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Welcome! I’m Christine Nicole, Mama, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Bodycherish Skincare Formulator & this is my channel where we have thought-provoking & TRUTH-seeking conversations about the power of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. We also talk about ASTROLOGY, what’s taking place in your sky & what themes your soul came here to grow through so you can be your most AUTHENTIC SELF and much, much more!!
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Ever wonder how someone's life ACTUALLY changes as a result of plant medicine or going on one of those "ayahuasca retreats?" Well, this video shares just that!! I hope you enjoy :)
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(0:00) Intro
(0:40) PTSD healing
(2:04) Less reactivity and more conscious responding
(3:55) Manifesting new via pattern interruption
(5:44) Sugar addiction gone!
(7:22) Confidence & voice came back
(9:49) Became social again (after 2nd round of dark night of the soul)
(11:14) Laughing again
(12:05) Sleeping better
(12:54) Quit Starbucks vice
(15:10) Making peace with my life's journey
(16:58) Attracted new teachers
(17:41) Optimism and excitement again:)!!
(18:39) 2nd retreat was harder & gruelling...
(19:21) Invite for those looking for support :)
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In episode 111, I teach all about the influence of Saturn. I hope you enjoy!! This is part 1 of a 2 part series and the 2nd broadcast was recorded in video format and can be found on Youtube here.
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(0:00) Podcast intro
(0:33 - 2:09) Let's go deeper with your astrological houses (life sectors)
(2:10 - 3:40) Saturn: where you've faced challenge after challenge
(3:41 - 5:47) Discipline, hard work, effort and maturity
(5:48 -6:49) Location of the houses
(6:50 - 7:54) First house rules all things.. YOU!
(7:55 - 14:33) Saturn in the 1st house (challenges then gifts)
(14:34 - 15:38) Second house rules all things.. resources & money!
(15:39 - 18:37) Saturn in the 2nd house (challenges then gifts)
(18:38 - 19:50) Third house rules all things communication, learning, teaching, websites, siblings, neighbourhoods and more
(19:51 - 21:56) Saturn in the 3rd house (challenges then gifts)
(21:57 - 23:44) Fourth house rules all things.. family, growing up, ancestry, home/living environment, root origin beliefs/patterns, etc.
(23:45 - 26:40) Saturn in the 4th house (challenges then gifts)
(26:41 - 29:58) My personal example
(29:59 - 31:05) Bodycherish skincare spotlight
(31:06 - 32:20) Fifth house rules all things.. creativity, joy, passion, pleasure, romance, children, entrepreneurship, etc.
(32:21 - 32:08) We how we choose to learn, grow and evolve
(32:09 - 36:19) Saturn in the 5th house (challenges then gifts)
(36:20 - ) Sixth house rules all things.. daily routines (work, health, etc.)
(37:00 - 39:29) Saturn in the 6th house (my personal example)
(39:30 - 41:34) Seventh house rules all things.. 1:1 relationships (my example)
(41:35 - 42:29) Learning where all YOUR planets are transiting now
(42:30 - 45:11) Finding excitement and optimism about your future!!
(45:12 - 47:22) Synastry readings coming (you and your partner or you and your child)
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In epi 110, (which you can watch the video version on youtube), I dive deep into what astrology actually is and how & why it is SUCH an intricate, detailed system largely based in mathematics and minimally based on your sun sign that is often NOT an accurate snapshot of you and certainly not a indicator of what is happening right now in your life. I hope you enjoy!!
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TESTIMONIALS:
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💖REIKI Healing
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(0:00) Podcast intro
(0:33 - 1:25) Why your sun sign zodiac sign is an inaccurate snapshot
(1:26 - 2:15) "You don't really believe in astrology?"
(2:16 - 3:03) Reasons astrology wouldn't make sense
(3:04 - 3:53) Placements of all the celestial bodies the moment you incarnated
(3:54 - 5:09) Birth natal chart
(5:10 - 6:20) Planets, zodiac signs and 12 houses
(6:21 - 7:52) Example of how this expresses energy
(7:53 - 8:59) Mars in aries example
(9:00 - 10:32) House systems (sectors of life examples)
(10:33 - 11:10) Ascendant or rising sign
(11:11- 12:18) Moon sign meaning
(12:19 - 14:46) Your Soul picks your birth chart & planetary cycles
(14:47 - 15:56) Bodycherish skincare spotlight (The Duo)
(15:57 - 16:29) Multiple charts to analyze, including transits
(16:30 - 17:32) Venus transiting example entering 5th house
(17:33 - 18:55) Secondary progressed chart and moon transits
(18:56 - 19:19) Connecting all the dots!
