In this heartfelt episode, I take us on an intimate journey through my personal struggles with purity, promises, and the pursuit of love, as I reflect on the vow of abstinence I made at 17. A single breach led me down a path of addiction and self-discovery, while grappling with the demands of academia and the complexities of the heart.

Amidst the chaos of broken relationships and the search for fulfillment, I confront the painful void left by fleeting encounters, questioning my identity and worth. With raw vulnerability, I share how my relentless quest for validation through the wrong means left me lost, until a moment of quiet reflection sparked profound transformation.

This is a testament to the power of redemption and the relentless love of God. As I candidly narrate my battle with the shackles of addiction and the consequences of a broken vow, I invite you to experience the hope and renewal found in the Easter message.

We are never too far gone from grace no matter how deep our struggles and I am a living testimony. Prepare to be moved by a tale of defeat turned to victory, despair turned to hope, and a life reclaimed through divine love. Join me on this transformative journey that culminates in a celebration of the Easter story's promise: that endings can indeed give birth to new beginnings.

Episode Chapters

(00:45 ) The Vow of Purity

(08:20 ) The Downward Spiral

(16:00 ) The Void Grows Deeper

(23:35 ) A Heartbreaking Realization

(30:50 ) The Return

(38:10 ) The Power of God's Redemption

(45:25 ) The Easter Message of Love and Renewal

Resources used in the episode:

Dear God by Joanah Madzime

Imela Instrumental by Emmanuel

It is Finished by Gloria Umanah

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