DiscoverTHIS TOO SHALL PASSEP 19: Survivor's Guilt
EP 19: Survivor's Guilt

EP 19: Survivor's Guilt

Update: 2024-07-02
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How do you navigate the challenging maze of survival guilt while raising five kids on your own? Discover the raw and emotional journey of a single mother who finds hope and inspiration through community support and personal growth. 

 

This week's episode of "This Too Shall Pass" is a heartfelt exploration of my life, as I grapple with the complex emotions tied to survival guilt and the unwavering gratitude I have for those who help my family thrive. Listen as I share how the Orlando City Rec center has been a beacon of opportunity for my children, especially my 16-year-old son, Andre, and my 13-year-old daughter, Haley. Their stories highlight the indispensable role of community programs and mentorship in shaping the futures of young lives.

 

 

 

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