Send us a text A single whisper at the edge of a ceremony changed everything: you’ve tried everything else—try love. From that moment of surrender, we trace a raw, human journey out of fight-flight-freeze and into a deeper softening that finally felt like home. Instead of chasing one more tool, one more ritual, one more affirmation, we asked a harder question: what if nothing’s missing and love has been here all along, waiting for us to notice? We open up about nine years that looked like a ...
Send us a text I am SO excited to chat with this incredible human! HIs intro alone is just transformative! Check out is art here- (and as always...thanks for being here!) *https://www.briancmears.com/ Instagram: Briancmears Everything changed the moment my old life fell apart—and the teacher who kept reminding me “you’ve got this” finally sat down to talk. Meet Brian C. Mears: acupuncturist, energy worker, and visionary artist whose light-coded paintings feel less like ima...
Send us a text A single image threads our conversation together: tears as water. Not waste, not weakness—water. From the shock of losing a mother in childhood to the exhausting logistics of a parent’s dementia, we walk through memories that could have hardened into armor and instead became soil. Along the way, a monk’s unexpected clarity reframed everything: when roots are severed, don’t mend them in the same depleted ground—choose new soil. That shift moved us from managing a pain story to e...
Send us a text A friend asked the question we’ve been hearing for years: what do healers actually see, and how do you live with gifts when real life still needs you? So we brought in our first guest, Kris Schooler—co-founder of Wild Souls Yoga, soul coach, Reiki master, author—to explore the messy, luminous middle between awakening and everyday life. Her path started with illness, stacked prescriptions, and a near-death wake-up that forced a hard pivot. Yoga became the gateway. Not the poses,...
Send us a text What happens when you finally break free from a narcissistic relationship? The magical transformation from caterpillar to butterfly isn't the neat, tidy process we're sold in spiritual teachings. That "goo" phase lasts much longer than expected—and it's a messy, disorienting experience that can feel endless. Julie Nguyen opens up about her personal journey through narcissistic relationships and the challenging path back to authenticity. She explores how gaslighting strips away...
Send us a text Pause. Breathe. Remember who you are. This guided meditation episode takes you on a journey from your third eye to your heart space, creating a powerful circuit of awareness that anchors you firmly in the present moment. Julie Nguyen offers a practice that's both simple and profound—a way to cut through the noise of everyday life and reconnect with your essential nature. What happens when we truly pause long enough to witness ourselves? As Julie guides you through this medita...
Send us a text "The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are." Carl Jung's profound words frame this intimate exploration of authentic self-discovery after years of narcissistic control and gaslighting. When you're constantly told who you are—that you're crazy, unlikable, or wacky—you begin wearing these energetic patterns like a wardrobe. The slow, beautiful process of rebuilding yourself means reclaiming not just your power and voice, but also the small expressions of selfhoo...
Send us a text Something profound is happening. Can you feel it? Your cells are remembering, your energy is shifting, and there's a deep calling to stop the endless cycle of busyness that keeps you disconnected from your truth. The message coming through is clear and urgent: half the stuff you're doing doesn't even matter. It's just motion for motion's sake, conditioning that keeps you trapped in patterns of doing rather than being. The awakening we're all experiencing isn't happening in the...
Send us a text Remember when vulnerability wasn't just a buzzword but a practice? When reading someone's blog felt like an intimate glimpse into their beautifully imperfect life? That raw honesty seems to have disappeared behind the polished veneer of social media perfection. Autumn brings a powerful invitation to purge both our physical and energetic closets. What stories, beliefs, and habits have you outgrown? What needs boxing up as precious memories, and what deserves to be confidently s...
Send us a text Have you ever noticed how deeply uncomfortable stillness can be? That moment when you stop "doing" and your mind floods with questions about your worth and productivity? You're not alone. The spiritual journey isn't about hustling harder but about finding the courage to be still. Like panning for gold, we must patiently sift through mental debris until we uncover those precious nuggets of truth that can only emerge in quietness. This process transforms us from the inside out. ...
