In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, to explore what happens when everything in your life feels like it’s falling apart—at once.

We dive into a season of unraveling: a breakup, a move out of New York City, her son’s illness, her mother falling sick, and the unexpected physical changes of perimenopause—all colliding in a matter of weeks.

Emily opens up about the emotional weight of that time—how sadness, anger, fear, and exhaustion brought her to her edge—and what it taught her about capacity, presence, and grace.

Plus, we talk about the power of naming our limits, the strength in admitting “I’m at my max,” and how surrender can be the first step back to center.

Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered.

It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again.

Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole.

Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins.

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