaFacebookInstagramOfficer Support Initiative Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Jose L. Medina is currently a 27-year veteran and leader of Law Enforcement and 20 year owner of Awareness Protective consultants, doing business as Team APC-Medina Tactical Dynamics. Jose has an extensive background in training and consulting for various groups such as Law Enforcement, Military, School Educators, and Corporate Industries. Jose Medina started his consulting firm when he saw the need for both the Police and Civilian side organizations requiring more advanced education in the field of tactical and situational awareness. Months after the 1999 Columbine shooting, he was deemed the task of forming and creating his departments Emergency Services Unit. The focus was primarily geared towards active shooter response and eventually led into area of high risk warrant service operations conducting investigations with local, county, state and federal authorities in vanous areas such as intelligence gathering for homeland attacks on our country, weapons and drug trafficking, gang investigations and threat assessment work with the private industry. One of his many important projects was his development of the first ever Active Shooter Emergency Response Plan (ASERP) for the Port Authority POlice Y/. focusing on threat assessment and responses to the tri-state international airport Find Jose and Team APCFacebookInstagramTikTokWebsiteYouTube  Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Tammie Starnes has taken a journey with multiple traumas and found a new direction on healing.  Finding an avenue of healing through the Harmonic Egg therapy.  When hope was waining for her 11 year old daughter to come out of her shell, Tammie was out of options and sought help in any place that was offered.  Almost non-verbal, a new therapy method was found in the Harmonic Egg Vibration healing.  The results were staggering and almost immediate leading a new path in Tammies life showing the possibilities.Through her Abundant healing center, Tammie take these holistic healing to a new level to bring peace to her clients.  Either through Massage, Reiki, Salt therapy, Yoga and others, this center is dedicated to bringing peace to a life out of options.Find TammieAbundant Healinghttps://www.abundanthealingnj.com/Facebookhttps://www.facebook.com/AbundantHealingNJInstagramhttps://www.instagram.com/abundanthealingnj/Find The Suffering Podcast The Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Episode 129: The Suffering of Bullying with Jay AponteWe welcome back Jay Aponte to The Suffering Podcast. Jay gave a second chance to Kevin in Episode 12 (original air date 3/7/21). (Original show notes)We get a second chance to right a wrong in the episode of The Suffering Podcast.  We talk with Jay Aponte who 34 years ago I put through hell.  Jay gets the opportunity to confront his childhood bully -- Me.  We sit down and hash it out to reach an understanding about events that have shaped my life and made me who I am today.  This is a heartwarming episode that brings tears to my eyes and gives me redemption even when I didn't earn it.What we find is that a great friendship was put on pause for 35 years. Since our reunion, Jay and Kevin have maintained a genuine mutual love and respect. If we can heal and forgive, there is hope for us all. Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Nick Ricciotti attended Chestnut Hill College to play Division 2 baseball and received my BA in Criminal Justice. Nick worked as a cop in Morris County NJ for 6 years before losing my job due to substance and alcohol abuse. Prior to losing his job Nick’s mental health was at a decline which got worse during the process of losing the job he loved. Eventually the initiative was taken to start therapy and recovery. Nick is currently 2.5 years sober, attending Rutgers University to receive a Masters Degree in mental health. The goal moving forward is to work in the field and substance abuse, trauma, and PTSD to be a resource for first responders. Nick has found a home working with a non profit organization called Reps for Responders whose goal is to improve the physical and mental health of first responders.Find NickInstagramReps for RespondersInstagram Website Find The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube

Mary Sciarrone (née Valastro) is one of the owners of the world famous Carlos Bakery and featured on the reality show Cake Boss alongside her family and brother Buddy Valestro. Her unique personality shines through and has become a fan favorite for her insight and savvy business skills.  Mary has been able to keep a business running for such a long time after taking it over from her parents and has performed at the highest level.In this episode, we will go through her climb to the top, her struggles along the way, and enduring suffering of being a Cake Boss. Find MaryInstagramTikTok Carlo’s BakeryFind The Suffering PodcastThe Suffering Podcast InstagramKevin Donaldson InstagramMike Failace InstagramBuzzsproutApple PodcastSpotifyFacebookTikTokYouTubeThe Suffering Podcast FamilyDented Development ProjectToyota of HackensackThe Grande SaloonCafeinaBella Dama CigarsHackensack Brewing Company - Peace, Love, BeerManscapedSupport the showThe Suffering Podcast Instagram Kevin Donaldson Instagram TikTok YouTube