#S4.2 Ostracism

Now can you picture a young man's thoughts

battling in his own mind what misery it brought

plus I got some demons running free they coming for my throat

nights are different, it reminded me of the wars that I fought

so don't blame me for being me in a world I didn't create

raise by hustlers, never bow down always retaliate

because when the fate arrives I gotta be strong 

never lose hope always praying, lord take me where I belong

there's too much injustice 

got me screaming fuck it!

how can we rely when they use us, how can I trust this ? so I bust this

now comprehend where we come from 

youth getting high and why there are guns drawn?

who got the power to suppress the revolution?

modern slavery ain't no part of human evolution

it's a notion so understand the scene 

lean to the truth 

before the whole goddamn generation becomes an aimless youth 

I see head wid no brains

bigger thoughts hard to understand by an average man 

it's insane when you realised the bigger picture 

sitting low watching time fly, drinking cheap liquor

so I never saw it coming

was too busy bullshitting always running

so I learnt lessons as I grow old

time of our lives got memories like gold

but there's ain't no more love in the hood so my heart's gone

jealousy and envy are factors got me roll alone 

bad times revealing who's real and who's fake

sorry if m a late bloomer but this moment is mine to take.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published by Sumon Gohain

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