In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, Pastor Matt joins the show to unpack some of the most challenging topics facing believers today — navigating suffering, understanding the “why” behind pain, and fighting the growing epidemic of sexual sin in the church. He shares the story of losing his daughter Sarah, how he processed grief without losing his faith, and why choosing peace over understanding is essential for spiritual maturity.

Pastor Matt also delivers a masterclass on the fear of the Lord, spiritual authority, purity, neural pathways, and the unseen spiritual dynamics behind sexual temptation. This episode is a rare blend of raw vulnerability, theological depth, and extremely practical wisdom for anyone seeking freedom and a deeper relationship with God.

This is one of the most important and transformative conversations we’ve ever had on the podcast.

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Chapters:

• (00:00 ) Introduction & Pastor Matt’s Background


• (04:00 ) The Cost of Leadership & Staying in Your Calling


• (06:00 ) Losing His Daughter & Processing Pain with God


• (08:00 ) Should We Ask God “Why”?


• (12:00 ) Information vs. Wisdom in Today’s Culture


• (16:00 ) The Sarah Tapley Foundation & Children’s Book Project


• (19:30 ) Declaring War on Sexual Sin in the Church


• (22:00 ) The Epidemic of Porn & Cultural Pornification


• (27:00 ) The Spiritual Realm Behind Sexual Temptation


• (31:00 ) The Secret Place & Real Repentance


• (33:00 ) The Fear of the Lord: What It Actually Means


• (38:00 ) What the Church Can Do Better


• (40:00 ) Wisdom as a Practice, Not a Possession


• (45:00 ) Conviction vs. Shame & Why God Corrects Us


• (51:00 ) What Real Purity Looks Like in Dating


• (58:00 ) Why Many Don’t Believe Sexual Purity Is Possible


• (1:04:00 ) Community, Atmosphere & Brotherly Encouragement


• (1:07:00 ) Final Thoughts on Freedom & The Fear of God