(19:20 - 20:09) Challenging placements (& Saturn)
(20:10 - 20:59) What to expect (gifts the planet will leave)
(21:00 - 23:19) Making it all make sense (deep dive 90 min live session)
(23:20 - 23:36) Outro
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In episode 109, I dive deep into the teachings of both Neville Goddard and the channeled wisdom from Bashar. See timestamps for the details and I hope you enjoy!!
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(0:00) Podcast intro
(0:33) Silver lining in EVERY single challenge
(2:20) Navigating the eye of the storm
(3:00) Neville Goddard & Bashar teachings
(5:00) Bashar: chosen perspectives
(7:00) Finding domino effect
(7:45) Only 1 cause - Me!
(8:50) What is my mental atmosphere creating more of?
(10:25) Regaining present moment awareness
(11:20) Feelings are self-generated from within not externally
(12:30) Catching the train (of thought) before it leaves the station on the old tracks
(13:40) Conscious responding versus reacting
(14:10) As above, so below | as within, so without
(14:45) My journey with PTSD (regaining control over brain mis-firing)
(17:50) Neville Goddard teachings (imagination / state of consciousness creates your reality)
(20:20) You Are the Universe Personified (an individuation of God or Consciousness experiencing itself)
(22:50) Bodycherish Skincare Spotlight!
(23:55) Learning through opposites (transcendence) to grow and evolve the Soul
(25:00) You are God and made of Divine Intelligence
(26:00) Incarnating into earth with amnesia forgetting this higher wisdom
(26:50) The name of God in the bible is "I Am"
(27:30) Your state of consciousness becomes your reality pushed out
(28:45) Reclaiming your power (empowerment vs victim consciousness to create a new reality)
(29:40) Circumstances don't matter, only my state of being matters!
(30:00) Your current 3D reality is merely an echo of the past (how you've been thinking, feeling, perceiving and assuming)
(31:00) Updating the old software in my belief systems
(32:00) Is this a "simulation" - yes.
(33:00) One dimension out of many for the Soul to play, learn, grow and evolve
(34:00) Levels of consciousness and the oversoul
(35:00) You have all the power to shift and change your life
(36:00) Physics and reality creation
(37:00) What is showing up right now is old news (echo from the past habitual state of being)
(38:00) When a set back shows up despite doing all the things...
(40:00) Holding your faith and gaining resilience
(41:00) You choose your challenges and YOU get yourself out of them
(42:00) Sabian symbol (rainbow after the storm)
(43:00) Astrology deep dives to understand your life
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In episode 108, I share about some major twists and turns I have been navigating including embarking on a 2nd ayahuasca retreat this past September as well as moving 3 times in the last 13 months!
I also explain how what's going on in your sky, including the secondary progressed chart and current transits MASSIVELY influence what is happening in your life and how long it will last!
I hope you enjoy!!
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TESTIMONIALS:
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💖REIKI Healing
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(0:00) Podcast intro
(0:33) Life Update
(5:25) Astrological Influences & Finding Meaning
(7:10) How the Soul Evolves (learning through opposites)
(9:00) 2nd Ayahuasca Retreat Details
(10:30) Healing Powers of Plant Medicine
(11:30) Facing Childhood Origin Traumas
(12:50) What Was Tremendously Hard...
(14:00) Only Way Out Is Through
(15:15) Subconscious Mind In Charge
(17:00) Shocking Revelations
(18:45) No Regrets!
(20:15) Monumental STRESS
(22:00) Moving Again.. and Again.. and AGAIN!
(23:20) Sacrifice for Long Game Vision
(24:50) Mama Bear on a Mission
(25:20) Not Expecting This Chaos!
(29:30) Hitting a Breaking Point...
(31:30) Finding a Solution!
(34:00) 3rd Move in 13 Months + Light at the End of the Tunnel :)
(35:35) Planetary Transits Sooo Accurate for Events
(37:00) Lessons with Incarnating into this Realm
(39:00) Finding Peace & Transmutation
(41:00) Using Astrology to Navigate Your Situation
(42:30) Booking Your 1:1 Deep Dive Session with Me (Solar Return for Year Ahead or your Entire 2025 Year Ahead)
(44:30) Do You Have a Planet in the Karmic 29th Degree? Of course, I have Pluto and in the 4th House!
