*Trigger warning: I talk about SA, self harm & wanting to unalive myself* In this episode I tell a story about how I realized I still had control issues and more healing to do. Healing is never ending and once you heal something sometimes you need to go back and heal that same issue but on a deeper level. I hope that by sharing my story other people will feel less ashamed of you feel like you’re going backwards on your healing journey. Everyone’s journey is different and it won’t always be sunshine & rainbows!