just as i was staring to make peace with the possibility that i may really deserve the little stability i had, life reminds me that i really don’t :’)

it was all too much that i just really wanted to vent about my chaotic life lately. this episode is chaotic itself haha feel very very free to skip!

a little note that i wasn’t able to share sa episode: these problems have been very heavy kasi i feel like kahit in a dark place talaga ‘ko most of the time, it was always just in my mind. parang lagi lang regrets from the past and worries about the future. but ito lately, everything was happening at the moment and it was all so real. i couldn’t just escape from them the way i do from my mind battles :(

anyway, ayun lang. grr sorry for the tears & thank you thank you thank you. hope you’re in a good good place right now 🤍