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對死亡的想像

你在派對上肆無忌憚地說話
好似沒有明天
你是否抗拒最後的這些日子
只想快快結束生命
還是這是一種
我們都不懂的
對死亡的眷戀

你也不知道
誰都不知道
你說與其癱在床上
倒不如歡喜迎接

是傻子
是騙子
任他們說
讓他們在洗澡時
不唱歌
默默懺悔
然後把你收藏在回憶裡
在好天時
偷偷吟誦你寫的詩



Afterlife

You talked unrestrained at the party
As if there was no tomorrow
Did you struggle with these final days
Simply wanted to end you life like a shot
Or was it an affection for death
That we all didn’t understand?

You didn’t know either
Everybody didn’t know
You said you’d rather greet it with a 
cheerful mind than resting in bed peacefully

A fool
Or a lair
Let them talk
Let them repent when taking a shower while
They usually sing
And they will keep you in their memories
As the weather is nice
To chant your poems sneakily