In Part 1 of this unforgettable two-part episode, Joe Adams sits down with firefighter, keynote speaker, and recovery advocate Matty Fiorenza — a man who has battled the kind of darkness most people never survive.

Before becoming a leader for first responders and veterans, Matty lived through a storm of childhood trauma, toxic relationships, addiction, violence, and the kind of self-destruction that nearly cost him his life. He opens up about the moments that broke him, the lies he told himself, the pain he caused, and the internal flames he spent years trying to numb.

This episode goes far beyond addiction.It’s about the truth men avoid, the chaos we create, and the courage it takes to face ourselves.

In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Matty opens up about:

• Growing up in chaos, abandonment, and abuse

• Finding identity in punk rock, rebellion, and danger

• Becoming a firefighter and “living the dream” on the outside

• How trauma, infidelity, and addiction slowly tore his life apart

• PTSD, nightmares, hypervigilance, and trying to “fake it” on the job

• Losing his marriage, his kids, and nearly his life

• The DUI, assault, and suicidal moment that became a breaking point

• The cops who talked him down — and the woman who saw something in him when he didn’t

This is more than a firefighter story — it’s about addiction, PTS/PTSD, fatherhood, broken identity, and the brutal cost of unresolved pain.

If you’re a first responder, veteran, spouse, or anyone who feels like they’ve gone too far to come back, this episode is for you.

Part 2 drops Sunday, November 23rd — and that’s where the story erupts into the turning point that changed everything.

00:00 Introduction and Personal Struggles

01:33 Podcast Introduction and Guest Welcome

03:55 Guest's Professional Background

09:13 Personal Life and Family Dynamics

16:19 Early Life and Rebellious Youth

33:10 Reflecting on Childhood and Early Life Lessons

35:32 Struggles with Betrayal and Anger

37:51 Navigating Family and Career Challenges

42:53 The Journey to Becoming a Firefighter

55:01 Facing Personal and Professional Adversities

01:05:11 Hitting Rock Bottom and Seeking Redemption

01:07:31 A Glimmer of Hope and Support

01:12:14 The Road to Recovery and Reconciliation

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