My Pen My Sword

#7 MIND MINING - Overcoming Failure Failure is expirenced by all human. The lessons you learn makes who you are and how sucessfull you become. Listen to Saurab and Shivaji talking about how to deal with failure and how to overcome it.  If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear on or want to join our podcast for an episode then please mail us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com or DM us at IG- my_pen_my_sword (IG).  Subscribe to our youtube channel to support us more.  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChDc4s8yghxOxXRcON3M9TA

#6 MIND MINING - The Social Media Mess - With Debasish Roy Debashis is a explorer and a passionate motorbike rider. Explore the way he take up motorbike riding and makes into his passion. He provideds some pro tips on how to travel and all the necessery things you need for a Ride. Follow Debasish on youtube by clicking the link below.  https://youtube.com/c/DroyVlogs6Q97 If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear on or want to join our podcast for an episode then please mail us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com or DM us at IG- my_pen_my_sword (IG).

#5 - Mind Mining - The Social Media Mess Social media is a doubel edge sword it can either make or break you. Join us as we ponder about how Social Media have changed and how it has become a huge mess. Living in the word of internet we need to make sure we use social media wisely and have a perfect balance as all things should be.  If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear on or want to join our podcast for an episode then please mail us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com or DM us at IG- my_pen_my_sword (IG).

#5 - MIND MINING - Impact Of Music - With Shivaji Sikdar Music has a deep sense of influnce in everyone's life and as we grow old its fun to look back and listen to the old tracks and see how music has grown and evolved. This podcast is all about music and how it has impacted us starting from our childhood till now. Enjoy.  If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear on or want to join our podcast for an episode then please mail us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com or DM us at IG- my_pen_my_sword (IG)

#4 - MIND MINING - Psychology 101  - With Songbriti Nath Songbriti Nath is a psychologist, therapist, mental health expert and a writer who is here to spead awarness on Mental Health depression and happiness. We are helping spread positivity and mental health across India. You can reach Songbriti Nath at the following email songbriti.nath@gmail.com. If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear on or want to join our podcast for an episode then please mail us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com or DM us at IG- my_pen_my_sword (IG).

#S6.7 Drug Addiction Too many stress, I guess I needed a fix cuz back when I started, I was clean but then it got harder to quit now my friends are getting high they probably might die no one ever wondered why, why too many of us stay high? the trauma the cause my friends stay numb spitting blood from mouth looking in the mirror see what they have become I probably might have been gone when I was 20 addiction becoming the cause as the world turned filthy it all started in the hoods now the whole nation suffers youths in punjab suffocating shaking wonder when it's gonna be over? it kills me inside how do I end this?  I'm getting restless lookin back, this is not why I began this, I just wanted to be in peace the stress I wanted to release but it became an addiction I guess I'm stuck with it now I wonder if they feel me it no longer heals me if I had a gun I probably would've killed me it's circulating in society and this hurts and pains drug dealers being healers providing drugs bt it's vain I can't go out I can't face the public I'm tired I'm exhausted my mind and heart always conflicts how can I stop this pain I guess I need a morphine doctor help me, no weed no heroine ain't costlier than a medicine it's a feign, so before I blackout, i don't think I'll be a college pass out this thing ruining me i even arguing with my girl so she feels left out now my mind going crazy alone it's hard and I wonder if I ever be a normal person with a big heart They try to send me to a rehabilitation  I suffer I suffocate will I'll be fine? show me an indication so before I go O.D. and D.O.A. I pray to the god I hope I'll stay  my demons talking to me I'm stucked in this mess and I'm depressed activist protesting against drugs they even show it in the press but farmers still plant them drug dealers still sell kill you for some money it's a story nobody tells too many souls suffered it's hard to contemplate  save a soul from drugs before its too late. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S5.6 Morning Prayer Woke up in the morning n i say my prayers lord its a new day help me to see it clear m thankful that m still here, give me the strength to deal with this negativity m all about the impact cuz what we do in this life echoes in eternity all i see is divinity wherever i look it brought me closer to u like a reader to a book my world got shook as more wisdom i gained realised if you're happy then u gotta go thru the pain just like how the sun comes after the stormy rain while i tryna remain sane but the world is going insane  so m looking for reality going above my rationality hoping god for u to bless me in mysterious ways and with this morning prayer lord i begin my days Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain BECOME A PATREON AND GET A CHANCE TO APPEAR ON OUR SHOW !! https://www.patreon.com/user?u=62289538

