Aekta's Whisperings

In tonight's episode, I read to you a weird journal entry I wrote on what I recall from a recent trance state I experienced naturally & read the entire Wikipedia page of PHONK!-My most recent musical obsession🔊🔥☠️💓💓💓 I also begin reading the Wikipedia page on ASMR itself, with some tangential pages branching from the ASMR page, saving the entire ASMR page Wikipedia reading for another episode all on its own! Hope these whispers help you relax &/or fall asleep☺️🌬🧠🥰🥰🥰✨️✨️✨️🥱😴💤💤💤 It was really fun to record! ☺️🥰🥰🥰🧠🍦Many giggles in here. 😄🤭🤭 The Wikipedia reading begins at 11:30. BONUS!-I read the titles of my favorite phonk songs about 18 minutes in if you want some new songs to discover & aren't afraid of "scary music," lol I couldn't take the genre & some of the songs seriously at first, but when I re-discovered it recently, I can't get enough of it! Though...I am picky with the songs I like.... ASMR Wikipedia reading with its relevant tangents begin at around 20 to 21 minutes in. Enjooooyyyeee☺️I think I've come full circle with understanding my childhood fascination with ghosts, frission (auditory-tactile synesthesia) & a strong connection to the spirit & imagination realm. This episode (& as I've noticed many of my other episodes) sound kinda choppy, & I think I realize a huge part of why I like phonk music now lol something about things being "chopped & screwed" is fun & engaging to me...it's like an alarm clock that goes, "Boo! Wake up!" & is better than zombie-states. Lol though some of the lo-fi & relaxing or calm phonk for sleep is also nice based on the mood. I'd say the most relaxing phonk song that I've heard so far that I think many could groove to is METAMORPHOSIS by INTERWORLD & a nice one for the "chopped & screwed" sound is GHOST! By phonk.me & KIIXSHI ☺️🔊🧠💓🔥☠️🤯

Another episode at the fake beach (though a good enough river with real sand) near my house. Reflecting on the passing of another year as it nears its end! The waves crashing in the background were super relaxing for me😌 I hope it's a nice background for you too☺️ Whisper Musings about the cliche of needing something bigger than myself to live for...or live with, rather. I think that nature & everything's that's rooted in the Earth is worth living with & living for. The past few weeks have been really emotional (lots of trauma being released & many things are shifting for me internally). Changes are both exciting AND depressing...until this wave passes, I'll keep my spirits up (or rather, the spirits will keep me up☺️) through the animistic connection to nature... thank goodness😅 I am missing a few people & the beach reminds me of them😌🌊 It's also just a nice reprieve to walk by the water almost always, especially on colder days when it's almost empty. 🍃🍃🍃🍃❄️

All uhms aside, this episode shares some serious reflections about our times & my recent explorations of the Hindu apocalyptic myths & the myths from other cultures, especially the Nordic one. I am trying to find the similarities & differences. It seems I have more exploring to do. Currently Animism makes the most sense to me, but I also really understand the wisdom of the yogic teachings & it's emphasis on allowing energy to flow through the body...are both cultures saying the same thing in a different way? I think I intuitively understand the unity between different ways of seeing the world & ourselves in it, & its not something that can be explained well when I get complex or detailed. I think maybe getting complex or detailed is missing the point...which is simply to live & experience life rather than get all up in my head about its meaning or "how to save the world." The more I reflect on these things, the closer I get to understanding that there's nothing I can do except to accept the current reality and make the choice to focus on the things that continue the nurturing cycle of life, including a focus on my closest relationships, building healthy new ones, repairing broken ones if possible, spending more time in nature, and in doing things that light me up so that I can be of some service to the world & not lose my motivation. Although this one is a rather intense whisper musings episode, I hope it still helps you relax & fall asleep &/or experience those feel-good ASMR tingles. You might have to turn the volume down & adjust it to a place that sounds just right for you☺️ Thanks for listening & tuning in to my existential musings about the world😅🌬🧠🥰😌

Soft whispers reading an animist story I wrote in high-school about a magical restaurant with a twist + a few more reflections on the significance of Angel #17 & then random hypnagogic speech that fades out into nothing...just the noise of the fan in the background...with random whispers here & there... Hope this helps you relax & fall asleep 😌🥱😴😴😴💤💤💤💤🌬🧠🍦🥰