(46:28) Where is Your Saturn - Life Challenges & Eventual Mastery? (haha mine is also in my 4th)
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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➡️90 mins / DEEP DIVE 1:1 LIVE with me→ BOOK
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Today's podcast I recorded on the fly on my 40th B-day and includes reflections about cultivating strong female friendships (especially over "searching" on dating apps for men), finding the gold hidden within the portals of pain and the power of using your Quantum Catalyst for aligning to a much better future:) I hope you enjoy!!
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💖REIKI Healing
(0:00) Podcast intro
(0:33) Cultivating strong female friendships is so vital
(3:15) Manifestation works inside out not vice versa
(5:00) Get off the dating apps and use the time to build friendships
(8:00) Why people feel lonely (single or married)
(9:30) Risk of putting everything on your romantic partner
(11:44) Moving past my own insecurities
(13:20) Still having fun without booze!
(15:30) Reflecting on past party phases
(17:30) Psilocybin journeys vs using class 1 carcinogens
(19:14) Conscious women won't judge you (safe container to bloom)
(21:30) Enormous value of the portal of pain (learning thru opposites)
(23:29) No mud, no lotus
(24:50) How Suggy my dog came into my life
(28:00) Alchemizing and finding your quantum catalyst
(29:30) Arriving to Inner Peace
(31:45) 2 Key Takeaways
(33:00) Quantum Catalyst: She Who Rises From the Ashes
(35:00) Using your challenge as the springboard to a higher timeline
(37:00) Spiritual Awakening phases
(38:00) YouTube
(38:45) Wrap up and dates
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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➡️90 mins / DEEP DIVE 1:1 LIVE with me→ BOOK
➡️More info → HERE
Today's podcast is a video from YouTube where I dive deep into the law of assumption and how our greatest asset is our attention and where we place it - whether that be on the familiar past (to keep manifesting or pulling that into the future) or distractions which keep us from envisioning above and beyond what is. More concepts are listed in the timestamps. I hope you enjoy!!
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(0:00) Intro video topic
(0:25) About the Show and Me
(1:03) Life Pushed Onto a Projector Screen
(2:07) Your Outer World is Your Inner State
(3:15) Assumptions Manifest as Truth
(4:50) Risk of Being Distracted with Attention
(5:45) Power of Pre-Paving with Imagination
(7:00) Your Container of Possibility Can't Be Exceeded
(8:00) Accidental Blessings Don't Show Up
(9:30) Belief Systems and Epigenetics
(10:25) Assumptions are Beliefs That Create
(11:05) Power to Choose Again
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ABOUT:
I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In part 2/2, I take the listeners on a detailed journey of the actual formative events that took place from ages 12-16 that ultimately led to a core wound of 'betrayal and abandonment" imprinting the father wound and how things escalated to the point of police removing me from my childhood home and placing me with a foster family. I share details of the physical, psychological and emotional abuse, extreme medical neglect as well as the sexual shaming and humiliation tactics.
By the end of the 2 part series, you will understand what family scapegoat abuse is (FSA), how it binds the dysfunctional family system through shame and unprocessed generational trauma, how we can overcome it and end the cycles of abuse from being passed down to our own children.
Part of my ability to come full circle with events is understanding how and why they took place, seeing things from higher spiritual perspective and then finding the courage to give voice to my inner child and teenager's experience, knowing I no longer have to carry the family burden (shame) by keeping it a secret.
My intention is you find solace in this episode and that through hearing my story, you better understand and can heal parts of your formative experiences growing up. My hope is you find the courage to transcend patterns and gift yourself a new life full of love, peace, joy and happiness, knowing you deserve it and always have.