#S5.05 When I Am Hurt I Go To The Church Sometimes you're getting, sometimes you're losing every single second u end up choosing the decisions that u make the dollar that u break for temporary possessions u put your mind n health at stake hope ur friends are not fake that leaves u alone and i hope your people are not the one who doesn't bother if u stayed or gone complicated human intentions soul shaking interactions now it's hard to find compassion on this earth so when m hurt i go to the church think i lost myself, lord can u help me search?suddenly m not the person who i used to be now there's just shadow of my past that left in me and i hope i can see with my clear intention not a filtered view just divine intervention no more drama no more pain no more trauma that makes it all insane there's nothing blue no human will make it new and there's no one in the earth so when m hurt i go to the church i think i lost myself, lord can u help me search? Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S5.4 Awaken Saint The purpose of life and all the possibilities your Karma defines yoir life and your opportunities conserve your kindness not everybody deserve it people show true colour pay attention and observe it peace of mind its one of a kind dont let it get disturb by anybody its a gift from holy divine stay humble and keep your talents combine you'll be fine remember that through your stress time unwind the evil embrace the good learn to listen and keep quite when you got misunderstood your time will come, things will change you are blessed with truth, while most of the youth sounds strange be a better man to make them understand if it was easy then everybody would've had a plan everybody gets hurt don't carry grudges leave it to the lord hr witnesses and judges his court always do fair judgement, he dont need no witness or clue keep doing the good and he'll pull you out from the blue discover yourself while u feel his existence once you know you're blessed you'll always feel his presence these are my doctrines and beliefs, my world i tryna paint after all the things I've been through i feel like I'm an awaken saint Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S5.3 Save Me Again Dear God, If I fall tonight give me the strength to stand back up there's alot to do and i feel like I'm a little fucked up in my mind there's a cyclone I'm searching for truth what can i do I'm just a human, cleanse my mind as i run back to you i know I'm strong but right now i guess i need a miracle these times are hard, living in the age of cynical was too young to experience the pain but too old to deal with it but with the grace of God i somehow handled it i kept learning nothing gone in vain  nights are again turning darker come save me again Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S5.2 Dear God Dear God, I still remember praying for the things I once wished for I still remember the times I was bewildered with the thought for whom I'm living for I was just existing in a world which is consisting of fictions and reality both side always conflicting parallel universe makes more sense  in this unholy world it act like lens you can see what u want only if u pay attention too many victims of their own game i call it a detention i shed so many tears when I'm all alone for my peers i lost in this journey now they all gone the world always changing i notice it every once in a while temporary attractions causing mayhem it's juvenile in my darkest days when i lose it all I'll still have the courage to stand tall i dont care anymore who left me cuz i believe lord you'll protect me Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S5.01 - O Holy Light  O holy light  please shine upon me would u let my stress go away n help me sleep in this world I loved I think I dived too deep in my heart there are pieces remains and when the sun came out I felt empty  no cause to continue it felt like defeat and my soul was aching, cuz of some people I wish I never should've met or lost now my existence has altered its course and now the wind drifts me away o let me fly far far away not to a place where I should've stayed but the place where I belong today and with each stroke of my luck I look back and made my life work cuz it's not easy to endure a human life u gotta carry on even if u feel not right same days and the same nights we have to see so o holy light please shine upon me would you let my stress go away n help me sleep. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.10 Humans Never Get Satisfied We are humans we never get satisfied we always strive to achieve more we dont settle for what we have anymore we always ask what's next from here some of us stumble beacasye life's unfair we are full of greed, hope it won't eat us alive but if we survive through such situation yet again we thrive the world look smaller as we get bigger too many mysteries mankind have figured are we gettin wiser or its just a growing phase we are just humans trapped in this reality how can we escape? greens are turning brown ain't no jungles we surronded by buildings around we searched for stones but didnt settled until we found jewels who would've known that whatever stones that shines its value always will be bigger we reached to the stars, galaxies and universe tryna capture the whole universe but its a thing we can never rehearse  planets, stars and moon all would be captured soon we ain't immortal so we gonna die because we are just humans yet we never get satisfied. