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sometimes its 'check maintenance' light will be on for a year, sometimes it acts like london's shoe submarine for my sweaters, and sometimes, it'll get hurt by some random reckless person

am i lucky? am i a recovering impostor? or have i just learned that a positive mindset filled with expecting the best for yourself is better than bracing for the worst-case "what ifs?" for the best listen ever: VOX CONVERSATIONS, a scientist's case for woo woo: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/a-scientists-case-for-woo-woo/id1081584611?i=1000548804097

brought to u from one minnesota basement - i relive my past! not sure what lesson this teaches other than please mute as many people as you can from your social media that you wouldn't actually want to be close friends with. they're hurting your mental health. also if this audio quality isn't 10/10....oops

this weekend was an absolute blast! i attended my best friend's brother's reception and got all dressed up only to leave my id at the hotel and subsequently, wasn't served drinks. i couldn't depend on liquid courage to thrive in my environment, but turns out, i didn't need it. this week, i learned that this feeling of comfort relies on the friendliness of an environment and the vibes of the people. i'm sure i've experienced this before, but at my big age?? feels incredible.

ramblings include my thoughts on personal labels and identities as well as my fear of failure and success and the embarrassment that comes with trying and not always doing the best

just a tidbit of the inner workings of a 20-something's brain. explore the concept of trickle down therapy with me. listen to my ramblings.