Resources for Family Scapegoat Abuse (FSA) can be found at my site (at the bottom of this blog)
Chapters
(0:00:00) Intro
(0:00:32) Explaining invisible child vs family scapegoat
(0:02:44) Intention of sharing from empowerment not victimhood
(0:04:20) Father moves back when I'm 12
(0:05:40) Becoming resourceful, questioning & overcoming anorexia
(0:08:00) When the bullying escalated
(0:11:00) Father started calling me a "little sl8t" and "you're too stupid to graduate"
(0:13:00) I became the new target for my father's anger (projections) as my mom was no longer in the picture
(0:15:15) My journey with breakfast and first time eating eggs as an adult
(0:16:30) Life's dichotomies
(0:17:44) Wake up call to learn how to do homework and silver lining gifts
(0:20:20) Enrolment in a gymnastics competition
(0:22:45) 3rd broken bones: disaster on my bar dismount causing multiple bone fractures and left foot facing backwards
(0:24:45) Ambulance takes me to hospital where extreme medical negligence took place
(0:28:00) Life and death situation with medical mismanagement of leg leading to emergencies and risk of amputation
(0:29:30) Begging my father to take me to the ER
(0:31:00) When machiavellianism, psychopathic and narcissistic abuse increased
(0:33:00) Resorting to riding my bike in the winter, with crutches strapped on horizontally, while left leg was casted, in order to get to school
(0:35:55) When people in my town started calling him "crazy"
(0:36:30) When the cast came off and I needed help
(0:38:02) Understanding scapegoat and how these systems operate
(0:39:40) Struggling thru puberty without proper hygiene, training bras or school supplies
(0:46:40) Abandonment in public place for hours
(0:48:44) Period: no access to tampons
(0:53:20) Beatings escalated to include strangulation
(1:00:35) S3xual shaming and humiliation
(1:01:20) Calculated evil (admitting the lies he was spreading were to get rid of me)
(1:07:00) The pattern of holding the family shame
(1:14:30) Being thrown out with trash bags
(1:16:17) The final night & final fight
(1:19:40) Police drove me away
(1:21:30) Moved in with new & healthy family
(1:23:30) He never broke my spirit and never could convince me that I'd amount to nothing
(1:27:27) 1st apartment at 17
(1:28:48) Gifting my inner child - no longer my burden to carry this secret
(1:33:30) Full circle understanding
(1:38:00) Ayahuasca helped me process, understand & forgive the unforgivable
(1:48:30) My soul chose this entire experience
(1:50:00) Disentangling fear / abuse from that of what love actually is
In part 1/2, I share my personal experience with the father wound, growing up inside a dysfunctional + narcissistic family system, where I took on the assigned role of family scapegoat & invisible child. I take the listeners on a journey of the actual formative experiences that shaped my model of the world and implanted unconscious belief systems and core wounds of "not being enough" & "being worthless" leading to self-abandonment behaviours throughout life.
In part 2/2, I share the formative events that took place from ages 12-16 that ultimately led to a core wound of 'betrayal/abandonment" imprinting the father wound and how things escalated to the point of police removing me from my childhood home and placing me with a foster family until I got my first apartment at 17 years old. I share details of the physical, psychological and emotional abuse, extreme medical neglect as well as the sexual shaming and humiliation tactics.
By the end of the 2 part series, you will understand what family scapegoat abuse is (FSA), how it binds the dysfunctional family system through shame and unprocessed generational trauma, how we can overcome it and end the cycles of abuse from being passed down to our own children.
Part of my ability to find forgiveness and come full circle with events, is understanding how and why they took place, seeing things from higher spiritual perspective and then finding the courage to give voice to my inner child and teenager's experience, knowing I no longer have to carry the family burden by keeping it a secret.
My intention is you find solace in this episode and that through hearing my story, you better understand and heal parts of your formative experiences growing up. My hope is you find the courage to transcend patterns and gift yourself a new life full of love, peace, joy and happiness, knowing you deserve it and always have.