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.9 Where is the love ? So tell me where is the love? where's the affection? why innocent people suffers in the battle of the nations? hatred inside no compassion humanity connection declining something is wrong need correction because they'll be dropping bombs see what human has become can't see another nation our heart turned so numb so can you see where it's leading  children are crying and they bleeding away from home tell me how you'll be feeling ? like condition in Syria and what happened in France  it's happening around the world if you can notice and glance even in your own country my people also suffered disgraced human races like terrorists when it gonna be over?  looking at the coverage in the news and papers I pray for the sufferers to the world's creator what we gonna teach to the upcoming generation? what about the value of love and compassion? Being a human we gotta serve for humanity if that's the case then I guess we're losing our clarity I guess now enough is enough because stuffs like this makes me questioning where is the love ? Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.8 Generation Drop Old school soul tryna focus on living the generation drops gotta start believing nobody listening aint nobody paying attention they controlling ur mind n ur still paying the ransom whats up son? whats wrong with u you're aimless that's what i can see whenever I meet u thats okay i was like that too but what the class teach u  ur getting older these lil kids tryna reach u they copy ur style its like they believe u but u have broken wings I can only show u the way but cant lead u its ur struggle to choose the right from the wrong  the same pressure a person feels that Eminem expressed in lose yourself song tryna see the bigger picture dont hang around with fools who got money to spend on things they don't need just to show they're cool but what abt the days when ur broke or cant take a stand guess its the tym to see who really is your friend I see all these faces of young boys with attitude going nowhere fast gonna crash so they gotta cherish the gratitude growing up in a wrong way having confidence for what? blinded with fantasies gonna regret alot crazy how time have changed now they dont have a boundary  gotta search your essence so ur parents and u urself can say "m proud of me" instead i see them go sloppy n flop act like man, enough of the dumb shit just stop cuz m really sick of watching this generation drop. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.6 World through my eyes Come see the world through my eyes tell me what u witnessed? do you feel the same, it's regardless of your wishlist can you see the sufferings can you see the brokes? can you see the death in life and can u see there's no hope? can you see the beggars begging for your emotions? all they want is your heart because money can't satisfy their commotion can you see the brokens can you see their pain? it's like they tryna hide it but then wanna tell you why they're insane can you see those invisible tears? underneath those eyes lies their deepest fears can you see the souls in need? we bounded by more always full of greed can you see the people that never make it home? did you ever noticed the people who u used to see but now they're gone can you see the blurry eyes of those who lost their love ones in early age no clarity can you see the scared children victim of inequality I see things I can't deny what can I do so I pray looking at the sky I guess it's so little to help cuz imma less cruel don't get me wrong I just have a big heart, not a fool although it's hard to witness such things when you have a big heart come see the world through my eyes you'll see the things that are falling apart. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.5 Scandalous World I see blurry faces in these unholy places no humanity it's disgraced human races contradictory of the picture they taught us this world is full of constant threats how can we focus? is it a waste of educational functions? when we meet the world's real introduction things like the first bribe they told us to give and take to make the system work which sounds like a fake and the officials ain't doing their jobs have you ever wonder why there are criminals who robs? why there's so many greedy when they taught us about the value of time betraying for money like they got toxic in their mind it's all crazy I know the young people will understand this growing up in a world where everything's scandalous we are losing our charm no humanity to help god not always save you sometimes you gotta do it yourself sometimes I wonder why there are fake friends like you haven't done anything wrong to someone why the bond has to end? does jealousy becomes a thing? expectedly or unexpectedly the hate it'll bring somethings will always happen that we cant control individual minds of people got their story to be told sometimes its crazy I know the young people will understand this growing up in the world where everything's scandalous. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain Reach us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com

