Carla takes us into a wild Kreuzberg house party where she realizes that she should turn her theater play "WANNSEE DIARIES" into a show. From fun party stories we move into a very serious conversation about addiction, drug abuse, the inner struggle for finding balance and about all the different protectors that come into play when we go into this vulnerable space.I have asked a friend who is a psychotherapist in an addiction clinic about resources if you want to speak about your use of substances in Germany:- 24/7 Phone Hotline: https://www.sucht-und-drogen-hotline.de- "Beratungsstellen"/"Consultation Offices" that support you in finding the right path for you, people also go there if they don't have an addiction but want to get guidance on their consumption and boundaries: https://www.berlin.de/ba-lichtenberg/auf-einen-blick/buergerservice/gesundheit/artikel.297879.php#g2- A search service: https://www.dhs.de/service/suchthilfeverzeichnis- the classical path: Consultation Office, Withdrawl Clinic, Adaptation therapy, aftercare, self help groups- there are many self help groups like the NAs or sport groups (e.g. vollygroup of the drug ligue) - Amazing podcast of recovered addicts "Sucht&Süchtig" https://open.spotify.com/show/19c7egsZR2l4edmaDnYaTn