This is deep, but I'm keeping it real. Everything happens for a reason. I mean this is how I look at it, but think about it. If you had the choice to go back in time, would you? Does that effect your present timeline & feelings? This gives me 'the flash' type of vibes, but I'm coming from a feelingly statement that everything is planned to form you into the person you're supposed to be today. Every experience is shaping you to the beautiful soul aligned with your own specific purpose. What are your thoughts on this? Let me know! Don't forget to take your rest. Pray, speak your affirmations. Please contact www.betterhelp.com if you need help or just want to talk. They give you real advice and even sent help by asking you some questions at first so they know exactly where they can help you with. You're never truly alone. Let's keep our spirits high. Through mind, body and soul!