Whisper Musings about my life's purpose (currently & in the years to come). I talk about my strong convictions & my Angel Number 17 guiding me (talking about the Angel Number begins at 50 minutes-ish into the episode with my relationship with writing & is later re-visted through different lenses at around an hour & 17 minutes in, with relevant tangents along the way as usual!) I am opening to all the wildness & inner wisdom within & that's what I am going to channel in my writing for my New Year's Resolution! The writing's gonna be a therapeutic resource, & I may share some of it on my website every so often, but the majority of it won't be shared until I am ready to share the whole book, whenever that is done! You can find my current writings & other art at aekbeing.crevado.com 🙂 In this episode & in general with my writing & creative process, I am letting go of perfectionism....Saving grammer edits & any other tedious edits for the end of my projects...& encouraging everyone to LEAN AWAY FROM WHAT DRAINS YOU, and INTO WHAT LIGHTS YOU UP! Even if you have to take baby steps... 😉☺️✨️

I am currently re-obsessed with Norse Mythology after a long break of ...can't count how many years it's been. I am especially interested in the etymology of Loki (& in etymology in general, across genres & subjects...) & may read more about Loki &/or other Norse Gods & Goddesses, myths, & stories in the future! Also, this is just a side-note, but I am NO EXPERT in Norse Mythology. I just find it it very fascinating & have been awed by it since I was about 11, though, I can trace back my 1st introduction to Viking & Norse influences back to my really early childhood through the music of Eluveitie (shared with me by an older cousin) & I absolutely loved some of their songs & found the female vocals very empowering as a 5 to 7 year old. Anyway, there may be another episode recorded on whisper reading the Wikipedia of Eluveitie, but this one introduces the Wikipedia page of Loki & then I jump into talking about tiny homes lol Another obsession I got back into after watching Hack My Home on Netflix & observe & enjoy my newly renovated bathroom...It got me reflecting on the time I renovated an apartment unit through the help of volunteers (I fundraised for the whole thing myself) & I am missing that type of confidence? Energy? Stamina? Practice? Or just YOUTH? Lol I had back at age 17. I've changed so much since then & yet in some ways, I feel like my values have stayed the same-I still care about creativity, sustainability, & community. I think the state of the world right now could use a tiny home village/communes/co-housing/"radical" movement of the re-purposing of spaces to decrease the amount of waste in our ecology. 🌱🌱✨️ Anyway, I will share more on my reflections on all the ways I can live with less & what that might mean for me as an artist.... This one's just a short whispered Musings + Wiki intro episode on 2 recent explorations ☺️ Enjoy! 🌱✨️ Also, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO THE PODCAST CALLED NORDIC ANIMISM (hosted by a PhD Scholar, Rune) IF YOU'RE ALSO EQUALLY CONCERNED WITH THE ENVIRONMENT & OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH IT + ALL RELATIONSHIPS IN GENERAL (including human relationships). The perspectives shared on there are ones that I truly respect and believe as the reasons why Norse Mythology & the more indigenous Nordic Viking culture always fascinated me. I would like to explore more indigenous cultures in general now...including Native American, African, & other indigenous cultures. They knew how to live in harmony with nature! & in some ways (better than us "civilized" humans today)...they knew how to live with more reverence, respect, & honor for self-sovereignty amongst themselves & other humans! 💓

Would you like to be fish that can also fly? & imagine your room underwater with the ceiling being the surface of the water, where you occasionally pop your head up & out, into the open air? Eventually ascending into the sky & flying about as you like? (Always remembering that you can come back home to the ocean in your room? Surrounded by coral)? It's somewhat how it goes... + some other random noises passing by with the background of the fan as a constant (& also what leads us to the end of the podcast episode....just fan with occasional whispers popping in...).. I wasn't sure where I was going with this one, & also got sleepy really quickly so I kinda just left it as is... The fan's noise is very sleep inducing (I hope it is for you as well!) (If you don't have your own fan on!) Enjoy this rather short whispered segment... I recorded it a few nights ago & didn't ever get around to publishing it, & tonight I am too tired to record, so here it is! Another filler, in-between episode. #random 😌 Melt into your bed & float up & away as a creature...or...simply burrow & ground deep into the grooves of your resting place, whatever helps you sleep 😌🥱😴💤💤💤💤💤🌬🧠🥰🥰✨️✨️✨️

