this episode is a perfect illustration of how i'm doing with sugar management and everything else going on around me at the same time, as well as how i'm doing in general. maybe I'm just venting, but whoever knows what I'm up to can simply go along with it. i don't say things as harshly as they sound, but there has to be a way, or people won't want it to come out of my lips. my sugar maintenance has been on edge for the past month since i believe my sugar intake is harming my internal and physical health, as well as how i am emotionally, because i don't really care how other people are feeling. the most important thing is that i understand that being alone and not being alone will affect your way of life. however, it's difficult not to be criticized for enjoying to be alone at times from other people's perspectives; it's fine to have some "me time," but it's difficult when people don't appreciate the way you enjoy your life alone. behind the scenes of the episode's recording, there was a party, so here you go! i like talking about my problems since it's honestly incredibly difficult for everyone to deal with it, and if you can relate, that's great! i hope i wasn't venting, but this episode is fantastic!!!