originally recorded June 23, 2023 🌋 an admittedly salty take on my “competition” across the country
(Know your history).They cut 1/2 an hour (or: my phone didn’t have space to store the last 1/2 hour of my last recording— yet it let me ramble for another 2 hours today— whatever APPPLLEEE
Sorry guys— if you’re noticing a lack of organization I’ll agree (!!) it’s just that— some days I wanna save this channel for JUST my dad’s book, just a place to air that. And a lot more often I think: I need to talk, and toxic as y’all may take it: I hope it HELPS— I hope my vulnerability, my willingness to look the fool, inspires you to be less scared about what you’re really feeling— to know sometimes emotions get trapped in joints, our hips or our shoulders. Moving, working with the tension, noticing what it is and how it changes (if you have the strength to improve how you feel, etc) I think these are all (really) good things (practices). Love,WINSLOW
When people first started bullying me about (thinking I am: what the modern/new definition is/ or can be, of a:) “cracker.” Yeah— I’ll explicate the term. But first I’ll say: Linc mailed me A BUNCH (like, literally every KIND) of crackers. S’cute 🥲 when he wants to be— Lauren we gotta talk what happened w y’all fr bc he’s a demon now. Anyway though hi: cracker is a term (if a self-reference, like if a person chooses to identify and claims this term— ok: people who call themSELVES “cracker”) are just: from here. Literally. They actually use the same words you do (like “hush puppy”) they also (always, dude it’s unavoidable) a grandmother reaching for a “switch.” On god: when ladybug’s grandmother did that shit I knew we locked in— not to say we stayed locked in (?) thanks “Bubba.” ANYWAY: nowadays people mean: white, or: police. But a person saying I’m a cracker is a person saying we grew up here, my daddy and my grand daddy and everyone before that: we’ve always worked THIS LAND. Which involves: animals. Now if you’ve ever done anything difficult, like tending to animals, you KNOW there are moments where a whip is necessary, so they cracked whips to HERD ANIMALS, to train their horses, etc. It’s not a reference to owning slaves. There are not sweet old southern grandmothers on their porches sipping sweet tea saying “I’m a cracker” with the intended message being: we had slaves. They’re saying: we shuck oysters, we play ring toss. We rough house. We get in the mud, we love the mud actually. But yeah not everybody does. “Hush puppy,” though— don’t sleep on that. You got people abusing a term not knowing the REAL crackers? Honest to god are just like you. Freedom oriented, raw mf’s. Oh: and my recent INCARCERATION 😅😇Which I’m not actually sure if I ^ describe clearly here.. best part: as I’m being released, the final guard to literally open the door and LET ME GO is handing me paperwork/ able to see my name and goes “Winslow— like love Winslow??” I was SHOCKED he goes keep going I said keep proving that LOVE WINS? He laughed, nodded — let me GO— talk abouuuttaaa “W”Love,WINSLOW
Might* be the medicine this planet really needs. Also did it leave from the Netherlands? Don’t quote me on that** everything else though: feel free. Love,WINSLOW
Exploring (the) frequency, once again. THANK YOU.Love, WinslowPS: GBY 😇🥰😌
“So that is not where the problem is at—The problem, rather, exists in: knowing what FORM the FIDELITY in love will TAKE, so that ONE may become WITNESS to something that has a UNIVERSAL VALUE.”-BadiouParaphrased and grammafied (punctuated, capitalized, what have you// you name it) by YA GAL, TaylorMICHELLE(Love,)Win. Slow.
Terrifying, but true (right?????) (That were the adults now, kinda cool though bc just like adults before us said “we want this; we’re doing this—It’s technically (and fully, wholly) OUR turn now((IMHO))Love,WINSlow
Listen: idk, I really don’t but I THANK YOU, sincerely— for your patience and interest. Love, WINSlow
I’m obviously still offering waaaay too much context/insight to how I’m thinking, but I think you should enjoy it. For now. While it lasts— I’ll eventually clear it, and go back to reading (dad’s book!! I think I can do it, now) but RIGHT NOW it’s explosive, context season ENJOOOOYYY 🥰🥳
Seriously— love actually does win, let’s stay open about this. I think you two would really click. Take that however you want lmfao 😘😂
Juniaaaaah* Near the 41st minute I read directly from KING, otherwise this is definitely mostly me ranting about Rell’s uncle Frank— real piece a work aren’t ya guy, great opportunity to actuuuuallllyyy discuss WHAT PLAGUES this region, if I may 🫣🥰🥳😘