Mike grew up gay, Mormon, and convinced that righteousness could cure him. From East Texas to BYU to a Mormon mission in Portugal, every step of his life was engineered to “fix” what the church told him was broken. But nothing changed—except the weight he carried.

This episode is raw, funny, heart-wrenching, and liberating. Mike opens up about bishop interviews, love-sac hookups, awkward BYU dating, conversion therapy recruitment, suicidal nights in Provo, and finally—meeting the man who became his husband.

If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to leave Mormonism, come out, and build a life of joy, this story is for you.

Even if you identify as somewhere else on the LGBTQIA+ spectrum, you may find hope in Mike's message.

⚠️ Content warning: suicide ideation is discussed in detail. If you’re struggling, please call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988. You’re not alone.