21: The College Experience (Plot Twist: I Hated it)

20: Why Do I Still Grieve High School?

19: Canceling Myself: Times I was a Toxic Person

18: Unsent Letter: Little Girl

17: My Eating Disorder Story (Anorexia Nervosa)

16: Unsent Letter: Delusional Dad

15: My Dad: the Anti-Hero

14: Unsent Letter: Toxic Mother

13: But She'll Always be Your Mom

12: MILITARY SURVIVAL EXPERT Analyzes Kanakuk Kamps Mind Control Techniques

11: BONUS EPISODE! We Didn't Speak for Years: an Interview with My Sister

10: Deployment is Over: an Interview with My Husband

9: Seeing P0rn for the First Time and How Early Internet Damaged my Brain

8: Apparently Having a Period Makes Me a Witch and Why Turning Red is So Important

7: SuMmEr CaMp (in a cult) and Facts about Kanakuk

6: Religious Shame, Purity Culture and Faith Manipulation

5: Consistency in Childhood and How Simone Biles Almost Wasn't an Olympian

4: Emotionally Immature Parents and Emotionally Unavailable Parents

3: One and Done, The Choice to Have an Only Child with Jenna Overbaugh

2: Generational Dysfunction, Generational Trauma and what it has to do with Encanto