Send us a text Embarking on a journey of authentic expression isn't about finding the perfect brand name—it's about discovering what gives you permission to be fully yourself. That's the revelation that transformed my path from Energetic Movement Collective to Guided Towards Greatness, then Spiritual Shit Show, and now to Numinous Wisdom. The awakening process is inherently messy. Despite what popular spiritual contexts might suggest—"just use the law of attraction," "stay positive," "let it...
Send us a text The moment I shifted from seeing my journey as "healing" to "becoming," everything changed. Healing implied I was broken and needed fixing, but becoming? That's about remembering who I've always been beneath the layers of protection. For years, I thrived in the competitive dance world—a realm beautiful in its artistry yet often fueled by ego and transactional relationships. I built walls around my essence just to survive, to succeed, to manage the demands of owning a dance stu...
Send us a text Have you ever reached a point in your healing journey where the constant drive to achieve, prove yourself, and build an identity suddenly feels... optional? That's exactly where I found myself recently, experiencing what can only be described as an ego death while simultaneously enjoying the unfamiliar comfort of a regulated nervous system. This episode takes you through my personal evolution from a state of chronic fight-or-flight—largely due to narcissistic abuse that took y...
Send us a text Have you ever reached a point in your healing journey where you suddenly don't recognize yourself anymore—but in the best possible way? That strange, uncomfortable, yet somehow freeing space is exactly what I'm exploring in this raw and intimate episode about the art of becoming. After completing a nine-month soul-based, trauma-informed somatic therapy course, I found myself experiencing what some call an "ego death"—that profound moment when the identity you've carefully cons...
Send us a text Ever notice how we complicate manifestation, turning it into a series of rigid techniques? What if the real magic lies in something much simpler – something you've known how to do your entire life? Welcome to a special episode where I take you inside my Monday night gatherings, affectionately called our "energy club." These intimate sessions have evolved beyond my expectations, becoming powerful spaces where participants track their growth and maintain higher vibrational state...
Send us a text Have you ever had that moment where you suddenly realize you've changed? That profound "aha" when your response to something that once would have sent you spiraling is now completely different? These quiet revelations are worth celebrating – they're the evidence that growth is happening, even when we don't see it. In this deeply personal episode, I share a recent experience where I caught myself being stubborn and resistant to feeling controlled. Rather than denying this trait...
Send us a text Something powerful happens when we shift our focus from future goals to present awareness. In this soul-stirring energy update, I share revelations emerging from our Energetic Manifestation Mastermind groups that challenge conventional manifestation wisdom. While traditional coaching approaches emphasize goals and action steps, I've discovered that true manifestation flows from heart-centered presence. Our brains—designed for survival and negative thinking—create a "mind versi...
Send us a text Shame, trauma, and childhood stories shape us in profound ways, but they don't have to define us. This deeply personal exploration reveals how our earliest experiences become the architecture of our subconscious minds, creating patterns that silently influence everything from our relationships to our sense of possibility. Your brain forms its core beliefs based on repetition and emotional intensity, especially in childhood. By age seven, most subconscious programming is set. T...
Send us a text Have you ever felt your entire life unraveling, everything you thought you knew about yourself dissolving before your eyes? That disorienting spiritual freefall is what mystics call the dark night of the soul—and contrary to what many believe, it's not just a one-time event. The dark night of the soul represents a profound spiritual crisis where our identities, relationships, beliefs, and direction all seem to evaporate, leaving us standing in a void of uncertainty. Though ori...
Send us a text The messiest, most beautiful parts of the spiritual journey often remain hidden beneath inspirational quotes and glossy transformation stories. Today, I'm pulling back the curtain on my personal healing process – a journey that has taken me much longer than I ever wanted to admit. My healing has felt like untangling knotted yarn – painstaking, frustrating, and seemingly endless at times. Despite deeply connecting with spirituality since childhood, I've found myself repeatedly ...