Lots of happy giggles in this one 😁😄 My attempts at trying to explain why I think Loki as a character might represent the neutrino in Quantum Physics lol & then high vibe Musings about the latest episode of Loki (Science/Fiction) that I just finished watching...(no big spoilers! I promise!) More WILD theories about the nature & purpose of neutrinos, my excitement for flying cars, drone fireworks, maybe a technology with which we can capture images by blinking without inserting a chip in our brains? 😮🌬🧠🥱😴😴🙃🥰✨️✨️✨️P.S-The best parts of this episode begin at 19ish min in🙂Stick around...there's a mini motivational speech in there 😜 Thanks for tuning in 🥰🥰🥰 WATCH LOKI!!! (Not if you're trying to get to sleep now though... get insight timer and put on a Yoga Nidra for that...but when you're NOT trying to sleep, watch Loki) 😁

Listen to the sounds of crunching feet on sand, waves crashing on the shore, gentle water, whisperings about echolocation & seeing truth in the silence & sound, & a brief dream share with an interpretation about trusting the universe. Thanks for joining me & letting me bring sounds to your ears ☺️🥰🍦🧠🌬

Uplifting whispered life updates & old soul reflections🥰🍦🧠😙🌬✨️✨️✨️🌌

It's been rough! I share a summary of what's been making my world feel shaky recently & also 3 wins/things I am proud of myself for having done today. Sharing is healing.

I whisper read to you a chapter & half of World of Wonders by Aimee Nezhukumatathil, along with my usual life update tangents & other relevant tangents 😁🧠🍦🤓📖🥰🌌🌌🌌😴💤💤💤💕💕

I grew out my nails just for you. It was fun tapping on things and scratching on things with it😁🧠🍦🥰✨️

Crunching-Rocks, Leaves, Soft Singing, Highway Sounds, Birds Chirping, some random sound I can't identity...me opening the zipper on my bag? Plenty of background white noise, especially from times I stopped (often) to collect nature-y things as materials for my eco sculpture. Some jibberish from people talking in the background occasionally, & more! Listen for the gems (or shall I call them the "Easter eggs?" since I was on this trail on Easter Sunday) of the typical & maybe some not-so-typical sounds of a nature trail. Join me on my walk from that day & let it lull you to sleep😌😴😴😴🧠🍦🥰🥰🥰😴😴😴🍃🍂🌿☘️🌱🌾

Another break from Ender's Game! I whisper read a recent interesting dream I had, without interpreting tooooo much (there might be more dream analysis I have to do if the dream or themes from it pop up for me in the future....). Then I somehow go on many tangents about where I am at in life, how I feel about money & the larger social structures that be, & muse on about things I am genuinely curious about & currently developing a healthier relationship to! In the last 15 minutes or so, I've just added a clip from another night in which I didn't end up publishing cuz I fell asleep, but it consists of very slow and sleepy sounding, barely audible but still there whispers...about trying to guide you through a visual foot massage, but I end up falling into hypnagogic states a lot & thus begin whisper rambling about checking things out at the store because now I'm having dreams about being a part time cashier since that's what I do for 4 hours a week in my waking life. Lol there's fan noise in the background to add to the drone like quality at the end...which is basically just random bits of whispered gibberish about toes, receipts, & rewards cards. They've got the script drilled into my head lol

Whisper reading chapter 10 of Ender's Game with the white noise of my room's fan in the background. My fan switches up its sound (yes, I am talking about the fan as if it's got its own mind). All jokes aside though, my fan's been making a strange, deep, storm like, wave like sound ever since the AC tech worked on the AC unit outside...it's potentially been 1 of the underlying environmental causes of 2 recent nightmares, but I've had some really nice dreams recently as well ☺️ So it all balances out. I hope you enjoy this 44min, 11seconds (lucky lucky numbered episode-not planned but just happened to end this way!) on 11/04 😁 It's the birthday of the person who catalyzed me into making this podcast. Send him lucky birthday vibes & all your ASMR love! His birthday is either today or ....yesterday? I feel terrible for not remembering the exact date...but I know I'm close if not right on the dot! 🌬🧠🥰✨️✨️✨️🥱🥱💤💤💤😴😴😴💖💖💖💓 Edit- So the episode is no longer 44:11 because I wanted to whisper a happy birthday to the person whose birthday it is around this time & that extended the time in the episode! Also, happy birthday to all the taboo breaking, rule challenging, intelligent (& "too intelligent for their own good,") but ultimately honest and empowering Scorpios out there who are celebrating their birthdays this time of year! When you're sharing your "good side," shining your light & living in integrity, you're helping others do the same, empowering the best in others and in yourselves! Now I know all signs can do this in their own way, and astrology is way more than your sun sign, but...I just wanted to give a special shout out to the Scorpio that inspired this podcast & all the other intensely honest & deeply caring Scorpios in the world! Whether you're tuned into this episode, & the message at the end, or not, I see & appreciate your intense magic. When it comes from the heart, it's a force of alchemy for positive changes in people (or at least it was/is in me, if not other people). Be the light you see in others...we cannot see another's light without knowing we have it in ourselves, & we cannot see another's shadow or darkness without also knowing we have it within us. 😌☯️