#S4.4 Be the real man through giving What if Mandela would've never stood for blacks? what if Dalai Lama would've never spoke for peace? what if Guevara would've never sparked the fire of revolution in the youth on the streets? what if Gandhi would've never chosen ahimsa and done the hunger strikes? what if million of peope and Martin Luther King Jr would've never sacrificed their life for the civil rights ? as I recall the events they all tried to "give" did they done all that for money? na! it was all for their beliefs so only a man can be a man  understand this my friend they can only be a man through giving so when the time will come, through death or by gun the world will remember you when you will be leaving, taking our chances we all came from similar masses attended the similar classes  now we can see the time passes are we growing wiser? or committing the same mistakes tryna stay real in a world full of snakes and fakes I've seen the dumbest met the wiser some helpless souls and some fearless fighters never give up what you believe in tryna understand what it feels like living, because you don't need a reason to know that you are stronger than these tough season so only a man can be a man  understand this my friend they can only be a man through giving so when the time will come, through death or by gun the world will remember you when you will be leaving. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain Reach us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com

#S4.2 Suzy- The Palestinian story Suzy Eshkuntana is a 6 years old Palestinian airstrike survivor in Gaza, the airstrike took her mother and her 4 siblings luckily her father survived and they both reunited in the hospital, this poem is a just a story of many children like Suzy who are facing the terror and chaos of the world, can u see the bigger picture? LYRICS -  She raised from ashes never going down its been too long now this strength she finally found destruction everywhere they tore the buildings down children are crying but nobody hears their sound through bombs and rockets they cursed the holy land all is left are debris and there's no helping hand  killing innocents in airstrikes people are dying who's gonna pay the price? she was with her family in her home They bombed her house now her family is gone it took her mother and her four siblings bombs were exploding she still remembers her ears being ringing trapped in debris for seven hours she was alone crying for help calling for her family who were gone rescuers finally came  took her out of debris what a crazy world where survival isn't free They took her to hospital to treat her wounds  But nobody talks about the trauma these kids face, what about those inner wounds? She got better and then she found out her father survived, they reunited in hospital and cried their heart out Suzy Eshkuntana is her name Just like Suzy there are other children with different names many killed in the battle of politics from Israel, Palestine to Gaza strip When will the violence stop? until these so called in power becomes dead corps? and when these survivor kids grow up they'll remember those who are deceased its pity that so many people have to die to know the value of peace. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and Edited by Sumon Gohain Reach us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com

#S4.2 Ostracism Now can you picture a young man's thoughts battling in his own mind what misery it brought plus I got some demons running free they coming for my throat nights are different, it reminded me of the wars that I fought so don't blame me for being me in a world I didn't create raise by hustlers, never bow down always retaliate because when the fate arrives I gotta be strong  never lose hope always praying, lord take me where I belong there's too much injustice  got me screaming fuck it! how can we rely when they use us, how can I trust this ? so I bust this now comprehend where we come from  youth getting high and why there are guns drawn? who got the power to suppress the revolution? modern slavery ain't no part of human evolution it's a notion so understand the scene  lean to the truth  before the whole goddamn generation becomes an aimless youth  I see head wid no brains bigger thoughts hard to understand by an average man  it's insane when you realised the bigger picture  sitting low watching time fly, drinking cheap liquor so I never saw it coming was too busy bullshitting always running so I learnt lessons as I grow old time of our lives got memories like gold but there's ain't no more love in the hood so my heart's gone jealousy and envy are factors got me roll alone  bad times revealing who's real and who's fake sorry if m a late bloomer but this moment is mine to take. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published by Sumon Gohain Reach us at mypenmysword2909@gmail.com