Trigger Warning: This episode contains honest reflections on mental health, including themes of self-harm, depression, and personal transformation. Please listen with care, and take space if you need it.

In this episode of The Poopism™ Podcast, host Barbie talks with Emerson about the moment he stood in front of the mirror and barely recognized himself — not just physically, but spiritually. He felt drained, depressed, and disconnected from the man he knew he was meant to be. The reflection staring back wasn’t just about the weight or the fatigue — it was about the choices, the autopilot habits, and the unspoken ache for something more.

But instead of numbing out or spiraling deeper, Emerson got curious. He began to ask the questions most of us are afraid to face: What am I actually feeding myself? — not just on the plate, but in my thoughts, routines, relationships, and the energy I allow into my life.

That moment sparked a quiet revolution. Emerson didn’t chase quick fixes or trends. He dove deep — into research, into uncomfortable truths, into nourishing his body with intention and treating his healing like a sacred ritual. Food became more than fuel; it became a path to self-respect, mental clarity, and emotional consistency.

In this episode, Emerson shares the real, raw journey of reconnecting with himself through food, discipline, support, and tough love. It’s not just about wellness — it’s about reclaiming your power, rewriting your story, and stepping into the purpose that’s been calling you all along.

If you’ve ever looked in the mirror and thought, I know I’m meant for more, this episode is your invitation to begin.

Connect with Emerson:

Website: www.whatsyourvision.myshopify.com

Instagram: @blvck_picasso

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