A noble death is ACCESS to life

That’s the real reason why suicide backfires

Humans are on a spiritual loosh farm, a prison planet being milked for negative energies

The only way out is to re-connect with the Divine directly and transcend the constraints of this realm

That’s why Jesus was able to perform miracles and speak so simply and clearly a child could understand it - he understood the way to the source is within

For whatever reason each of us is here -those of us who are genuinely souled, not NPC’s- there is free will only to an extent

The journey is set and determined by fate and/or our willingness to endure pain in order to grow spiritually

We have to be wiped of conscious understanding or the journey and the work wouldn’t be real - after all why would you ever be afraid if you know the dog is on a chain and can only bark, but never reach you?

The funny thing to me is that Christians will accept the story of Job, God making a bet with the Devil in narcissistic arrogance and destroying many lives just to make a point about his worshippers…

But those same people will be vehemently angry and scoff at the idea of a spiritual loosh farm where demonic entities are allowed to feed on our fear, and it is up to us individually to transcend and “win” the game by denying them those lower frequency emotions

The despondency, the grief and shame and fear and anger that are present in suicide loses the game to the dark spiritual machine.

Maybe that means you have to play again, maybe that means your soul becomes one of them, there are many theories - I have zero interest in finding out because my desire is to learn grow and evolve toward Truth and enlightenment

If the story is already written then my only role is to learn MY lessons in order to develop

and eventually I’ll be granted the open doorway to LIFE

which is accessed through the transition that is death

Only a soul at peace passes through that gateway unscathed

Which means my soul earthly aim must be targeting peace, and joy, and love

Whether as a monk or as a political pundit, as a rich man or as a garbageman,

the end game is identical

EARN LIFE

Which means live in such a way that material bodily death will reward your spirit’s integrity for the higher purpose

By allowing you to reconnect with source,

Life itself