For Fear of Shadows.

For Fear of Shadows.

Update: 2025-07-31
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I want to scream at you


But even standing at my shoulder length


My eye at your chest.


You'd be a million miles away


Look what I make of you.



I have no mistakes left and still


The fate of it is that,


You have my gratitude, your gracious


And yet they eat away


At all the things I have


And maybe there'll be more of me


For now the morbid days are just as caving in as


Any other making that we make of it


Don't thank me,


Just outrank them.



Banking on your every moment


Effervescent, tragic endings


Waiting on your every scent and center


Don't disintegrate just yet


And now we enter impact


Stand for circumstances


Do work faster


Horror horror


Do you know the motive of her


Former engines?


Motive, motive


Steer the plot or rear the message m


Fritter fritter


Audiences get disinterested


So effing quickly.


Would you mild or would you mold


Or would you wake to fold the eggs into the bacon,


Bread, and then tomato—


Would you fear her message?


Would you quick forget you're on her planet?


Surely safe to know


But know but knots


And no but not again


You bought it with your faux and auctions


Hallmark cards


And feathers fauxes


Don't you know


The faucet's only running water


Oh you're hard predictable


And chlorinated


Oh the poison


Dripping at your ways


And wilting at your guilt


The James


The reckon gestures


Reckon, Avery


Severed by the check


Or just the ever ending


Never get there


Message to a friend


To just keep going


When she ends it


It is just another death


You'll get on with it


In the end


Never friends.


Never.



Good I hate you


Could you maybe


Find me ugly?


That's your money in my


Every reaching corner


Every angling cent


And harsh presentations of


Skin that's aging and


Wages which haven't


Coverage to front the


Expenses,


Crash diets


Go broken


Ugly cause you're course


Everything fits


But still empty on the inside


I live in shredded


Shambles of service


But there's no gratitude


My breath is only your own


And this bread is my headache


I haven't a sermon


Or diamond


Or unworthy


Sex appeal


And really only


Ever off when


Only ever on


You're still demolishing the board


You're still diminishing the severs


Yet you neglected


Each and every


Crevice of this


Never ending friendship—


But did I ever mention there is a glass slipper


For each and every person ever


Just to wish one?


Did it ever occur to you


The circumstances you are under r


Live for it


Or get lost


There's really only porridge in her oven


If the gas or turning off or over


Don't turn over now


The resin's covered in the


Corvette.


Only cause I had to


Sense when is it


Blood sense.


Get laid


Don't flinch


Get paid


Gold finch


Get reckless


I call spirits north for dinner


South for lunch


And up for porridge at breakfast


I've passed on


I've been awake


You're mortal girl


The one you're on is


Really only such a small pond


That I should think


To cover up


With dirt.



Start over.



—and Skrillex is just in the corner the whole time playing video games.



Worst dream ever.



But why's Seth Meyer's mad at me?


I'm guessing he always was!


He's people are just like that


All conservative, conformed—


Again, it's not your fault


It's just uncomfortable!



Again I only ever approached it wanting to know


If the l broach l fits


But even Lucille Ball won't come if I call her—


Probably don't even got the right number


Code of arms


Or helm of awe, huh.



Fuck, man.



When's Tonight Show in hiatus



Need you off the island, off In Prague



And out my anus,


Don't remind me


I've been


Jamie Lee Curtis


Just recently enough


That I miss it.



Ugh.



I know,


I resent that.


Find a line to draw


Or fly a kite past


I'm past my reckoning


Just for tonight,


The suffering ends


Surely not enough to past the time


Before my electrolytes fly in


But tonight


Just tonight


I want to dine in my mind


Or die alone


Without trying to find the light—


The neighbor simply seems to follow it.


(At least I got her ought to not slam the door now,


Police interventions,


There really are cause for those.)


What is a warfare!


Buy me a checkmark!



My question mark seems to go off a lot


All for it


God,


You're remarkable


I gift a heart or though


I out all my crystals in the Rockerfeller plaza


But still held on to an amethyst for Dillon Francis?


There those eyes are again;


I hate to hurt you North;


But I'm no mother board


Or mother ship


Or Mother Earth



Broke my focus long enough to call you up,


But sure, I'm just short of even past conscious.




Nothing's safe for us, you know.


One one to call;


No code of conduct–


No safety in numbers, or color guard


No home, and no love in our times


For our kind–


We're all here now


And the wrong time


Is all time.



{Enter The Multiverse}



Do you see me?



I don't not see you.



Well.



Well.



I thought there'd be more having to say.



There's nothing to say.



Not nothing…



Nothing.



Huh.



—unless you say it.



I've nothing to say.



Then say nothing.



The frog croaks,


The oak leafs,


The custard leaves its corridors


The hark leaps


The oath melts,


The sworn have sworn


To never mark.


To no remose,


To no remark;


The carrier, and carry her—


The fierce need,


For Vegabonds,


For every caper read


Amen.



All is spoken;


And all in thought also in words


All is listened


And all has heard not in her form



Stiff.


You're horrified.



You're horrifying.


Sure, but—



Brother—



Broken—


Nothing that I've never heard before



Capable.



Half-friend.



Northerner.



Cape cod.



Hamptons.



Fair straights.



Ancient.


Sacred.



R I T U A L S



LEGENDS:


R I T U A L S



OH GOD.



No! NO! NO!



It just keeps going!



Thank you! Thank God. I thought it was over.



You were invoked.


I was implicated.



Fun fact:



Here's the thing.



You were murdered.



Ah, gains.



Why the fuck do I never get to just choose when this happens?



Cause you don't.



This isn't fair! I watch 2 segments of—




STEPHEN COLBERT enters.



*shattered.



Shithead.



STEPHEN COLBERT enters shattered.



—I was shattered when I heard about it.



What's that?



Never you mind.



I didn't— I just— asked.



He finds his way to the round table in the center of the dark room. He seems twisted; it's as if he's been blindsided.



Capable.



And still there's nowhere


In here


The city we share


I can go


To make the sound


Eager to leave my soul


As how


I know you.



Awkward!



Just wait.



You've been betrayed!



I— know that already.



Is this your card?



{Enter The Multiverse}



GET OFF THE TRAIN.





Lil bitz



Fool. Why every time I see you, you look guilty.



Why.



You never look innocent at all.



If something went down — I know it was you.



Hide a lie;


Can't hide a lie


Can't tell a tell


Can't roll the ball


Can't bowl the strike


Can't run at all


Can't fool the hare


Can't skin the cat


Can't dance a bit


Don't row the boat


Can't play the role


Don't know the tune


Can't trim the tree


Can't hold the bowl


Can't kill the fowl


Don't tell the tale.


Hide a lie.



Run a mile


Taste the bile


Fill the basket


Now you're moron


Now you're mortal


That's immoral


Jimmy Fallon


—that's a turtle.

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