I had a convergence of several ideas that spoke truth and love to me. Things I ‘gravitated’ towards as much as they seemed to gravitate towards me. All these different ideas were coming together in my mind and led me to an understanding about my (our) true nature and that we are made of mostly nothing…held together by a sense of self which we think of as our edges—and I had a theory that if I wanted to, I should be able to literally become nothing and vanish with will alone. That was my theory at any rate and that theory…I was going to test. This brought me to a very condensed period of peak intensity and many things happening at once to ensure that my experiment and proof of my theory was not just a success, but something of great value, through grace, courage, love, and trust/faith. 
I fall apart a bit at the end. lol.  
"Knock, And He'll open the door. Vanish, And He'll make you shine like the sun. Fall, And He'll raise you to the heavens. Become nothing, And He'll turn you into everything." Rumi

"The prayer of the monk is not perfect until he no longer recognizes himself or the fact that he is praying." St. Anthony

We cannot ask if the part is creating the whole, or the whole is creating the part - the part is the whole-
the dream is the dreaming itself." Kalahari Bushmen Wisdom
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