Resources for Family Scapegoat Abuse (FSA) can be found at my site (at the bottom of this blog)
Chapters
(0:00:00) Intro
(0:00:32) Family Scapegoat Abuse & growing up inside a dysfunctional narcissistic family system
(0:07:30) How childhood abuse perpetuates into adulthood patterns and vices to numb (my alcoholism)
(0:11:00) How the unprocessed generational trauma gets passed down through shame
(0:15:15) How the abuse & shaming started from father towards me
(0:19:45) My incarnation was to bring light/healing/awakening to this family lineage
(0:20:45) Parental absence and shaming (what was happening in elementary)
(25:40:00) My 1st core belief (my needs don't matter as much as others, I am not as worthy)
(0:30:00) Parentification (child becomes the responsible adult) and neglect
(0:35:00) The first broken bone
(0:36:15) My 2nd core belief of "I'm not enough" (from body size shaming leading to anorexia)
(039:10) Police dog attack
(0:41:00) c-PTSD develops and I managed with self starvation/anorexia and OCD to control
(0:42:00) Blowdryer violence
(0:43:00) Feeling like no one would believe me
(0:44:11) First panic attack
(0:46:37) Lost 18 lbs from anorexia (but public perception of family's image more important)
(0:50:00) Shaming with rotten food spread on pillow
(0:50:49) Becoming self-propelled with school
(0:52:10) Only enough money for 1 child communicated to
(0:53:50) Blacking out and drowning due to food deprivation
(0:55:15) Second broken bone (with a moldy/putrid cast I walked on in the snow to get to school)
(0:56:45) Childhood celebrations cut off by 9 yrs old (no more birthdays, Easter egg hunts, etc.)
(0:58:22) Feeling humilated in front of other children
(1:00:00) S3xualization in elementary at 7 years old
(1:02:00) Obsessive exercise over lunchtime in elementary
(1:04:00) When I experienced parental alienation (manipulation through father)
(1:05:55) Non-physical s3xual abuse during time with father
(1:07:28) Humiliation at gymnastics club and spidy sense about an unsafe coach
(1:09:30) Squeezing my thighs together to hide their width from my father's critical eye
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Tune in for episode #101 all about how we can LIBERATE ourselves by noticing the sneaky habit of self-abandoning (putting our emotional needs below someone else's) and how spiritual bypassing is often a pass card for accepting less than what we actually deserve.
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Tune in for episode #100 which is also the first episode after a year hiatus and major life pivot! In this very vulnerable episode, I share about my journey becoming an astrologer, healing PTSD and exploring plant medicine in Costa Rica. I also break down 2 Signs YOU are on the precipice of a major life pivot and 3 ways to go about the change to ensure it is aligned versus just another distraction.
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(0:00:32) Big Pivot Update...Why Astrology? Healing PTSD and Plant Medicine
(0:19:52) 1st Sign You're Ready to Pivot
(0:22:22) 2nd Sign You're Ready to Pivot
(0:23:23) 1st Way to Do It.. Hit the Circuit Breaker
(0:28:26) 2nd Way to Do It.. Entertain New Possibilities
(0:31:24) 3rd Way..Permission for Support!
(0:32:56) Outro
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I’m Christine Nicole, Mama Bear, Professional Astrologer, Quantum Catalyst Mentor, Cert. Physiologist, Natural Skincare Formulator & Reiki Practitioner and this is where I talk about the POWER of our minds & how we can experience everyday MIRACLES through perspective shifts that LIBERATE beyond previously held beliefs or burdens. I also teach how to create “Larger Containers of Possibilities” in your life by using any pain or setback as your QUANTUM CATALYST to springboard you up and into your HIGHEST TIMELINE… where you get to experience Joy, Love, Well-being & Abundance!
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In this episode, you get access to a training (video version here) I provided my private community, where I walk the ladies through the importance of breaking the trauma bond with booze, reprogramming our subconscious minds and belief systems (and in doing so, shift and elevate our identities) and start envisioning SO MUCH MORE for our futures!!💗Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more HERELet's get social💗Follow @bodycherish💗Follow @christine.nicole.aFor Bodycherish Skincare, use code: IAMBEAUTIFUL to save 15% off items#subconscious #sobriety #alcoholaddiction #sober #addiction
WARNING! This is very vulnerable and not appropriate to listen to with kids in the room! In this episode, which you can also watch the video version, I share the power of no longer disassociating from alcohols side effects in our lives and "airing our dirty laundry" to free ourselves from guilt and shame.💗Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more HERELet's get social💗Follow @bodycherish💗Follow @christine.nicole.a💗Follow @getsober_liveepically (new account)!For Bodycherish Skincare, use code: IAMBEAUTIFUL to save 15% off items#getsober #sobriety #alcoholaddiction #sober #addiction
