Forrest dives into gambling addiction, pawn shops, casinos, debt, trust, and the strange, humiliating, funny reality of trying to rebuild your life after blowing it up more than once. He gets into pawning family heirlooms, being recognized at the pawn counter, emergency vet CPR fees, old memories with his mom, accountability, losing friends' trust, and the moment you realize other people aren't on your recovery timeline—no matter how badly you want them to be. He also talks about casino traps, how he protects himself while working in Vegas, why cash is the "vodka" of gambling, the emotional hangover of asking friends for money, and the slow, uncomfortable process of earning trust back. It's honest, chaotic, embarrassing, cathartic, and very, very real. 🎧 If you've ever tried to get your life together while your past keeps tapping you on the shoulder, this episode hits hard and still makes you laugh. 🔔 Subscribe for weekly episodes on addiction, recovery, mental health, and comedy. Timestamps: 00:00 Intro 06:47 The Impact of Addiction on Relationships 11:12 Understanding Recovery and Its Challenges 20:45 Reflections on Personal Growth and Apologies 23:33 The Pawn Shop Experience 30:15 Reflections on Gambling and Addiction 38:29 Strategies for Managing Gambling Temptations 42:59 Accountability in Recovery 44:47 Patience and Understanding in Healing 47:35 Outro