In my more recent closing of a highly significant karmic cycle of mine, I discovered that I failed to integrate certain lessons…so I sunk back into a karmic limbo and repeated them. And in the midst of that, I abandoned my inner-world (my first home) and with time, it became so unkept, that I started manifesting chaos and dysfunction into my material reality.

I did not lose myself, I lost SIGHT of very sacred ASPECTS of myself…which is almost worse in a way due to how undetected it can go. The dangers of choosing the mind over the spirit are nothing to play with. Our subtle emotional bodies deserve just as must attention and credibility as physicality and intellect; especially when it comes to what/who feels resonant or dissonant. In this lesson, I found that the mind more readily responds to desires vs. fears while the spirit responds to harmony vs. disharmony.

Without daily upkeep of my inner-world, I fell a prey to subtle emotional vices, unconscious behavioral patterns and the wandering thoughts forms that can and WILL make a home out of that uninhabited space if you’re moving too fast and unintentionally.