What if you faced the monster in the mirror? [Rebroadcast #215]
Digest
This podcast features two compelling stories. The first follows Dan Tabersky's experience with a mysterious illness that swept through a high school in Leroy, New York. The illness, characterized by bizarre symptoms like dizziness, fainting, and seizures, sparked widespread panic and debate over its cause. The episode explores the challenges of navigating a situation where the cause of the illness remains unclear, and the impact of mass hysteria on a community. The second story centers around Kenneth Jinlach, who recounts his childhood marked by instability, exposure to drugs and violence, and the challenges of navigating a difficult environment. He describes moving to Milwaukee and witnessing poverty, violence, and drug use, which significantly impacted his adolescence. Kenneth shares his struggles with addiction, starting with cocaine use in high school, and his subsequent involvement in the drug trade in New York. The episode highlights the devastating effects of addiction and the systemic racism that contributed to Kenneth's struggles. The podcast concludes with Kenneth's journey to recovery, emphasizing the transformative power of confronting past trauma and finding purpose in life. He describes his decision to enter treatment for drug addiction and the challenges and rewards of the recovery process. Kenneth's story underscores the importance of forgiveness, self-compassion, and the need to let go of past hurts in order to move forward.
Outlines
Introduction and Content Warning
This podcast features real experiences, often including traumatic events. Listeners are advised to consult the show notes for specific content warnings and support services.
Summer Re-broadcast Series: Episode 2-15
This episode is part of a six-week summer re-broadcast series. The episode originally aired on December 7th, 2021, and explores the question of facing one's inner demons.
The Mystery Illness in Leroy, New York
Dan Tabersky shares his experience of a mysterious illness that spread rapidly through a high school in upstate New York. The episode explores the bizarre symptoms and the challenges of being told it's all in one's head.
Kenneth Jinlach's Story: A Life Shaped by Trauma and Addiction
Kenneth Jinlach recounts his childhood, marked by his parents' separation, exposure to drugs and violence, and the challenges of navigating a difficult environment. He describes moving to Milwaukee and witnessing poverty, violence, and drug use, which significantly impact his adolescence.
The Path to Recovery and Finding Purpose
Kenneth shares his first encounter with cocaine in high school and how it quickly led to a downward spiral of drug use, violence, and criminal activity. He describes his decision to enter treatment for drug addiction and the transformative experience of confronting his past trauma and finding his purpose in life.
The World of Junior Tennis: Pressure and Sacrifice
The episode transitions to a discussion about the world of junior tennis, highlighting the intense pressure, sacrifices, and challenges faced by young players striving for professional success.
Keywords
Mass Hysteria
A phenomenon where a group of people experience similar physical symptoms without a clear medical cause, often influenced by psychological factors.
Leroy, New York
A small town in upstate New York that became the center of a mysterious illness outbreak in 2011, leading to widespread panic and media attention.
Crack Cocaine
A highly addictive form of cocaine that is smoked, known for its intense and short-lived high.
Serenity Prayer
A prayer that emphasizes acceptance of things we cannot change, courage to change things we can, and wisdom to know the difference.
Substance Use Disorder
A chronic, relapsing brain disease characterized by compulsive drug seeking and use, despite harmful consequences.
Trauma
A deeply distressing or disturbing experience that can have long-lasting psychological effects.
Systemic Racism
The ingrained and pervasive forms of racism that are embedded in institutions, policies, and practices, creating disadvantages for people of color.
Q&A
What was the mysterious illness that spread through the high school in Leroy, New York?
The illness was characterized by bizarre symptoms such as dizziness, fainting, and seizures. The cause was never definitively determined, leading to debate over whether it was a physical illness or mass hysteria.
How did Kenneth's childhood experiences contribute to his struggles with addiction and violence?
Kenneth's childhood was marked by instability, exposure to drugs and violence, and a lack of support. These experiences contributed to his feelings of isolation, anger, and a sense of hopelessness, which ultimately led him down a path of self-destruction.
What was the turning point in Kenneth's journey to recovery?
The turning point came when Kenneth decided to enter treatment for drug addiction. This decision allowed him to confront his past trauma, find his purpose in life, and begin a path of healing and growth.
What are some of the key lessons Kenneth learned through his recovery process?
Kenneth learned the importance of forgiveness, both of himself and others. He also recognized the power of self-compassion, acceptance, and the need to let go of past hurts in order to move forward.
How does Kenneth's story highlight the impact of systemic racism on individuals and communities?
Kenneth's story illustrates how systemic racism creates barriers to opportunity and perpetuates cycles of poverty and violence. He faced challenges related to his race throughout his life, from his childhood to his career, highlighting the need for systemic change to address these issues.
Show Notes
Growing up in the projects and a broken home, a man learns survive on the streets through dealing drugs and brutal violence, when a desperate moment leaves him with a choice that changes everything.
Today’s episode featured Kenneth Ginlack, Sr. Kenneth has been the Director of Outpatient Programs for Milwaukee County Behavior Health Division (BHD), an ad-hoc instructor at the University of Wisconsin Continuing Education extension program, president of the board of directors for Revive Youth and Family Services, and a board member for SALS Recovery Houses and Coaching. Kenneth is now Chief Executive Officer (CEO) of Serenity Inns. You can find out more about Kenneth by going to kgsctc.com
Producers: Whit Missildine
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Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho
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