Yo, what is happening, guys? Nathan, back once again with another episode of the Unplugged Freedom podcast. And it has been a while, hasn’t it? It has been quite some time since I have made an episode. And, ooh, vehicle in the ditch. Well, there’s. There’s a lot of reasons for that.

I’m super busy. I’m always going, going, going end. It takes a lot of effort to put a podcast together, and I don’t think a lot of people actually know and understand just how much work goes into it. And, uh, as much as I would like to have, let’s say, record this on my iPad and then export it, edit it, clean up the audio, export it again, do all that fancy stuff.

Uh, as much as I’d love to do that, that takes so much work and so much time that I just don’t have time to do it. And then one thing, uh, that’s kind of, like, shitty is that it’s not that I don’t have things to talk about. There’s a lot of things that I want to talk about.

There’s a lot of things that I need to talk about. There’s a lot of things that people need to hear, and so it’s. It’s definitely tough. That’s for sure. So I just said, you know what? I’m on the road right now. Screw it. Let’s just. We’re just going to straight from the phone onto the app and just put it out there, because something is better than nothing, and, uh, so might as well just do it.

Especially, like, when I’m on the road, it’s pretty good. I know the audio is not the best, but, hey, we got to do what we got to do, right? So it’s tough. I’m always on the go, what are we going to talk about today? One thing I kind of want to talk about is

I’ve talked about it before, and that’s heartbreak. Uh, it sucks. I’m sure that you’ve experienced it. I’m sure that you have felt it, you’ve been hurt from it, you’ve grieved from it, and so it’s such a shitty feeling. It’s probably one of the worst. There’s the type of pain where you smash your shin up against something, and it just hurts like hell.

But me, personally, when I think about that pain, I know what that’s like, and it just takes you from zero to 100 in just a fraction of a second, and it hurts so much for just, uh, a minute, little bit of time, and. But it’s so painful. But the thing is, is that I would.

Much rather. I’d much rather take that pain 100 times over than to take heartache, to take heartbreak, whatever you want to call it. It’s such a different type of pain. It sucks. It’s just the absolute worst.

How do you to describe it? There’s so many. For me, I’ve definitely felt it, and I’ve always wondered. I’ve always thought, is it bad for you? Think about it. When you have that gnawing pain,

it just feels like there’s like a knife in your heart, and it’s just sitting there, and it’s just sitting there just like this constant, and you can’t help but feel it, and it sucks. Nothing, uh, really makes it go away. It just kind of sits there, and it just nags at you, and it’s just the worst feeling ever.

And I don’t know. I’m pretty ruthless at times, but I don’t think I would wish that pain on my worst enemy. I don’t think so. If they said, okay, you have three options here to inflict pain on your worst enemy. And if one of the options was the pain of kicking your shin up against something, the pain of 100 bee stings or, like, heartbreak, it would be like, I really don’t like this person.

But m. I also know what heartbreak feels like. I also know what that gnawing pain, that constant feeling feels like. I know what that’s like. And as much as I don’t like this person, your finger is, like, hovering over that button, and you’re kind of looking at them, and maybe they’re the kind of person that just fuels you with anger, and you’re just like, oh, I don’t like this person at all.

And in your mind, you’re thinking, like, I am going to inflict heartbreak type pain on you. And you’re ready there. And you’re looking at them, you’re like, oh, yeah, you deserve every bit of this. But then you just can’t bring yourself to it because you know what it feels like.

You know what it is, and it sucks. Absolute worst. The absolute worst. And it kind of like, okay, I don’t like. You. I hate you, but I don’t think anybody deserves that type of pain. So I’m going to give you the 100 beastings. That’s what you deserve, and that’s what you’re going to get.

That’s just kind of like, if you’ve felt heartbreak before, you know exactly what I’m talking out. Ah,

it’s the worst. And like I said, I always wonder, what does it do to you? Because it’s so od. Because, um, it’s like, uh, not m a real pain. Like there’s a physical pain, just as hitting, uh, your shin on something. There’s a physical pain. But heartbreak isn’t a pain.

Isn’t a physical pain, or is it? It’s so much different, but it’s so painful. That’s the weird thing about it. It is so painful.

You can’t push it away, you can’t brush it away. I can understand as to why people, uh, do drugs or they do alcohol. They do these things that are destructive to them because they want to get away from it. And I don’t blame them. It sucks. It’s the worst feeling ever.

Like I said, it is the absolute worst. It’s just there in your chest, and you’re just, uh. And it’s so tough. It is so tough. And I always wonder, is it good for you? Is it bad for you? Or is it nothing? It’s okay, uh, because it’s so painful.

Sometimes I wonder, is it taking years off my life? The amount of heartbreak that I’ve had over the years and the amount of times that people have just been shitty people and taken your heart out, ripped it out, thrown it on the ground, and just stomped on it and just walked away.

And

you’re like, man, how many times can I have that? How many times m do I have, like, nine lives with it? How many more do I have in m me? And I have no idea. I hope it doesn’t take life, uh, off of me or the years off of me, but it feels like it does, right?

It feels like it does. It feels like it just. It’s the absolute worst. And I’ve talked about it before in a, uh, previous podcast, and there’s different type of heartbreak, and some are.

Some are more. Okay, some I would take, like, let’s say, for, uh, what. When I was, um, in Australia, um, well, I guess I was in Nepal, but I had met this friend in Australia, and then we had gone to Nepal together. And when they left, when we were departing from Nepal was I was going back to Australia, she was going back to France.

And that type of heartbreak was so. Was because you didn’t know the next time that you were going to see this person, you loved every moment with them. It was just amazing. You had never met somebody like them before. One of these days, I’m going to actually share this story with you.

And, uh, it’s a very close story to me. It’s a really big part of who I am and how I think and things that I believe in to this day. And it’s just a huge piece of,

uh.

Um.

Anyways, they were going, and I was going back to Australia. And like I said, you loved every moment with this person.

The way I describe it is meeting somebody from your planet. You’ve gone 29 years of your life living on this planet. Just, like, just not think, just not feeling like