Amor Fati /OFS

A podcast about anything, as long as it's real. Feelings. Thoughts about any topic come up. This could be me talking #stonks like #GME & #AMC for an hour or crying about #ParentalAlienation or #capitalism or my ex #Narcissist Or it could simply be me, rambling on about my life, which is difficult but I love. #ENFP #dry #single mom #Queer #BlackLivesMatter #OWS #Hoosier #cannabis #freePalestine #veg #NVC Goonies never say die

A short update but yes, I believe my ex is fucking his sister, and I am not even shocked.

I just hope it started as adults. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-15
07:04

My exes white supremacist family blamed me for melee-

I was really upset when I recorded this so don't listen if that bothers you. I get blamed for lots of shit I didn't do, regularly. I've had it with racists! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-14
26:05

This is more than one episode

Talking about my unfortunate past relationship --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-22
52:52

My ex with Narcissistic Personality Disorder comes around for a spell, he's having a psychotic break

Ex is acting wild. Glass in my feet. Stonks. Keeping it real while I smoke --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-11
25:20

I'm really done. I couldn't make myself go back to him now. He's Narcissistic Personality Disorder

I've hit my threshold with Narcissistic abuse - I'm done with the shit! He can lie to someone else, which he is literally doing right now. I've been spying on him, he knows it. He didn't go to work cause he likes this woman he fucked last night. They're talking & fucking. It's 3pm so I'd say he's trying to reel one in or he spent his paycheck on GFE. Either way who cares. I realized the way he looks at me, speaks to me, treats me in every way is as if IM HIS ENEMY & HE HATES ME. He's uncaring and cold because he's using me to make himself feel a certain way. It doesn't work anymore. He was such a small chapter in my life really, I feel relief today, knowing I will never allow someone to disrespect me and knowing my intuition is actually 100% accurate after all. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

11-11
34:36

Bridges were burned w the Narc. Heartbroken, purposeless bc parental alienation, I await the #MOASS

The bizarre tale of me only seeing what I want to see. #Neptune is the only #planet in my #1sthouse. I had hope where there was never any. I spied on him and found out he's a skeezer, cheater, whoremonger, incestuously involved w sister/s & had another girlfriend. I'm sober and my youngest kid will not come home, refuses to. Is staying at dads. I don't know why besides the influence of others. Idk really. I feel drifting and purposeless without them or anything really. They were the anchor. The good news is, MOASS is soon! Then Vegas where I find my purpose, meet my brethren #Apes and take hallucinogens hopefully! I have that. At least I was smart enough to yolo ALL my money into GME & AMC! It's not much but I believe it's enough to change my life and my kids lives. And my community because I am going to do so many nice things for us all in my hood. I live in the projects! I'm going to do something crazy for the other people that live here, too. (Except the guys that beat their wives in the hallway- they can gtfo) Anyway, comments are welcome, no matter what they're about --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

12-03
20:43

Worlds Best Bartender

My first Friday night tending the bar at my newish job! I obviously killed it & won many awards for my genius performance, the highlight of the evening being when my manager subtly reminded me that a bartender actually takes orders from the people at the bar! No problem, they've only been there for 45 minutes! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

01-15
07:03

My ex pwNPD took the time to remind me (very painfully) of how little they respect or care about me.

In the past month I spied on my guy, who became my ex guy. We had a 7 year pattern of still trying to reconcile a couple times a year, in which I took a huge L each time, it felt. I no longer will tolerate poor treatment. I will learn to trust myself more. #Narcissist #NPD #ASPD #sadist #cheater #liar #user #hater #ex #scrote #heartbreak #loss #grief #resilience #strength #truelove #loyalty #honesty #integrity #respect #boundaries #intuition #sadness #betrayal --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

11-02
51:23

I got some confirmation

My ex with NPD, in fact, is having incestuous sex regularly with his 3 sisters, as I suspected. My thoughts. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

02-23
12:03

Figuring out humans is impossible, here's a try

Pain is inevitable. Sometimes people we care about don't like us and we must accept that when it happens. It's easier if they tell you. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

02-22
22:39

Drive home

Random af --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

02-10
46:21

Driving home

Winding down, staying whelmed --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

02-09
13:07

Updates

Updates --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

01-31
24:28

In My Feelings

A pattern of invalidation and gaslighting, mistrust since I was 2 years old reveals itself. I'm glad I can finally see this when it's happening and figure it out. #mentalhealth #gaslighting #triangulation #sabotage #NPD #validation #self-awareness #growth #self-love #parentalalienation #CPTSD #trauma #trust --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

01-29
35:28

4 years off booze

I guess I got some shit to say. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

01-08
27:35

Probably final episode.

Parental alienation continues. I got a job. Spending time alone, learning more about Stoicism and many other things. My life. My ex doesn't exist to me anymore. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

12-24
27:06

Diamond Hands

Hold the line for smaller #Apes #MOASS #GME #AMC --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-06
03:12

Roasting scrotes singlehandedly. Talking #Stonks HODL THE LINE #domesticviolence #projects #poverty

#waronwomen #fml #life --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

10-06
30:00

Hey guys! More updates from my life, the world at large, and my take on some of it.

Fuck the Proud Boys. Fuck war and corporate greed. I may talk #stonks #GME #AMC because i am an Ape and i like the stock. Love to my Ape fam - im losing my mind with you all! #MOASS! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

08-28
00:44

Parental Alienation Part 2

Here I express how frustrated I am with all of this. How much it hurts to have your kids look at you differently, or to notice that they do. Im pretty sure he told them i was going to die. Surprise! #parenting #sobriety #parentalalienation #motherhood #divorce #abuse #trauma #growth #women #motherless #power #patriarchy #capitalism #mentalhealth --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/onfrontstreet/message

08-29
14:54

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