In this episode, which you can also watch the video version, I share the ways in which an alcohol addiction impacts you that are beyond the obvious activity of drinking. More specifically, what happens in the psyche and physiology that is not fun at all.I know I sure felt these side effects when I used to drink but now I am 6 years sober and life has never been better!!💗Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more HERELet's get social💗Follow @bodycherish💗Follow @christine.nicole.aFor Bodycherish Skincare, use code: IAMBEAUTIFUL to save 15% off items#sobriety #alcoholaddiction #sober #addiction
In this episode, which you can also watch the video version, I share 3 reasons women get stuck struggling with alcohol and in secret.💗Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more HERELet's get social💗Follow @bodycherish💗Follow @christine.nicole.aFor Bodycherish Skincare, use code: IAMBEAUTIFUL to save 15% off items#sobriety #alcoholaddiction #sober
I personally developed all 10 of these signs over the course of going from social drinker (just having fun) to it causing harm, limitations & sadness in my life. I am now 6 years sober, happy , healthy and FREE!TIMESTAMPS:00:00 - Intro00:51 - My Backstory (realizing I was addicted and my journey to get sober)04:51 - 1st Sign (leaning/relying on alcohol to self soothe stress or emotional pain)06:46 - 2nd Sign (using alcohol for confidence in social interactions)08:53 - 3rd Sign (starting to use it solo at home without anyone)15:13 - 4th Sign (waking up the next day in a lower emotional state, with feelings of guilt or shame)17:35 - video freezes until 24 : 2818:11 - 5th Sign (disassociating your drunk behaviour from you to bypass accountability)21:00 - How much I was drinking when I quit22:18 - 6th Sign (looking for outings that justify drinking alcohol - to feel less guilty about solo use)23:37 - 7th Sign (intentionally surrounding yourself with people who have same lifestyle & habits)24:28 - video unfreezes! 24:30 - lack of awareness an entire, amazing, high vibe world of people existed out there beyond the paradigm I was suffering in25:00 - why you may have to let go of friend groups to succeed and flourish25:45 - facing your CHOICE POINT and trusting new people will show up26:59 - 8th Sign (hiding evidence you drink - a tell tale sign of true addiction)28:28 - 9th Sign (a urge to have more once your start from a physiological stand point)29:30 - 10 Sign (creating "rules" in your head about your use is part of the addiction and mental f*ckery)32:00 - slippery slope of "moderating" versus just quitting & freeing yourself fully36:00 - finding FREEDOM (6 years sober)!!!37:14 - what's next (invite to training to support your journey)37:45 - 5 Powerful Steps To Get or Stay Sober or Moderate Usage38:20 - The Cravings Disappear!!39:10 - 7 myths about boozeXO Christine💗Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more here! <----💗Bodycherish High Vibration SkincareLet's get social!💗Follow @bodycherish💗Follow @christine.nicole.a
In this episode, I share 5 steps to find forgiveness, let go of resentment and leave the past in the past.Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more here! and we can schedule a 15 minute chat:)How to Stay Connected:Here are the best options:1) Newsletter - insider access to free video training, podcasts, skincare sales and new coaching offers 2) The Live Epically Podcast (also found itunes, spotify, etc.)3) Youtube channel4) Instagrams@bodycherish@christine.nicole.a5) Pinterest6) LinkedinI love you all!XO Christine
In this episode, I share 5 ways anger can be utilized and even embraced to support you reach a more aligned place in life!Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more here! and we can schedule a 15 minute chat:)Resources to help (that helped me on journey):Narcissistic Trauma Recovery Program --> HEREPsychologist that specializes in these relationships --> HEREHow to Stay Connected:Here are the best options:1) Newsletter - insider access to free video training, podcasts, skincare sales and new coaching offers 2) The Live Epically Podcast (also found itunes, spotify, etc.)3) Youtube channel4) Instagrams@bodycherish5) Pinterest6) LinkedinI love you all!XO Christine#healingjourney #anger #narcissism
In this episode, we talk about how trusting ones intuition (wise guide inside) will feel versus the warning signs that the pesky ego is driving the bus. Also, I share transparent details about trusting my own intuition and choosing to sell my house, massively downsize and relocate cities with my daughter:-) Hope you enjoy!Curious about the 1:1 Coaching (Highest Potential Mentoring) to support you embark on your next chapter? Learn more here! and we can schedule a 15 minute chat:)How to Stay Connected:Here are the best options:1) Newsletter - insider access to free video training, podcasts, skincare sales and new coaching offers 2) The Live Epically Podcast (also found itunes, spotify, etc.)3) Youtube channel4) Instagrams@bodycherish5) Pinterest6) LinkedinI love you all!XO Christine
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