#BLHH Documentary Introduction (B.L.H.H)
Update: 2021-03-09
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February 25th, was the day I began filming myself dealing with life's most daring challenges, I've ever been faced with in life. This is an introduction of that documentary. I'll release the name of the documentary upon releasing the first episode. I will inform you that, I was once embarrassed to let anyone know exactly what I had to face on a daily basis. You'll see and hear about some of the issues I was faced with everyday. You will see how I dealt with the adversities, in which I'm not the first, nor the last the will go through this, that may have been through this, or still going through it, just like I am today. Yet, I've come a long way from where I was last year around this time. I was lost mentally. June 22, 2020 was the day that I realized how lost I actually was, simultaneously finding myself all over again at the same exact time. For it to be just minutes later, that I receive a tragic phone call, that would've made me lose my mind, if it had of been at least a year prior or so to the date. The last 2-yrs have been very trying. Me knowing how good my God is, although I'm going through rough-tough times, I still remember how powerful God is. With all that had been going on in my life, one thing after another. Not fully understanding why was going through what I was going through. God was the only thing and the only one who I knew to lean solely on. I knew He had all these things happening to prepare me for something. I can tell you this, I'm more stronger than I've ever been. I also knew that I had to really go through something. I knew at some point I had to make some sacrifices. God has spared my life many times. I always dream big from a child. My dreams felt so real as a child, that I held onto my dreams for dear life. I will tell anybody, find something you love doing. I knew from a child what I loved to do. Just do it. Don't let life do you. Live life to the fullest, no matter what. Don't ever give up on God nor yourself. I don't care how bad it gets. Trust me it got bad for me. You will see in the documentary. Not only will you hear and see what I went through. You will also see how I dealt with all I had to go through. Yes, I had to go through it. Yes, my Mom always told me, one day I will listen and she will be in Heaven looking down saying, "See I told you, you don't listen"! Yes indeed, my head was harder than a rock I believe at times growing up. My Dad would constantly remind me of how one day, a hard head is going to make a soft-ass for me. When I tell you my parents never lied. The devil is a liar. Cause I've been learning my lesson. Lessons I should've took heed to over 2-decades ago. But no, when you think you got it all together. Then BOOM!!! Everything crumbles to pieces. I began losing everything, even thought I was losing my mind at times. There were times I was losing my mind. That's when I realized nobody can help me, but God. God has brought me out of some storms before and He always made it better. So I know He will bring me completely out of this storm. This I know. He is slowly but surely doing it now. However, I'm mentally in a better place. The physical being of it, has gotten better. Sincerely, believe it or not, my mental health meant more to me than my physical health. You will learn why l say that later in the documentary. I'm so grateful to still be standing today and to be able to share my story. It's uplifting, inspiring, and it will move you in some courageous way, shape, or form. None of us are alone. There will always be someone off worse than you. There will always be someone else off better than you. I will leave at that. I thank God for strength and understanding to tell my story. I'm not the person I used to be, although I'm constantly striving to still become a better me. I've changed some things I used to do. I've also changed how I do some things now. I'm still in the process of changing for the good and the better. At the same time, I pray this helps someone else.
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