104. “Was It Really That Bad?”: Remembering Childhood Trauma Later Doesn’t Make It Less Real
Description
If you’ve ever felt like your anxiety is “too much” or your grief is “too messy,” you belong here.
Today, meet a daughter of a covertly narcissistic mother who didn’t begin to connect the dots until after her mother’s death. What follows is an honest, layered conversation about complex grief, panic attacks that don’t seem to make sense, and the painful tug-of-war between loyalty and truth.
Together, we explore:
Why panic in adulthood is often a trauma memory, not a present problem
The link between narcissistic mothers and hypervigilant nervous systems
How “should” becomes a survival strategy and why it now feels like self-betrayal
What it means to grieve a mother who was never emotionally safe
How memory reconsolidation happens even after a parent's death
Why waking up to your story years later doesn’t mean the trauma wasn’t real
If you were the daughter who raised yourself, who became the emotional caretaker in childhood, or who still feels guilty for feeling relief after loss, this conversation will help you feel less alone, less crazy, and more understood.
Grief isn’t linear. Panic isn’t random. And your healing gets to make sense to you, even if no one else understands it yet.
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