It is one thing when a choice is out of your hands, but it is another when it is up to us to make the right call. But what makes a 'right' call? As an imminent decision making moment approached, one which I believed was out of my hands, and in ways it truly is. I still had the choice of how I would act towards it, around it, about it. Even more significant, I think, was the fact that I started pondering on the level to which I have the power to chose. Maybe I did have a choice to make in all this. Just for the sake of it, if I could, what would I choose for my life? When faced with the decision between one life or the other, if it was up to me, which would it be? As the date of the decision approached, I stumbled upon a book, coincidence? the book would say no. I went down memory lane to a time where I was also faced between the thought of fate and 'everything is as it should be', and the one where it was up to me to influence the forces of the universe and manifest what came to be. Now, many years later, in the same crossroads as to what believe and how to act, I've found my choice.