In this episode I reflect back on the one year anniversary of losing my Scott by reading him a letter. The letter is all the things I wish I could tell him if I had the chance. Sure, the list of things he’s missed is long, and my emotions run high, but this is real life, and where I’m really at right now. I feel comfortable sharing this space in time in a genuine way so that one day I can reflect on where I was and how far I’ve come. Additionally, if anyone else (besides my own family members) listens to this and is comforted because they can relate, then I’ll feel good about that too. Grief is a messy journey. The last thing we need to worry about is if I’m abnormal or doing it wrong.