I just whisper babble about the amazing weekend I had in a loving & intentional community called Daybreaker. I share my highlights & am feeling uber grateful for my best GF & all the COURAGEOUS people I met this weekend that made this event elevated! Plus...a prompt for you to reflect on as we near the end of the year- What are you ready to let go off so that its energy can be transformed into love & light? So that YOU can feel lighter? I am grateful for Dance Circles, Intentional Dance Communities, Emotional Healing through Movement, Yoga, Music, & Meditation! Collective Healing Vibes. Love feels like this- Safe Containers of Freedom, Expression & Non-Judgement. We create our community. 😌🙏🏼✨️💓✨️Don't let the suffering of the world make your heart cold. The warmth & the light we all need is within each of us & in the warmth & light we share with each other. Lean into the tenderness of your own heart that sees the tenderness in the heart of another, even another who might be suffering immensely. Love heals all.

I've been exploring Human Design a lot recently. My favorite podcast is the DayLuna Human Design Podcast. The hosts of that podcast are 2 very intelligent & very loving, confident women that are helping spread the message of the power in coming home to our own true nature and expressing the best parts of ourselves & supporting others to do the same. Listening to them, it's like they're exuding love. I highly recommend...especially listening to their earlier episodes & how they got where they are now based on the power of shifting their beliefs and embracing an abundance mindset. I reflect on how understanding my Energy Type (through Human Design language) is helping me become more confident, love & respect myself & others more, & gain self-efficacy through consistency. ~~~ Ender's Game Whispers begin around 21min...or just after that...a couple seconds into 21min...In this chapter of Ender's Game, we begin to see character development in Valentine & Peter (a break from the camera being on Ender & his life at Battle School) & the philosophy of power gets introduced in a new light. The importance of the changing relationship between a previously & naturally more violent & naturally non-violent person, & how their dynamics shift each other-what they learn from each other... This chapter switches back & forth between Valentine's point of view, & Peter's point of view...to give is the most unfiltered truth from each character's unfiltered thoughts & slightly more filtered speech (especially from Valentine). This is the beginning of a hint at the power of the divine feminine, although not discussed in this way in this chapter.... it's how I see Valentine's power. Her ability to empathize...even with her brother, who she's seen skinning squirrels. How...she is able to empathize with someone whose actions she would never imitate...and how that empathy helps her form strategic alliances & even help keep the balance between her formerly violent brother Peter & the rest of the people that she might view as more "innocent." She also understands her own shadow, as described in this chapter, & doesn't deny it...but understands that one can both enjoy power AND be genuinely caring at the same time- that those 2 ideas or experiences don't have to be separate & can actually potentially help a lot of people when combined. They're only 12 & 10, but their intelligence, care, self-awareness, & even some wisdom.... is above average. As they get older, this only improves and refines. A pretty intellectually intense chapter!

I read more from the book mentioned in previous episodes & whisper babble to help you sleep or relax! And contemplate! Thanks for listening!

Nature Sounds of birds chirping at twilight to start, whispered reflections about listening to myself & what calls me (with my fan noise in the background & Lora of long pauses) & brief paragraphs read from the section titled A Developmental Spiral from Awakening The Heros Within by Carol S. Pearson, + reflections to end. Skip to 9:58 if you're only interested in hearing the whispered readings from the book! 😌 Sleep, relax, ponder... Thanks for listening!