The bizarre tale of me only seeing what I want to see. #Neptune is the only #planet in my #1sthouse. I had hope where there was never any. I spied on him and found out he's a skeezer, cheater, whoremonger, incestuously involved w sister/s & had another girlfriend. I'm sober and my youngest kid will not come home, refuses to. Is staying at dads. I don't know why besides the influence of others. Idk really. I feel drifting and purposeless without them or anything really. They were the anchor. The good news is, MOASS is soon! Then Vegas where I find my purpose, meet my brethren #Apes and take hallucinogens hopefully! I have that. At least I was smart enough to yolo ALL my money into GME & AMC! It's not much but I believe it's enough to change my life and my kids lives. And my community because I am going to do so many nice things for us all in my hood. I live in the projects! I'm going to do something crazy for the other people that live here, too. (Except the guys that beat their wives in the hallway- they can gtfo) Anyway, comments are welcome, no matter what they're about

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