my dear listeners, whoever you are, i m very glad that you decided to tune into this episode of my podcast. as you all might know, i love doing this podcast, lately i have been feeling as the idea shifted. i am not the one to tell the world how it works but i let the world speak to me, without disruption. really focussing on what life has to say. which feels like a rollercoaster of love, fear, loosing reality, loosing the purpose of life, just to find it again - in short healing trauma. for me it is time to unmask. to be my authentic self, without wanting to perfect things, without wanting to hekp somebody for inner valaidation, without feeling like i have no worth, if i do something that makes me happy. i am learning to worship life. i am learning to find healthy devotion for mother earth, for myself. i am trying to find balance, still integrating softness. this is why i don't want to dump knowledge on you that my body doesn't feel the need to speak about. i don't want to be a recycling bin. i want to feel safe in the now, home in the now, every now, like i am wanted in every moment. this means healing & this means facing my shadow. this is why the podcast became so unregular. i am trying to butterfly up. i still feel deep love for you, i am just trying to find the love for life & myself as well.

farewell, see you in the next episode (which will come!), heal & #staytuned <3