"I used to carry my passport everywhere with me... just so I could run away at any point."

(⚠️ Content Warning: This episode contains open discussions about suicidal ideation and depression. Please take care while listening.)

For years, my producer Kyle lived a double life. To the outside world, he was the funny, supportive friend. But in secret, he was navigating a hidden relationship, crippling depression, and a "passport escape plan" because he believed disappearing was easier than admitting who he really was.

In this raw and incredibly vulnerable episode, Kyle steps out from behind the scenes to share his story of growing up gay in Catholic Ireland, the mental toll of living a lie, and the life-saving intervention that changed everything.

Expect to learn:

• The "Passport" Safety Net: Why Kyle carried his passport everywhere as a physical escape route from his own life.
• The Pinterest Cry for Help: The subtle digital signal that finally alerted his mother when he couldn't find the words to speak.
• The Therapist's Ultimatum: The powerful, blunt reality check from a therapist that snapped Kyle out of his darkest moment: "I can't counsel someone who is dead."
• Navigating Family Expectations: How to deal with the paralysing fear that coming out will change how your family sees you (and the surprising reality of how they actually reacted).
• The Relief of Truth: Why the anticipation of the "secret" is often heavier than the reality, and how to find the courage to be your authentic self.

If you have ever felt like you are living a lie, struggled with your identity, or loved someone who is hiding a part of themselves, this episode is a must-listen.

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Connect with Krissy:

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Connect with Kyle:

• Instagram (@itskylekenneth)

Produced by Dreamers Media:
dreamersmedia.co

(Disclaimer: This episode discusses sensitive topics including depression and suicidal ideation. If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. In Australia, call Lifeline on 13 11 14.)